the confessional

Nothing will compare to hearing your crush moaning your name, knowing they’re touching themselves to the thought of you

i always seem to feel like i’m a burden to everyone. i’m constantly apologising to people for doing nothing because even though they didn’t say it, i still feel like they’re bothered by me. and i think it pushes people away when i do that, because i’m so insecure and because i need constant reassurance that i’m not annoying them. like in my head i know that it’s illogical to think that all my friends don’t like me or that they just tolerate me or they think i’m annoying but are too kind to tell me. but the emotional depressed part of my head, the one that’s much louder than the logical side, is yelling and screaming at me that i’m a burden to these people and that i’m bothering them and they’re just too nice to go away. will i ever stop feeling this? like i’m a burden? or am i going to go my whole life paranoid that my friends don’t like me