hola

Buenas noches, lindo internet. Estoy a un mes de cumplir cuarto de siglo. Qué cosas. 🌙

Hi I like this pic I think I look cute

I’m almost four months into 24. At the risk of sounding bitter and sad, I’m bitter and sad. Because I have my guard up, up, waay up. So I can’t get hurt, I suppose. But in reality I’m so soft and so fucking eager to be vulnerable and feel love. And I’m not sure if my defensive walls keep people out or protect me but I’m too afraid of the alternative where I don’t have walls and get hurt anyway. Because when those walls start to come down I melt so quickly and then on the turn of a dime things evaporate as soon as I start feeling safe.

Hi y'all. Little update. I'm still alive. Grad school is intense. I'm single yet again (all returns to its natural state, I suppose). With each passing day I become too old for this website, but some jolly years were spent here. Sending u all kissies and warm vibes bc we about to get hit by a snowstorm.

Yep that about sums it up