I’m a hobbit now in all kinds of trouble in the midst of an adventure because my wizard friend told a bunch of dwarves I’m a burgler, when I’m really nothing of the sort, but a respectable (until now) Baggins.
Unless you count any video, in which case I’m a congress member grilling judicial appointments.
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Summary: Loki friendzoned you soon after meeting you but not for the reasons you think.
Warning: Mention of trauma
Note : this is so short , almost a drabble but I had a vivid dream and wrote while it was fresh in my mind.
You and Loki have been friends since he got here, on earth you meant. Or Midgard as he liked to call it, it was weird meeting him the first time, you instantly had a crush on him and he? Well he friendzoned you after four weeks of knowing you, in those four weeks you really thought he was into you as you both flirted with each other all the time but he wasn't. You were thanking all your stars, so glad that he didn't know of your crush on him at the time, it has bloomed way past that now.
"How many feasts tinman must have Little darling?" He huffed as you tried to match the foundation to his pale skin, he always called you little darling, but then he also friendzoned the little darling.
"You must be tired of fixing my face all the time love" he asked you and you shook your head.
"I do it for everyone, do you know how many times Steve and Bucky had come to me to fix their busted faces? They both heal superfast though, they only call me when it's urgent you know " you bit on your lips after you were done blabbering. You always did that whenever you focused on something.
"Must feel like a fortune to possess a power so valuable, though it's not natural for them" you smiled as you concealed the bruises he had on his face. Loki could heal really well, superfast even but when he saw you fixing Captain's face for the first time he wanted you to do it for him, and then he never could stop, this was the closest he got to having you in his proximity.
"Stay still" you mumbled as you leaned down to work on his face, the dress you wore for the party showed enough cleavage. Why were you doing this to him?
"Yes madam" you smiled and powdered his face, contrary to popular belief Loki's face tends to lean on the oily side, which he claimed was because of the polluted environment of midgard. Lie
"Why do you always use this dust on my face? What's the use of it?" he questioned and you chuckled.
"To prevent your face from oiling up, it's a powder, not a dust" you told him and he rolled his eyes in a playful way and then a lightbulb flicked in his head.
"Ahhh that's what they mean when they say they're going to powder their noses, I thought it was an euphemism for touching yourself" you chuckled as he said that. God why did he have to be hot as the sun, taller than a building and then be humorous at the same time. You hated him. No you didn't, you loved him. Alot.
"Fun fact, in the 18th century wealthy people used to powder their wigs to stand out, it was a sign of ..well wealth and royalty and then women picked it up too. That's where the concept of powder rooms emerged from, at royal parties these wealthy snobs needed a space to you know powder their wigs again because God forbid they're looking one percent less wealthier than they were, later when makeup became popular women started using that term you said instead because nobody powders their wigs anymore" he had a small smile on his face as you continued to blab mindlessly.
"Have you always been like this little darling?"
"Like what ? You mumbled as you plucked an extra hair from his bushy brow.
"So adorable and so smart" your face flushed at the compliment, the fucker seemed to enjoy doing that often.
"Noooo I just watch a lot of history tv in my free time" you mumbled and he sighed. Tell her tell her tell her.
"Well all set for your next conquest my lord..go crazy" you held a small mirror in front of his face and he didn't have to look at it to know what a great job you did. You always fixed him well.
But that's what you hated the most, watching a flock of women around him at the parties and then him taking one of them to his room.
"Thank you darling, I always appreciate it"
At the party he had a fan named Linda, she was gatekeeping him, she didn't allow any other woman to even buzz around him.
"Mmm your makeup is looking patchy, let me fix it hon" Linda was about to touch his cheek when he glared at her,
"Touch that makeup and I'll throw you off the building"
You watched him interacting with Linda from afar sighing as you sipped on your drink. Thor walked towards you as he noticed your eyes on his brother and sat down on the couch next to you.
"It's funny how he keeps doing that" you shrugged as he said that
"Funny what? I mean his body, his rules, he can do whatever he wants, whoever he wants, we shouldn't judge him for that" you nodded as you finished your sentence, taking pride in standing up for your friend when deep down you wanted to bitch about how whorish he was.
"That? Ohhh no that's not what I mean" your eyebrows raised so you looked at him.
"Hmm now I'm more curious than George could ever dream of"
"George?" He asked you and you closed your eyes to stop them from rolling back in your head.
"It's just.. nevermind. What did you mean?"
"The whole fake bruises and asking you to fix his face?" Thor smirked and your eyes widened,
"WHAT DO YOU MEANN?" You screamed at him and he chuckled
"You know his Frost Giant genes allow him to heal instantly right? By the time he gets back from mission to the tower, he's healed"
Your eyes widened so much Thor felt as if it would pop out, so he got up swiftly and left you to dwell on it. You stood up and stormed towards Loki, Linda glared at you and you glared back at her, she backed off immediately.
"Can we talk?" You looked at Loki and he got worried. What did he do? He had tried his best to not fuck this up with you. He can't lose you.
"Yeah I– " you cut him mid sentence as you grabbed his arm and dragged him out of the lounge then you took him to the lobby,
"Darling what's wrong?" He stopped you halting your movement to flip you towards him
"Why did you lie to me?" His eyes teared up as you said that.
"About what?"
"About bruises and the makeup , you heal don't you?" you crossed your arms and he squeezed his eyes.
"Yes I do"
"Soo what was all that huh? Is this fun for you?" Your eyes teared up and he shook his head.
"I wasn't trying to mock you darling" he said and you noticed his eyes were teary
"What is it lo?"
"I love you" he mumbled and you looked at him to see the signs of any mischief brewing on his features but he seemed sincere. You weren't expecting him to just utter those words like that.
"Whatt??? I mean I love you but what?"
"You what?"
"What?"
You stared at each other, did you really love him? He was so confused and then he sighed.
"I fuck up okay, that's what I do, that's what I always do, it drives them away when they get too close to me" you placed your hands on his upper arms and gave him a little squeeze to comfort him.
"Why would you say that hmm?" You asked him and he looked down,
"I get nightmares when I sleep, it's more often to happen then not happen, terrible terrible nightmares. I get angry sometimes though I'd never hurt anyone that I love and care about but I do tend to get distant. I still have not come to terms with my heritage and I do not know when I will, I am damaged darling, so damaged and from a distance you may perceive me as the mischievous carefree man you have come to know of but that's not who I am" you wrapped your arms around his neck as soon as he finished his words. He continued to speak as he knew he couldn't hide his feelings anymore,
"When I met you I was taken away by your calming aura around me, it was different and I couldn't lose you darling, i needed you in my life so I figured that our friendship would not complicate us, I just thought I wouldn't have to lose you too if you were merely a friend of mine, I love you and I care about you too much to lose as just another romance, I'd rather have you in my life as a friend even if it kills me than not have you at all "
Your pulled away to look at him and your eyes teared up, as it dropped down on your cheek he wiped them with his thumb,
"But you want to romance me?" He chuckled as you said that.
"Very much so, I dream of it all the time"
"Well then you need to give us a chance because watching you spend your time with countless other people hurts me more than you ever could do. Your problems and trauma won't drive me away lo, I'd never run to the other side, I'd hold your hand instead and help you get through it..I love you, I have since I got to know you" he hugged you tightly as you finished your words. Maybe he won't lose you too once the facade is ripped off and he's bare and vulnerable.
"It wasnt easy for me either. I'm just afraid" you got on your tiptoes and kissed his forehead.
"I love you, never forget" he kissed your forehead as you said that and he was about to kiss you when Steve called him.
"The phone is given to you for a reason, Stark wants to see you" he said to Loki and loki stepped away from you.
"I'll see you soon little darling, I love you" he mumbled and you smiled, your heart kept beating so fast because of what just happened and anticipation of what was about to happen. You squealed and did a little dance when he got out of your sight, a few minutes later you received a text from him and that made you run to your bedroom
"Can't wait to ruin our friendship a little more tonight ;)"
Congratulations on 1k Followers 😍😍😍💚 your writing is truly amazing 🥰
May I request some fluff with our favourit trickster God? 😍 Using the promts:
22 "you look cold, come here"
26 "shh, get some rest, I'll take care of everything"
50 "you don't look too well"
If you're putting some angst in there as well I wouldn't complain to be honest 😅 but I'm in dire need of a happy and fluffy ending 🥰 thank you so much!
Ahhhhh thank you so much! Thank you so much, for your request as well 💚
Hell yeah, I can do that for you! I hope the ending is fluffy enough... I didn't know how to make it fluffier 🙈 And I changed #26 a lil 😬
The wind was howling around your ears. Every step you took, took extra effort, the wind trying to push you back with all its might. Your head was low as you tried to get as little snow into your eyes as possible.
The mission had started perfectly fine, Loki and you had no problems intruding into the ice-covered lair. You had made swift work out of the enemies who were guarding the stolen serum. But when you hurried back to your Jet, new enemies appeared from out of nowhere. You hadn’t even reached the jet when one of them had hit the tank, the gasoline pouring out of it quickly. Another shot at the body of the jet and the sparks ignited an ocean of flames, encasing your only way out from this icy hell.
After you had put down the last remaining attackers to sleep, Loki immediately send a distress signal to Stark who informed both of you of a suitable collection point not too far away. There you were supposed to wait until Tony could pick the both of you up before the oncoming storm got too heavy.
Walking through the icy and snow-covered field your limbs began to grow heavy. Every muscle in your body was starting to become numb as the cold air mercilessly encased you, cooling you down further. Your head pounded as the cold wind tortured your sinuses. You silently begged for Tony to appear in front of you so you could finally get some much needed rest.
“It's another mile," Loki screamed against the wind in hopes you could hear him. As he turned around to you his face fell. You were as white as the snow surrounding you. Your feet dragging through the snow as you were too weak to raise them properly.
"Y/N, are you ok?" he asked worried, stepping towards you, "You don't look too well."
You slowly raised your head, your limbs felt like they were already frozen. Loki’s eyes darted to your side and your hands that clutched it tightly, trying to hide the crimson patch that grew on your suit.
“Y/N?!” was the last thing you heard before your knees buckled and you fell onto the ground. Your eyes fell shut.
“Hey, Y/N! Stay awake!” Loki was by your side in an instant, picking you up from the ground carefully. Your lips were already blue and he was shocked when his free hand caressed your ice-cold cheek.
“Tony's already on his way. Just stay with me for a little bit longer.” he pleaded with you as he wrapped you into his cloak.
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The smell of fire brought you back to your senses. You could hear the calming crackling of the wood burning. You slowly blinked your eyes open and adjusted your eyes to the dim lighting.
“Hello, sleepyhead.” Loki greeted you with a warm smile, “You had me worried there for a moment.”
“Where are we?” you croaked out, your throat feeling dry. Only then you noticed that you were laying on a bed as the mattress under you dipped when Loki sat beside you, handing you a glass of water.
“We were lucky, I was carrring you up the hill when I found this abandonned cabin not far away from our actual path. It can't be abandoned for that long, l found some wood for the fire, so you wouldn't freeze to death under my care. I could even clean your wound and heal it. Still, you should be careful for a few more days.” Loki explained, softly rubbing your arm, “How are you feeling?”
“Ok,” you whispered.
“Why didn’t you tell me that you got hit?” Loki tried to sound as calm as possible but you could hear that he wanted to scold you for being so careless.
“I didn’t want to slow us down.” you admitted sheepishly, a shudder suddenly running over your body, "And now I did anyway."
“You look cold, come here.” Loki decided to continue the scolding when you were in better shape again. Instead he leaned back onto the bed more comfortably, opening his arms as an invitation.
“Thank you, Lo.” you breathed against his chest as you gladly cuddled against him for more warmth. Loki carefully wrapped his arms around you. Your eyes grew heavy again as a worrying thought crossed your mind.
“What about Tony? Does he know where we are?" you shot up and regretted the fast motion instantly, a sting reminding you of Loki's prior words to take it easy.
“Shh, take some rest,” he gently rubbed your back, trying to calm you, “I already took care of everything. He will be here any minute now.”
"What would I do without you." you sighed deeply, resting comfortably on Loki again. His steady breathing lulling you back to sleep as he drew shapes onto your back.
How are you dear?? 💚😘 I hope you're doing well 💚 I so much love your Bodyguard series 😍
Just wanted to share a"non Loki related fact" with you 😅 Facebook just reminded me that 7 years ago I got into med school... And today I was the leading surgeon in the OR 😱🙈 it's soooo crazy!
Thank you dear. I'm doing good and how are you?
You made it my dear, that's seven years of hardwork and sleepless nights.. so proud of you 😗 and I hope the new workplace is treating you much better 😍
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Crazy how fast time flies: 7 years ago I got my acceptance letter from med school, today I was the lead surgeon in the OR 🙈🙈 dreams truly do come true!
Hey you 🤗 first of all: I love your writing so much! 🥰🥰💚 I don't know if your requests are still open? If they by any chance are: would you mind doing something with our favourit God and a female reader where she spend the last 24 hours working and didn't get any sleep at all? She barely made it back home and loki is worried because she didn't answer his texts and takes care of her?? 🥰(and would it be okay if she was surgeon?? 😊😊 If it's too specific it's totally okay though!! 💚) thank you so much in advance 💚💚 you're amazing 🥰
Hiiii!!!!! I'm sorry this took me so long to get to!!! Thank so much for sending it to me!! I hope you like it!!!!💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
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The Doctor is In
Pairing: Loki x reader
Warnings: sleep deprivation, mentions of surgery and surgical procedures, anxiety, stress,
Summary: it was your turn to be in call, but you weren't entirely prepared for what the night had in store........
"Paging Dr. Y/n, you are needed in OR." You heard over the speaker just as you sat down. You rubbed your temples sighing, you had just finished a two hour surgery and were hoping for a breather, but that didn't seem in the cards tonight. You glanced at your phone, seeing a few missed calls and texts from Loki as you were paged again "sorry love." You sighed to yourself, setting your phone down you pulled yourself up, heading to the OR.
You cleaned up, getting prepped when a nurse came in "Hey, Dr. Y/n, I've got Loki on hold, he said he hadn't heard from you." She said "tell him it's been really busy and I'll call him as soon as I'm done." You said seeing her nod. You looked at the clock, seeing you had been on shift almost twenty hours and sighed "well, let's do this." You said to the nurses waiting for you.
You finished up, seeing it had been another two hours, as you made your way to the nurses station. "Hey y/n, you've got a couple of patients you need to look in on, another that needs discharged, and we're admitting another parent now." She said handing you a coffee. "Ok, I'll go check on them, and I'll look over the discharge papers for this one, now the new patient needs to be assigned to the next doctor coming on, my shift is almost over." You said grabbing the stack of files. "Ok, I'll get the new patient switched over." She said going to her computer "Thank you, I'll be back." You said heading to your desk.
You went through the files, sipping your coffee racing to get done as your eyelids began to droop. "Almost done." You said to yourself shaking your head. You got up, starting your rounds missing your phone ringing as you left your office. You made it to the nurses station, setting the folders down "ok, I need to go home before Loki has an aneurysm, I've made notes on everyone's charts, discharge papers are here with at home instructions and I'm out." You said waving your hands hearing the nurse laugh.
You grabbed your purse and phone and headed for your car. You took a deep breath, starting your car you pulled out making your way home. You blasted the music as loud as it would go, prying your eyes open "just a few more minutes." You sighed sitting up straight. You felt your eyes droop as a car honked at you, making you jump. Realizing you were almost in the other lane you pulled over. Grabbing your phone from your purse you saw it was almost dead. You threw it back in your purse throwing your head back "I can do this, I can do this" You got out, walking around for a minute before getting in, taking off again.
You pulled into your driveway, sighing loudly as you turned the car off laying your head back. Mustering all the energy you had left you grabbed your purse and headed towards the door. It flung open as you were about to put the key in "Darling. Why haven't you answered me!?" Loki raised his voice as you looked up at him "I'm sorry love, I was so busy I didn't even get to sit down." You sighed dragging yourself inside. He grabbed your purse setting it on the table, pulling you into a hug.
"I'm sorry, I was just worried. And when I hadn't heard from you I..." he started as you leaned up kissing him "I'm sorry love, I wanted to call, there were just so many patients I didn't have time." You said as he smiled at you "have I told you how proud I am of you?" He asked rocking you back and forth. You laid your head on his chest "the work you do is incredible." He said running his fingers through your hair. "I admire you more then you know my dear." He said hearing you hum.
He looked down seeing your eyes closed, hearing a soft snore he smiled "Come on darling, you need to rest." He whispered holding your head to his chest he leaned down, picking you up bridal style making his way to your shared room. "Loki.." you whispered , nudging your head into his neck "I'm here love, just sleep." He whispered making it to your room laying you down. He used his seidr to change you into your pajamas, sliding the blankets up around you tucking you in. "Stay...please." You murmured stretching out. He smiled, going to the other side slipping under the covers.
You instantly scooted to him, wrapping your arms around him humming. "I love you Loki." You breathed finally relaxing "I love your too darling, now sleep." He said wrapping an arm around you pulling you closer, running his fingers through your hair kissing the top of your head. When you woke up he was going to make you dinner, run you a bath and worship you in every way you deserved. "Just wait until tonight my little healer, it will be my turn to make you feel better." He smiled closing his eyes.
Thank you so much!!!! 💖💚🥺🥺🥺 This was so amazing and so truly accurate!!! Some days and nights it happens exactly like this! (well minus somebody take care of you afterward unfortunately 🙈🙈)
@d1a2n389 eeeek!!! I'm so glad you liked it!!! I wanted it to be as accurate as possible!! I have so much respect and admiration for everyone in Healthcare, I wanted to be perfect and do it all the justice!! And thank you so much!!!!! 💚💚💚💚💚
Hey you 🤗 first of all: I love your writing so much! 🥰🥰💚 I don't know if your requests are still open? If they by any chance are: would you mind doing something with our favourit God and a female reader where she spend the last 24 hours working and didn't get any sleep at all? She barely made it back home and loki is worried because she didn't answer his texts and takes care of her?? 🥰(and would it be okay if she was surgeon?? 😊😊 If it's too specific it's totally okay though!! 💚) thank you so much in advance 💚💚 you're amazing 🥰
Hiiii!!!!! I'm sorry this took me so long to get to!!! Thank so much for sending it to me!! I hope you like it!!!!💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
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The Doctor is In
Pairing: Loki x reader
Warnings: sleep deprivation, mentions of surgery and surgical procedures, anxiety, stress,
Summary: it was your turn to be in call, but you weren't entirely prepared for what the night had in store........
"Paging Dr. Y/n, you are needed in OR." You heard over the speaker just as you sat down. You rubbed your temples sighing, you had just finished a two hour surgery and were hoping for a breather, but that didn't seem in the cards tonight. You glanced at your phone, seeing a few missed calls and texts from Loki as you were paged again "sorry love." You sighed to yourself, setting your phone down you pulled yourself up, heading to the OR.
You cleaned up, getting prepped when a nurse came in "Hey, Dr. Y/n, I've got Loki on hold, he said he hadn't heard from you." She said "tell him it's been really busy and I'll call him as soon as I'm done." You said seeing her nod. You looked at the clock, seeing you had been on shift almost twenty hours and sighed "well, let's do this." You said to the nurses waiting for you.
You finished up, seeing it had been another two hours, as you made your way to the nurses station. "Hey y/n, you've got a couple of patients you need to look in on, another that needs discharged, and we're admitting another parent now." She said handing you a coffee. "Ok, I'll go check on them, and I'll look over the discharge papers for this one, now the new patient needs to be assigned to the next doctor coming on, my shift is almost over." You said grabbing the stack of files. "Ok, I'll get the new patient switched over." She said going to her computer "Thank you, I'll be back." You said heading to your desk.
You went through the files, sipping your coffee racing to get done as your eyelids began to droop. "Almost done." You said to yourself shaking your head. You got up, starting your rounds missing your phone ringing as you left your office. You made it to the nurses station, setting the folders down "ok, I need to go home before Loki has an aneurysm, I've made notes on everyone's charts, discharge papers are here with at home instructions and I'm out." You said waving your hands hearing the nurse laugh.
You grabbed your purse and phone and headed for your car. You took a deep breath, starting your car you pulled out making your way home. You blasted the music as loud as it would go, prying your eyes open "just a few more minutes." You sighed sitting up straight. You felt your eyes droop as a car honked at you, making you jump. Realizing you were almost in the other lane you pulled over. Grabbing your phone from your purse you saw it was almost dead. You threw it back in your purse throwing your head back "I can do this, I can do this" You got out, walking around for a minute before getting in, taking off again.
You pulled into your driveway, sighing loudly as you turned the car off laying your head back. Mustering all the energy you had left you grabbed your purse and headed towards the door. It flung open as you were about to put the key in "Darling. Why haven't you answered me!?" Loki raised his voice as you looked up at him "I'm sorry love, I was so busy I didn't even get to sit down." You sighed dragging yourself inside. He grabbed your purse setting it on the table, pulling you into a hug.
"I'm sorry, I was just worried. And when I hadn't heard from you I..." he started as you leaned up kissing him "I'm sorry love, I wanted to call, there were just so many patients I didn't have time." You said as he smiled at you "have I told you how proud I am of you?" He asked rocking you back and forth. You laid your head on his chest "the work you do is incredible." He said running his fingers through your hair. "I admire you more then you know my dear." He said hearing you hum.
He looked down seeing your eyes closed, hearing a soft snore he smiled "Come on darling, you need to rest." He whispered holding your head to his chest he leaned down, picking you up bridal style making his way to your shared room. "Loki.." you whispered , nudging your head into his neck "I'm here love, just sleep." He whispered making it to your room laying you down. He used his seidr to change you into your pajamas, sliding the blankets up around you tucking you in. "Stay...please." You murmured stretching out. He smiled, going to the other side slipping under the covers.
You instantly scooted to him, wrapping your arms around him humming. "I love you Loki." You breathed finally relaxing "I love your too darling, now sleep." He said wrapping an arm around you pulling you closer, running his fingers through your hair kissing the top of your head. When you woke up he was going to make you dinner, run you a bath and worship you in every way you deserved. "Just wait until tonight my little healer, it will be my turn to make you feel better." He smiled closing his eyes.
Thank you so much!!!! 💖💚🥺🥺🥺 This was so amazing and so truly accurate!!! Some days and nights it happens exactly like this! (well minus somebody take care of you afterward unfortunately 🙈🙈)
Summary : You wake up in the hospital and Loki is by your side.
Trigger Warning : Suicide, Rape, abuse, sexual violence, Harsh language, bodyshaming, fatshaming, mention of neglect and abuse, emotional abuse, Unhealthy Eating Patterns, blackmail, starving and under eating, implied smut, mention of drug use, some weird feeding kink I'm (loki is) developing
He sat down next to your bed, they gave you medicine to bring the fever down and you had to be on the glucose drip again. You must not have eaten much in the last three days, he blamed himself for all of this entirely but he had sworn to himself that he will fix it and he'll earn your trust back into his life.
His thumb rubbed over your skin as he held your hand in his, what you told him before you passed out was still haunting him.
He read about the case before he came here and apparently the man that was supposed to kill you missed the mark, now he knew it must be on purpose. Instead of hitting you, the bodyguard you had at the time was shot in the arm. Even the hitmen have ethics about such work, he must have realized that it was you who hired him to kill you and hence he hesitated.
You groaned as you opened your eyes and found yourself in the familiar walls of the hospital. You looked at Loki, he had a small smile on his face but his eyes were full of tears. He got up from the chair, kissed your forehead and then he sat back down.
"Thank you for saving me, again" you mumbled softly and that only made him feel more guilty.
"What I said to you before I passed out..just ignore it..I was lying" you mumbled to him and he shook his head. For a moment you really thought you were going to die and for some reason instead of telling him that you love him, that's what you shared with him?
"No you are lying now darling, if we are going to continue having each other in our lives, you have to be honest with me okay?" he mumbled softly as he pressed a kiss on the back of your hand.
"Having each other? You want to be my friend again?" He caressed your head with one hand while other one linked with yours. Friend? he wasn't sure if he'd be content being just your friend anymore.
"I do not deserve it but yes I want to be your..friend again. Even more, I want to be who I was to you before I ruined it" your eyes teared up as he said that.
"Well I don't want to be your friend" he nodded as a painful look flashed around his features. He understood your anger, he has hurt you so badly after you shared such a trusting night with him. Night where you shared a part of your life and he distanced himself the next morning.
"I want to be more, what we had but more. I have feelings for you that I should have told you about, but I was scared of rejection and I didn't want to overwhelm you, I'm already too much as I am" you chuckled and he shook his head, a sense of relief washed over him, you wanted him still? He couldn't have been happier.
"You're not too much darling, you are perfectly enough. And I have feelings for you too, it didn't feel fair because I swore to myself that I'd never get my feelings involved in my work again but I didn't have to force it, it just happened and I don't regret it" he mumbled softly and you sniffled so he stood up and laid down next to you, his arm wrapped around your waist as he peppered soft little kisses on your cheek.
"Why a Hitman?" He asked you and you took a deep breath. If he wanted you to be honest with him, honesty is what you will give him.
"I can't kill myself at the mansion, I have no means of doing it, after my mom hung herself my dad made sure that I won't do the same thing, he couldn't handle another scandal like that. I have nothing in my room, nothing I could use to hurt myself. Ropes, sharp objects, pills I could overdose on, the door of my balcony is welded shut, nothing in my reach that I could use to harm myself, except those vases which I have contemplated over several times in my head. I found out about Clint because of Steve, he's their main guy when they want to hurt someone. So I called him, pretended to be someone else, offered him shit ton of money and we decided on a date but he backed out at the last moment when he realized that it was me who hired him. He recognised my voice, even hitmen have a code of conduct but my family doesn't, isn't it funny?" you chuckled.
The way you just said all that with no emotion in your voice bothered him deeply but he wasn't going to give up on you again, he was going to pull you out of that mindset. He wanted to show you that life could get beautiful, full of love and care, he wanted to give you a life where you'd be taken care of and cherished the way you deserved. His grip on your waist tightened as he kissed your cheek again,
"Promise me you'd never take such a step again, no matter what happens, promise me that you'd come to me before you even think of hurting yourself" he whispered in your ear and you nodded.
"Okay but what if you leave again?" you sobbed like a child and he shook his head,
"I won't leave, the only way I'd ever leave you again is if I was to die" you pressed your fingers on his lips as he said that.
"Don't say that, that is what scares me the most. That's why I can't take a step against them, they will hurt you and I can't lose you too Loki, that's what I meant that night but you misunderstood me" he nodded as you finally got through him. He can't allow his past to continue to affect his decisions. Just because Sameera broke him the way she did, that doesn't mean you will do the same thing to him. He's not Steve and you're not Sameera, you both need to understand that.
"I have a plan"
"She did look sick you know" Suzzanah said to Steve and he glared at her, making her eat rest of her words.
"So?? What's your point? The only reason I allowed her to go with him is so I could hurt her more later" Suzzanah rolled her eyes and she went back to scrolling on her Instagram feed.
Steve called Erik and asked him to go to the hospital with an instruction that he'd report everything back to him.
As Erik knocked on your VIP hospital room, Loki sat up but he didn't get off the bed, Erik gave Loki a hug and it confused you greatly.
"How are you ma'am?" He asked you and you smiled. That's the first genuine smile he had seen on your face in the last three days.
"You guys know each other?" You asked Loki and he nodded.
"We have known each other for five years now" your mouth opened in realization and all he wanted to do was kiss you but that can wait.
"So Steve wants me to report him the situation, what should I be saying?" Erik asked Loki so he thought about it as he bit on his cheek, he had to play his cards right, that's the only way he could defeat these powerful abusers.
"Tell him that she woke up and we both are fighting a lot, tell him that I'm yelling at her for being just another irresponsible rich kid" he told Erik so he nodded and stepped out of the room. You furrowed your brows in confusion but then you remembered what you two talked about just now.
"When did you last eat?" He asked you and you smiled. He'd be so upset.
"Please don't make me answer" his eyes teared up but he didn't want to get upset with you, this was all his fault, he kissed your forehead and helped you get up from the bed, the doctor came and checked your vitals, when everything looked normal, he allowed you to leave.
The paps were informed of your location so Loki took you out from the back where the car was waiting for you to take you back to the mansion. You could already imagine the headlines "Daughter of Rocky Y/l/n overdosed again?" Question mark because they have to protect themselves from being sued.
He made you sit down then he sat next to you .
"What's the one thing you want to eat right now?" You smiled as he asked you that, his fingers linked around yours and that made you feel so safe again.
"It's not very healthy"
"It's okay we all can indulge from time to time" he tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear and you bit on your lower lip as you thought about it. Every little thing you did just seemed so magical to him.
"Cheese burger, I haven't had it in years"
"Years?" He furrowed his brows so you nodded, he asked Adrian to stop at the nearest fast food joint. If he was going to take care of you, he'd do it properly, and that began with you getting to eat whatever you craved.
"Lokii?" You called out to him as you placed your head down on his shoulder and he hummed.
"I am scared"
"I know, I am scared too baby but we have to take this risk, okay?" You nodded as he said that. Someone was willing to fight for you and that terrified you because the last time a bodyguard tried to rescue a client in your family he paid with his life. That's what pushed your mom over the edge finally.
As the car stopped in front of a Burger King joint he stepped out and ordered a burger with some fries and coke, he also got chicken wings as a little apology. You squealed as you saw all the junk food, his heart swelled and eyes teared up as he noticed your excitement, it only took such a minute gesture for him to make you happy.
"Imagine if I make a video and post it on my Instagram.. my dad will kill me for promoting junk. Who'd buy the fit tea they sell in my name once they see this?" You chuckled but it only hurt him to realize how controlled your life has been so far, he can't watch you rot yourself slowly like this. He'd get you out of here, with him being dead or Alive, he'd send you somewhere where you'll be safe and away from these horrible human beings.
You took a bite of the burger and closed your eyes as your taste buds relished the cheesy creamy flavor after so long, he couldn't stop staring at you as you put your head down on the backseat of the car. In that moment he knew that he loved you, that he was in love with you and you were the prettiest girl he had ever known in his life.
"Ohh godd please eat with me" you mumbled so he picked up a fry and nibbled on it. Your little belly couldn't fit all that food in so he ate the rest, he stopped the car to throw out the evidence and then you both reached the mansion soon.
"Okay look sad, as if we just fought" you scrunched your forehead and made your eyes tear up,
"Perfect little darling" he kissed your forehead as he smiled.
Erik was right behind you two so instead of Loki he escorted you in, he wanted to sell the act of you two fighting. He wanted Steve to believe that things were turning sour between you two.
As you stepped inside, Steve glared at you,
"You don't look sick" he said to you and he watched Loki storm past you two.
"Awh did you fight with your new boyfriend?" you made your eyes tear up more and he chuckled in satisfaction.
"Rocky needs you" you heard Suzzanah's voice from behind him and he nodded, then he stepped out of the mansion to go see Rocky in the office, Suzzanah turned around to go to her room, she called a masseur to aid her aching muscles. Steve did give Erik a look before he left, he had no idea that Erik didn't work for him.
As you made your way towards your room you checked your phone and noticed the message Loki had sent you just now, but the first thing you did was change his name again.
He smiled as he put the phone down, you were letting him in again and that too so quickly, especially after the day you have had, he never wanted to let you down again.
He took a shower and changed, he put on a black t-shirt with a dark grey trouser then he took a stroll into the kitchen and hoped that he'd find what he was looking for.
As he stepped inside your bedroom with a tray in his hand you sat up on the bed and smiled at him. This felt too comforting but you were also scared to get used to it again, he sat down on the edge of the bed and placed the tray next to you,
You took the lid off the tray and found a bowl of strawberries and hot chocolate. It made you blush furiously.
"This was in my dream" you mumbled softly and he smiled, he picked up a piece of strawberry and swirled it around the chocolate to cover it properly.
"I know darling "
"You remembered it?" You asked him and he looked at you.
"How could I not? I will fulfill all your dreams or as many as I can" your eyes teared up at the softness his words held, you shuddered as he placed the berry over your mouth and the chocolate dribbled on your lower lip, it felt like deja vu
"Don't hesitate baby, take it, you deserve it" he mumbled so you opened your mouth and bit on the fruit, the sweet flavor made you moan, he never thought he'd ever see a day when feeding a girl like this would turn him on so badly, the way your mouth moved and your eyes remained closed made him so hard for you, he wondered what kind of expression you'd bless him with once he's inside you in all the ways that he wanted to be,
"More lokii feed me more please" and how could he not when you asked him like that?
He picked up another berry, covered it with chocolate and made you bite on it. The remnant of the fleshy fruit was too much for your sweet little mouth, and as he watched the juices dripping down from the corner of your lips, he just couldn't help himself. The dam broke.
That's when he brought your dream to completion as he latched his lips onto yours to kiss you.
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Warning : Harsh language, bodyshaming, mention of neglect and abuse, emotional abuse, Unhealthy Eating Patterns, starving and under eating, implied smut, mention of drug use
You couldn't even breathe in the dress, that's how tight it was. Maybe this was Steve's way of punishing you for whatever you did to piss him off. Your hair was straightened and you had a heavy makeup on with glittery eyes and bold lips. As you stepped out of the room loki was waiting to take you downstairs, his eyes widened as he looked at you, you clanked on your heals and walked alongside him. He had a black suit on but he changed the shirt to white. His hair was slicked back, he smelled so good.
"Are you okay?" He asked you and you smiled.
"I am.. it's just too tight.. I feel as if I'm being suffocated" he stopped in his tracks as you said that.
"Change it then" he said to you and you shook your head. You grabbed his arm and started to walk again, you can't be late. The last thing you wanted was to bear Steve's insults.
"I can't, it's his party and I'm his trophy fiance" you mumbled and he furrowed his brows. You let go of his hand as you both stepped downstairs. Steve grabbed your arm and gave your dad a hug before you all made your way out of the mansion. You were to sit with Steve, his bodyguard Bucky and his driver. While Loki was to follow you behind in a separate car. He closed the door of your side and you smiled, he nodded as he stepped away before walking towards the car he was taking.
"What's with the smiling? Did you fuck him whore?" Steve whispered in your ear, he had a sly smile on his face and that made you cringe.
"Remember it doll, the moment you fuck that man, I'm taking him away like I have done before" your eyes teared up as he said that so you turned your head, you could see Bucky smiling from the mirror view. You didn't want them to take him away, you didn't want him to be gone from your life.
When you reached the venue, there were photographers waiting to click pictures, so you posed with Steve, acting like you both were in love. He was kissing you in front of everyone, pretending as if he felt anything other than disgust for you.
Loki walked alongside Bucky, right behind you and Steve when he heard something that made him want to punch the bastard right in the face,
"Suck your fat tummy in, I can see your flab" your jaw clenched as you felt utterly humiliated but you did what he said. He showed you off to his rich business colleagues, that's what you were here for.
Whenever your eyes met with Loki, you gave him a small smile, he didn't return it but there was a softness in his eyes that was unmatched. You have never had anyone look at you like that.
"Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move, Before I make a move" you heard the song blaring in the background. How befitting ?
After a while, you really felt as if you'd faint again so you walked over to Steve,
"I have to use the loo" you told him and he rolled his eyes
"Take that bodyguard, I have rivals here and I wouldn't want any drama"
He clicked his fingers so Loki walked closer to you two, then he followed you to the bathroom. Once out of their sight, you grabbed his arm and pulled him inside quickly then you pressed him against the door. That made him nervous because he knew if you were to come onto him, he won't be able to stop you.
"What are doing darling?" You really wanted to kiss him but you can't. You remembered what Steve said.
"I can't..breathe" you mumbled and he nodded, he looked down and he could see your breasts being so constricted in there so he pulled your hair aside to the front. His hand trailed up from your lower back following the seam of your dress until he found the zipper and pulled it down slowly, you took a deep breath and closed your eyes as the action brought you relief in so many ways. This was mildly erotic especially because of the way he was looking at you.
"Breathe darling, take a deep breath for me alright?" He whispered softly so you nodded. You clutched onto his arm as you could finally breathe properly .
"Better?" He asked so you looked at him
"Yes thank you Loki" you stepped away from him and he fidgeted in his spot, the straps of your dress has slipped past your shoulders, your breasts were dangerously close to slipping out so you placed your palm on them.
"I have to use the loo" you turned around and headed towards one of the stalls then you got inside quickly, a lady was knocking on the door so Loki stepped away and opened the door. When you came out you washed your hands and pulled your hair to the side, then you looked at him,
"Zip me up?" you mumbled so he walked towards you, you looked at him in the mirror as he stood behind you, pulled your straps upto your shoulders and slowly pulled the zipper up to not break it. You gasped as you felt the fabric tightening around you again.
"Sorry darling, just few more hours okay?" You nodded as you heard his sweet tender voice.
"Excuse me I saw you before too..This is ladies room..get out" the lady from before said to him so you smiled.
"Excuse mee..He's my bodyguard, my life is in danger, I was attacked last month, almost shot right to head...you wanna hear more? I have got all the time in the world" that was enough for her to back off, she gave you a dirty look before she stormed out.
You had a fire in you, he knew that, that's why it bothered him when your dad and fiance treated you like that and you allowed it to happen.
"Let's go"
You both went back the party and you saw Steve was not there, you asked Bucky and he just shrugged. After a while Steve came back from God knows where and with whom, but you knew he fucked someone. Not that you cared, but then he had the audacity to call you a whore.
"Drop her home, I have a meeting with some of the guys here" Steve said to Loki, and you couldn't have been happier. A security car was supposed to follow you two. He opened the door of the backseat but you sat down on the front instead, he shook his head and sat down on the driver's seat,
"Turn around, let me free you from this contraption" he said to you and you obliged instantly. He didn't want to see your bare breasts so he took his coat off and put it on you.
You weren't ready for him to loosen his tie and rolling his sleeves up before he started to drive. He was so hot, you have found a man so attractive before as well and if he was just another man you'd fuck him. But he was loki and he cared about you. You cared about him
"Can we go somewhere?" You asked him and he shook his head, you got really pouty and sad so he sighed
"Where?" You squealed as he said that and that made his mouth curve into a smile
"Beach, Coney Island, mom used to take me there, I haven't been there in.. 5 years" your eyes teared up and he gulped.
He turned around the car, the other guards worked for him and he would take care of them but he won't let you sleep sad and hurt tonight. You smiled and turned the music on, you opened the window and allowed the wind to get into your hair. He smiled as he looked at you. What the fuck he was doing? He had no idea but it felt right.
When you both reached the beach, you stood with your feet under the water, closer to the shore, taking it all in, you closed your eyes and thought of the memories you had of her and this place. Loki stood next to you and smiled as he looked at you,
"Thank you Loki, you are too sweet" you mumbled and he chuckled. You grabbed his hand and walked away from the shore, then you both sat down on the sand.
"I'm sorry, I read about her before I came to work here, I know what cancer does to a person" he said softly and you nodded
"She killed herself" he looked at you shocked by the revelation. That can't be.
"No I read.."
"That's just what my dad wanted to be said about her death, he couldn't have the truth out in the open, truth that she was depressed and suffering mentally. She didn't have cancer, she hung herself, in her bedroom, I found her like that the next morning" his eyes teared up so he linked his fingers with yours to comfort you, his thumb rubbing over yours gently
"I'm sorry darling, I'm so sorry" he tightened his grip around your hand and you nodded.
"It's okay it's been a long time" you smiled to shift the mood. You didn't want to make the moment sad and depressing. You took his coat off and placed it on the sand behind you, then you laid down on it and took him along with you, he didn't resist either.
"How many black suits you own?" You giggled and he smiled.
"Too many to count, why?"
"Well it's all I see you wearing and I think this black coat is ruined with sand"
"It's alright, the trouble is definitely worth it" he looked at you as he turned his head and his eyes lingered over your lips, same as you. Then you both snapped your head away at the same time.
"We should go madam" he said as he sat up hurriedly.
"Absolutely" you got up as well and the drive back home was quite but it wasn't uncomfortable. He fixed his clothes to not bring unnecessary attention onto him. You gave him his coat so he could put it on.
Giving him a nod you headed to your room, Rocky wanted to talk to him and that made him nervous.
"So anything suspicious yet? Is she still being followed?" Rocky asked him and Loki shook his head
"No sir, I haven't noticed anything as such yet, but I'm keeping an eye on her and everyone she meets, if the attack was caused by someone you know, I'll find it out soon"
You heard their conversation and sighed. You knew the reason why you were attacked and who caused it but truth can never come out in front of your dad.
You took a shower and changed into a night dress then you stood outside his room for reasons you didn't understand, you could hear him arguing with Paris. The thought of him fucking her made you insanely jealous all of a sudden.
You hid behind the wall as she came out of his room and stormed away to the ground floor where the in-house employees were supposed to stay.
You knocked on his door and he opened it instantly,
"You have more insults to hurl at me?" He snapped so you flinched, his eyes softened as he realised it was you and not Paris.
"I'm sorry hey I'm sorry" he grabbed your arm and pulled you inside, then he closed the door, you stayed against the door,
"It's okay, is she being a trouble? I can get her fired" you told him and he sighed.
"I wouldn't want her to lose her job, she's just.. nevermind..I'll handle it, something wrong?" He asked you and you shook your head.
"I just.. I was wondering if you wanted to..umm..hug me again?" You smiled but your eyes teared up with nervousness, you felt stupid.
His own eyes teared up at the innocence you carried in the moment. You craved gentle hugs and soft touches, he could tell how love starved you were.
He cupped your cheeks and kissed your forehead and the touch made you shiver, then he wrapped his arms around you, much tighter than yesterday. Your arms curled around his neck as you held onto him.
"Better darling? Feels good hmm?" He whispered softly and you breathed in sharply,
Summary : Loki denies to be your friend. He just wants to be your bodyguard or that's what he tells himself.
Warning : Harsh language, mention of neglect and abuse, physical abuse, Unhealthy Eating Patterns, implied smut
He parked the car and stepped inside the shelter, you had a puppy in your arms and a bunch of dogs and cats surrounded you.
"Did you get the parcel I sent?" You asked Natasha, she was the one managing the shelter currently. She nodded and smiled as you asked her that, they were grateful for everything you did. Loki couldn't stop staring at you, he was seeing a different side, until now he perceived you as spoiled and shallow, just like most of the rich people are.
"Is that the new bodyguard? You never bring them here" Natasha asked you and you looked at him. He quickly looked away when his eyes met with yours
"Don't worry about him he won't rat me out" you smiled at him so he walked towards you. You introduced Natasha to him and it was as awkward as it can get.
"Little Troy here is getting a New home tomorrow isn't he?" You talked to the puppy and he licked your cheeks making you giggle in response.
"All cause of you, thanks for everything you do" Natasha said before she left you and loki alone in the awkward silence but you didn't allow it to linger for long.
"You want to play with Troy?" You asked him and he shook his head..
"Don't tell me you're that kind of person who hates puppies" you raised your brow and he smiled.
"I do not hate them, I just..fine give me" you chuckled as you handed little Troy to him.
"So..you steal from your father for this?" He asked you and you looked away.
"No I'm just a spoiled little princess, remember?" You winked at him and he smiled but he noticed the look of sadness in your eyes.
You help these animals to get a proper home, of course your dad can never find out about this or he'll banish you. But you just had to keep this shelter afloat.
He watched you playing and running around in the garden with all the dogs that seemed to adore you as much as you adored them, even though they were all new here, he learned that you somehow manage to find suitable homes for these animals every week and you do all that anonymously, he kept his eyes on you and convinced himself that it came with the job description but then he saw you laughing and giggling like never before and his heart fluttered with sudden infraction. He wanted to stop looking but he couldn't.
When you sat down on the grass he walked over to you,
"Grass is good, you can sit" you told him and he shook his head.
"I'm fine thank you mam" he mumbled so you grabbed his fingers and the sudden touch made his heart skip a beat. Dumb fucking heart.
"Sit down Mister hotshot..pretty please?" you tugged on his fingers so he sat down next to you.
He noticed the mark on your cheek, you hid it with makeup but you didn't do a great job, his blood boiled as he thought about you getting hit like that by your own fiance, he also noticed the deep purple bruise on the side of your palm, you probably got it after you bumped your fist so harshly against the wall. He grabbed your hand and gave it a good look, you tried to pull it back but his hold on you was strong.
"Has he done that before?" You shivered as his thumb rubbed against the bruise on your hand, you almost didn't listen to his question because of the gentle soothing touch. You didn't know why he affected you so, you have slept around with the sexiest of men on earth, he was just a bodyguard then why did his soft touch make you squirm?
"It doesn't matter" you pulled your hand away and he looked to the side, avoiding eye contact with you.
He wanted to say something but he didn't feel he had any right to do so. Why did he have to brush his thumb over your bruises as if he was your long time lover? He thought to himself.
You couldn't stay there for long so Loki insisted on leaving before your dad or anyone else would find out about you sneaking out. On the way you didn't say anything to him nor did he, the hand holding made things awkward. This is why you can't sleep with him, as hot as he is, he also seemed to care even if just as your bodyguard, he cared enough and it just felt natural for you to trust him. You never would have brought him here if that wasn't the case.
Once you reached the mansion he parked the car in the garage and stepped out at the same time as you, so you walked towards his side, then you got closer until he was pressed against the door.
"Thank you for coming with me" you bit on your lips as your eyes glanced over his, that made him nervous
"Just doing my job maaaam" he spoke softly and you smiled. Then you pressed a kiss on his right cheek and his eyes widened.
"That's so not appropriate" you chuckled as you stepped away from him and turned around to walk away
"You smell good, Mister hotshot" you yelled from the distance and a small smile tugged on his lips but it faded soon after. Trouble, you are a trouble.
On the way back to his room he bumped into Paris and she quickly grabbed his arm then she dragged him inside an empty room.
"Fuck me" she pressed him against the door and whispered in his ear as she took his coat off
"What?"
"Fuck me baby, I was thinking about you and I can't focus on work, it's really really uncomfortable"
"I uhh I don't have a rubber on me" he mumbled but she had a perfect response.
"It's alright I am on pills" before he could say anything else she kissed him fiercely, she was horny he could tell. He quickly pulled up the work dress she had on and slid down her panties, then he picked her up and turned around to press her against the door
"Woahh you are strong and sexy, just my type of guy" He didn't like that. Sure he found her really attractive but he had assured her last night that he was just in for the physical relationship.
He pressed his lips on her before she could say something else and fucked the daylights out of her, making her scream so loud that he was afraid they'll get caught.
Once they were both done, She kissed him then she fixed herself up,
"I'll see you tonight handsome" she winked at him before she hauled herself out of the room. What was he doing? He have had random sex before then why did it feel so wrong? Was it because of you? No it can't be.
"That's crazy talk laufeyson, focus on your job you bloody dimwit"
He mumbled to himself and stepped out of the room, he looked around but only saw a few of the house helpers working. They didn't care thankfully. He went straight to his room to shower and change. When he heard a knock on the door, he got up and figured it was Paris with his breakfast. He wasn't wrong but then you were also there for some reason.
"Have breakfast with me?" You said to him and he raised his brow, the casual look seemed very..homely on him. You could feel Paris's eyes on you, you weren't trying to steal her fuck buddy but maybe getting to know him more wouldn't be so bad now that he knew about your secret randevouz with Troy and company.
When she left you stepped inside his room,
"I beg your pardon but what are you doing Miss y/n?" He crossed his arms so you turned around to look at him.
"Is it illegal for a bodyguard to have breakfast with his client?" You chuckled but he didn't find it amusing
"I am not your friend alright? You cannot sneak me out the way you did today and have breakfast with me, it's against the code, am I being clear?" Your smile faded with every word he said but your eyes finally teared up when he said those last four words.
"You are not going to eat junk , am I being clear?"
"I don't care if you hate me but you are going to behave, am I being clear?"
The voice of your dad and Steve flashed through your head so you walked past him and stepped out of the room without saying anything. What were you thinking honestly?
When he looked at the saddened broken look in your eyes, his heart rendered immediately. He didn't want to hurt you but he was just trying to protect you both from getting too close, it won't end up well he knew that, he has been through it. He knew the consequences of falling for a rich depressed girl, he has done it before and when worse comes to worse you'd pick your lavish lifestyle, not him or his friendship. You won't pick his love.
He convinced himself that a little tough talk was what you needed to back off and it worked for a week.
Until the day of the beauty pageant arrived, something changed that day.
This is fantastic! It's not the usual "loki plays hard to get" "reader is attached too much" (which I adore, don't get me wrong 😍) this is something new and I really like it @lokisprettygirl 😘😘
Warnings: self esteem issues, some swearing (song lyrics), fluff.....all the fluff
Summary: Loki invites you to dinner, with a very important question.....
Part 18-
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It had been a little over a month since Emma met Loki, and the two were thick as thieves. She begged for him to come over, his response "who am I to disappoint my princess." Making you smile. They spent most of their time conspiring against you. "She can't say no to both of us." You'd heard him say as he contstructed a pillow fort in the living room. You would always smile and sigh, what did you get yourself into. But if you were honest, you were never happier.
"Hey y/n, we don't have a closer tonight, she called in." Sarah told you coming in the kitchen. "Ok, I'll call Mel and make sure she can watch Emma." You said heading to your office. You got off the phone, her telling you Bucky was going to be over but wasn't an issue to watch Emma. You were about to set your phone down as you got a text.
You smiled as you put your phone down after reading the "I love you" more then a few times. You absolutely adored him, and felt bad you couldn't make it, wondering what he wanted to ask.
You sent eveyone home, wiping down the counters, putting the pans away seeing it was almost closing you decided to call it, lock the doors and throw some music on, smiling that the last time you did you tried to impale Loki with a spatula. You flipped the sign, and turned half the lights off as you picked a song, one you wanted to dedicate to Loki.
Made a wrong turn, once or twice Dug my way out, blood and fire Bad decisions, that's alright Welcome to my silly life
You sang along with the lyrics as you began sweeping, twirling around the broom.
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood Miss knowing it's all good, it didn't slow me down Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated Look, I'm still around
You felt the music take over you as you swayed through the shop, singing as loud as you could, turning to see Loki waving through the glass, smiling you waved for him to come in, as green light surrounded him and he was in the shop. "Dance with me!" You yelled grabbing his hands as you swayed back and forth.
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing You're fuckin' perfect to me
You let your hair down, pulling his jacket off, tossing it somewhere as you wrapped your arms around his neck, his going around your waist as you continued singing the lyrics to him as he gave you the biggest smile.
You're so mean When you talk About yourself, you were wrong Change the voices In your head Make them like you instead So complicated, look happy, you'll make it Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same, oh
You looked into his eyes as you sang, they seemed soft, almost vulnerable as he head the lyrics. You leaned up kissing his cheek before serenading him again
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing You're fuckin' perfect to me
You laid your head on his chest as his arms tightened around you, closing your eyes you listened to his heart beat, as you swayed back and forth you knew without any doubt that this man was your happy ending.
Yeah, oh, oh pretty, pretty please Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing You're fuckin' perfect to me, yeah
You're perfect, you're perfect
As the song ended, you opened your eyes, looking up at him you pulled him down, pressing your lips to his as he held head, slowly deepening the kiss as he lifted you up setting you on the nearest table. You pulled back panting, lacing your arms around his middle as he laid his forehead on yours. "That song was for you love." You said as he looked at you, smiling. "I love you so much." He said cupping your cheek.
"What was it you wanted to ask me?" You asked playing with the hem of his shirt. "Oh, yes well, you see." He started, looking around as you cupped his cheeks "You can ask me anything Loki." You smiled as you felt him relax "Darling, you and Emma have brought so much love into my life, I can barely stand to be away from you, either of you." He said looking down. "We love you too." You said caressing his cheek. "Would you.....umm....would you like to move in with me?" He asked looking at you, waiting for your answer.
"Well, I'll have to talk to Emma, but my answer is yes, and if she adores you half as much as I think she does, she'll say yes too." You said as he smiled "really?" He asked "yes, really." You said as he pulled you into him, hugging you hard "l...loki...cant......breath." you panted as he let go "oh sorry, I'm just..." he said shifting back and forth "happy? Me too." You said. "Do you want to come over tonight? I'm almost done, and we can start looking for places." You smiled as he pressed his lips to yours, kissing you passionately. "I would love to." He breathed as he hugged you again. You couldn't wait for the next chapter of your life to begin.
Ohhh im so excited and nervous 😱🙈😱 I'm starting my job all over again in a new hospital tomorrow 🙈 I didn't quite fit in on the old one and I felt so unhappy in the last month. I decided to take care of myself and just leave and get a fresh start 🙈 but what if it isn't any better? What if it is me that is the problem? 🥺🥺 Like I said I'm so nervous 😭
Yay to the fresh start, its always important to think about yourself in situation like that where you know it's external and problem is the environment and not you.
I get the nervousness, when I started my first job I just didn't feel like I belong in that place so I quit and decided to pick another place, but voila I still felt that I didn't belong there. I dreaded waking up in the morning and going to there. And it was then I realised that in that case the problem was me, I am not the kind of person who can work under someone else so I just quit it and started freelancing and became my own boss. Offcourse my case was different while your job isn't something you can just up and quit suddenly.
And besides doing what you are doing is something that brings you satisfaction and makes you happy, things take time, I worked my last job for months before I quit and by the end of the first month I was actually okay because I was getting used to it, not saying that you should get used to it or settle for less but it's just the nerves that's making you feel this way so don't worry, in few weeks when things fall into the right place it will feel so rewarding I promise 💚
Thank you! I'm hoping it was the right decision. But this is the place where I wanted to work in in the first place, they simply didn't have a job for me when I first applied.
I'm so sorry, that you had to experience the feeling of "not belonging" two times in what sounded like a short period of time 🥺 I definitely think you made the right choice to quite and be your own boss. Which is so amazing by the way 😍 congratulations on this huge achievement 🤗 I'm so proud of you 🥰
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Summary : Life feels like a dream with Bluey but you are shaken awake from it as Rogers finds out about your involvement in his disappearance.
Warning : 18+ Oral Sex, Violence,
Soon it will be a month since Bluey got in your life. It was Sunday tomorrow so on Saturday after you got back from work, you put him in a grey pant and a black tshirt on him, it was cotton and very light so it wouldn't heat him up then you took him to Phil's apartment so you all could watch movies together and stay up late.
Phil kept the temperature low so he could be comfortable. You watched It's a wonderful life , he was so excited to see other people and he was so curious as he looked at new places on tv. Why haven't you done this before? When the clock hit 7 you decided to make dinner for everyone. Phil has done so much for you and Bluey and you just wanted to do something nice for him.
He instantly wanted to join you in the kitchen, so he followed you and hugged you from behind but it was too warm for him in there, so you grabbed his hand, dragged him out of the kitchen and made him sit down on the couch in the living room,
"Stay with Phil okay? Hot there ..hot hot in kitchen, you will get sick" he shook his head so you gave him the eyes "Blueeyyy Stayyy heree" you pecked him softly on the lips and he furrowed his brows looking at you as if he wanted to throw another tantrum but then he looked at Phil and decided to not to do it in front of him.
He watched you until you turned around and disappeared out of his view then he looked at Phil and growled making him gasp in response
"Heyy mann..Why did you growl at me? I didn't ban you from the kitchen" Bluey crossed his arms, looked down and growled again but this time very quietly, just to let out his frustration. After a minute he crawled towards Phil and sat down on the floor then he rotated his fist on his chest in circular motion to apologise. That's how you taught him to do it, you bought a book of sign language to teach him some words he can use to convey emotions like that.
"It's okay bluey I get it, you love her and you want to be with her all the time, I mean..that's how I feel about Nick, well it's just been two weeks and four dates but I feel like we are getting there slowly" Bluey tilted his head as he tried to process that. He saw a picture frame on the table next to the couch, it had two frames on it. One where Phil was with you and one with a woman he didn't recognise. He lunged forward and grabbed the frame with your picture in it and kissed over your face softly.
"I have more pictures of her, just her, I will give it to you" Bluey nodded, he definitely wanted more pictures of you. Then he pointed towards the other frame and asked Phil about the woman.
"That is my mother, she died a few years ago" Bluey knew what dying meant so he placed his palm on Phil's thighs to comfort him
"You are so kind" Phil smiled and Bluey nodded in response. He couldn't help but wonder where was your mother? You didn't have a picture of her like Phil did. Did you even have one? He pointed towards your picture and then his mother so Phil can understand what he was trying to say
"Her mother?" Bluey nodded as he said that
"She doesn't have one, she grew up in orphanage and foster homes, I met her when she was 18, she had nowhere to go and I just..when I looked at that child it just made me realize that if I would have had one of my own, she would definitely be just like her, but later on as our relationship grew she became more like a best friend, people look at us weirdly when we go somewhere. A gay man and a young woman. But why does it matter, it shouldn't matter right? People are just people, you can love anyone and everyone, don't worry I won't give you one of those 'Don't hurt her or I'll kill you' speech"
Bluey didn't understand everything Phil just blabbed so fast but now he knew that you didn't have a mother, the thought made him feel sad but you had him now and he can be your mother and everything else you would want him to be. He wanted to be your everything just like you were his.
You left the chicken and potatoes in the oven, and came back to the living room while it cooked then you sat down next to Bluey, you had a candy between your fingers so you pressed it over his lips and wrapped your arms around his shoulder, pecking his cheeks softly as he enjoyed the strawberry flavored sweet.
"Are you upset?" He shook his head as you asked him and then he placed his head between the crook of your neck and purred.
"What were you guys talking about hmm?" Bluey wrapped his arm around your waist and embraced you tightly as he thought about your mother.
"Nothing much, I was just telling him about Nick" you smirked as he said that
"So when am I going to meet him?" You asked him, making the man blush so furiously. All the men in your life did that.
"Okay finnee don't tell me.. let's dance, Blu Blu baby you want to dance with me?" He nodded as you said that so you got up. Phil had a phonograph and you picked the song I want to hold your hand by the Beatles on it. As soon as the riff started blaring in the background, you started to shake your body and he smiled. You loved that smile on him. You grabbed his hand and Phil's too and they both joined you,
"And when I touch you..I feel happy inside..It's such a feeling' that my love..I can't hide..I can't hide..I can't hide" you sang along to the lyrics and were truly having the time of your life. This is the life you have dreamt for and that's what it felt like to you. A dream. And dreams end when you open your eyes, so you just wanted to keep your eyes closed for as long as you could. Phil got his camera and took several pictures of you two, he was happy to finally see you so happy with someone.
After dinner, you took him back to your apartment and decided to take a bath with him, it has been a long day.
You were sitting between his legs with your back against his chest, your head down on his shoulder gave him the perfect view of your neck and the curve of your breasts. He was sucking on your neck softly and you could feel his cock swelling under you.
………..
Rogers woke up as he received a phone call from his informer so he picked it up instantly, he heard his wife groaning next to him as the call disturbed her sleep so he rolled his eyes,
"What do you got?" Rogers questioned him
"She has been buying steak and eggs in bulk for the last few weeks," Rogers smirked as he heard that. Bruce told him that the creature needed the protein to survive. He hung up the phone and a sinister smile crept on his face. He had his doubts about you since he found out that you were clocking in early to clean that chamber. You must have formed a bond with that ugly thing, so he hired a man to keep an eye on you. Now his suspicions were confirmed that it wasn't the Oscorp industries that took him but an inside job and it was done by you and Bruce. Once he kills you he will kill Bruce as well.
"She really thought she could just take my dream project away from me huhh" His wife Peggy groaned again as she heard him.
…….
You turned around and kissed him, he cupped your cheeks and you shivered as the cold touch crept in and the goosebumps formed all over your skin . You have really started to enjoy the freezing sensations, it didn't feel odd or uncomfortable, it felt very soothing to you.
"Will you get pruny if you stay in the tub too long?" You asked him and he tilted his head so you grabbed his hand and turned it around to see his fingertips
"Immune to prune..I see" you sucked on his finger and he almost came, filthy images, all the filthy images circulated in his head. Luckily both for you and him, you could tell what he was thinking. You drained the tub and made him stand up so you both could shower, he almost hit his head on the showerhead, again, so you switched places with him. Pulling him a little closer to you, you washed the soap off him. He looked sublime just the way he was but when he was soaked with water and had his hair slicked back like that, he looked like a god and an angel all at once.
You got down on your knees and his cock was mere inches away from your face, so you held him in your fist and stroked him up and down slowly. He let out a whiny grunting noise and that urged you to keep going. He always looks so pretty when he's being pleasured.
He wasn't circumcised and it made so much sense because you knew he'd just heal if they ever tried it. You pulled the foreskin up with your fingers and licked the tip with your tongue, he bit on his lips as he looked at the sight playing in front of him, he couldn't believe it for a moment, he had dreamt of this since last week when you sucked on his thumb. He was so big and you knew you won't be able to get all of him in but that doesn't mean you weren't going to try. The idea of gagging on his thick cold hard cock seemed heavenly to you..
He cupped your cheeks so you looked up at him and smiled, he pulled you up just so he could kiss you, kiss his beautiful beautiful y/n. He was so in love with you.
You kissed him passionately then you kissed down from his jaw, to his sternum, then your lips trailed over his v-line, then finally you held his cock again and licked the underside from the bottom to the top, your lips brushed against his balls briefly and he shuddered, he placed his arms on the wall behind you as you continued your torturous ministrations.
"Your cock is the prettiest one I have ever seen sugar, gorgeous" you mumbled and he let out an audible gasp as you sucked him in, the water from the showerhead was dripping all over your back and created the most relaxing sound around the atmosphere, everything seemed so erotic and you just wanted to keep going, make him cum all over your face and in your mouth.
He couldn't believe that his precious girl was doing this for him, he watched your head bobbing back and forth when you finally sucked him in your warm mouth so lovingly. He was in heaven, the heaven that you keep talking about, well If there was one that's how it must feel in there. You tried to take him as deep as you could and then took him out of your mouth to breathe, the strings of your spit and precum connected your mouth with his engorged member and he couldn't take his eyes off the breathtaking view.
He grabbed your head and scratched your scalp with his fingers, your eyes were teary but you had the most beautiful smile on your face so he knew you didn't feel hurt, not in a bad way at least. You placed his cock over his torso and scooted closer, then you got between his legs and pressed your lips on his hard cum filled balls, your tongue played around with it before you sucked him in like ice cream.
There was nothing you wouldn't do for this god of a man towering over you, he deserved to be pleased in every possible way.
"Mmmmmm ohhhhh y/n" he moaned your name and that just turned you on even further. His voice was so deep, so dark, so husky, you wanted to drown and suffocate in all the feelings he was giving you, your pussy was gushing with need and you desperately wanted to make him cum.
He grunted as he let go, he couldn't take it anymore, your mouth worked wonders on him. You closed your eyes when you felt his cock twitching, his cold liquid splattered all over your face, and he came so much, it kept coming so you opened your mouth and feasted on his delicious milk. It wasn't fair, he shouldn't taste so good, he had ruined you forever now, there's no way you'd be able to look at any other man the same way after having him inside you like this.
Once his breathing calmed down you scooted backwards and the water wiped the cum off your face. He wanted to return the favor, he wanted to place his mouth on your intimate parts and make you feel just the way you made him feel but you didn't let him. Maybe you would later, you just wanted him to bask in the post orgasmic bliss for now. You dried him up after the shower, put him in a boxer and then you laid him down on your bed so you could cuddle him
"I love you so much" you mumbled softly as you kissed his neck over and over again and he signed his words, he made the most perfect heart with his fingers.
Life couldn't have gotten any better, you had a whole plan for the next day, you were excited to spend it with Bluey and Cat. So in the morning when you heard the knock on your door you thought it was Phil dropping her off but it wasn't him. Your eyes teared up instantly as you looked at Rogers
"Sir I.."
You looked down as you heard the sound of gun blasting, your fingers touched your sternum as you felt the searing pain. He didn't even let you finish your word, he shot you right between your chest and you fell down on the floor.
You saw Rogers firing another round of bullets at Bluey and him charging towards Rogers, then the darkness consumed you.
What????? 😱 😱 😱 😱 Like... Seriously.... What????? 😱 😱 😱 😱 And you think it's totally okay to let us keep hanging with a cliffhanger like that??? Giiiirl you're killing me 😅😅😅
Summary : Life feels like a dream with Bluey but you are shaken awake from it as Rogers finds out about your involvement in his disappearance.
Warning : 18+ Oral Sex, Violence,
Soon it will be a month since Bluey got in your life. It was Sunday tomorrow so on Saturday after you got back from work, you put him in a grey pant and a black tshirt on him, it was cotton and very light so it wouldn't heat him up then you took him to Phil's apartment so you all could watch movies together and stay up late.
Phil kept the temperature low so he could be comfortable. You watched It's a wonderful life , he was so excited to see other people and he was so curious as he looked at new places on tv. Why haven't you done this before? When the clock hit 7 you decided to make dinner for everyone. Phil has done so much for you and Bluey and you just wanted to do something nice for him.
He instantly wanted to join you in the kitchen, so he followed you and hugged you from behind but it was too warm for him in there, so you grabbed his hand, dragged him out of the kitchen and made him sit down on the couch in the living room,
"Stay with Phil okay? Hot there ..hot hot in kitchen, you will get sick" he shook his head so you gave him the eyes "Blueeyyy Stayyy heree" you pecked him softly on the lips and he furrowed his brows looking at you as if he wanted to throw another tantrum but then he looked at Phil and decided to not to do it in front of him.
He watched you until you turned around and disappeared out of his view then he looked at Phil and growled making him gasp in response
"Heyy mann..Why did you growl at me? I didn't ban you from the kitchen" Bluey crossed his arms, looked down and growled again but this time very quietly, just to let out his frustration. After a minute he crawled towards Phil and sat down on the floor then he rotated his fist on his chest in circular motion to apologise. That's how you taught him to do it, you bought a book of sign language to teach him some words he can use to convey emotions like that.
"It's okay bluey I get it, you love her and you want to be with her all the time, I mean..that's how I feel about Nick, well it's just been two weeks and four dates but I feel like we are getting there slowly" Bluey tilted his head as he tried to process that. He saw a picture frame on the table next to the couch, it had two frames on it. One where Phil was with you and one with a woman he didn't recognise. He lunged forward and grabbed the frame with your picture in it and kissed over your face softly.
"I have more pictures of her, just her, I will give it to you" Bluey nodded, he definitely wanted more pictures of you. Then he pointed towards the other frame and asked Phil about the woman.
"That is my mother, she died a few years ago" Bluey knew what dying meant so he placed his palm on Phil's thighs to comfort him
"You are so kind" Phil smiled and Bluey nodded in response. He couldn't help but wonder where was your mother? You didn't have a picture of her like Phil did. Did you even have one? He pointed towards your picture and then his mother so Phil can understand what he was trying to say
"Her mother?" Bluey nodded as he said that
"She doesn't have one, she grew up in orphanage and foster homes, I met her when she was 18, she had nowhere to go and I just..when I looked at that child it just made me realize that if I would have had one of my own, she would definitely be just like her, but later on as our relationship grew she became more like a best friend, people look at us weirdly when we go somewhere. A gay man and a young woman. But why does it matter, it shouldn't matter right? People are just people, you can love anyone and everyone, don't worry I won't give you one of those 'Don't hurt her or I'll kill you' speech"
Bluey didn't understand everything Phil just blabbed so fast but now he knew that you didn't have a mother, the thought made him feel sad but you had him now and he can be your mother and everything else you would want him to be. He wanted to be your everything just like you were his.
You left the chicken and potatoes in the oven, and came back to the living room while it cooked then you sat down next to Bluey, you had a candy between your fingers so you pressed it over his lips and wrapped your arms around his shoulder, pecking his cheeks softly as he enjoyed the strawberry flavored sweet.
"Are you upset?" He shook his head as you asked him and then he placed his head between the crook of your neck and purred.
"What were you guys talking about hmm?" Bluey wrapped his arm around your waist and embraced you tightly as he thought about your mother.
"Nothing much, I was just telling him about Nick" you smirked as he said that
"So when am I going to meet him?" You asked him, making the man blush so furiously. All the men in your life did that.
"Okay finnee don't tell me.. let's dance, Blu Blu baby you want to dance with me?" He nodded as you said that so you got up. Phil had a phonograph and you picked the song I want to hold your hand by the Beatles on it. As soon as the riff started blaring in the background, you started to shake your body and he smiled. You loved that smile on him. You grabbed his hand and Phil's too and they both joined you,
"And when I touch you..I feel happy inside..It's such a feeling' that my love..I can't hide..I can't hide..I can't hide" you sang along to the lyrics and were truly having the time of your life. This is the life you have dreamt for and that's what it felt like to you. A dream. And dreams end when you open your eyes, so you just wanted to keep your eyes closed for as long as you could. Phil got his camera and took several pictures of you two, he was happy to finally see you so happy with someone.
After dinner, you took him back to your apartment and decided to take a bath with him, it has been a long day.
You were sitting between his legs with your back against his chest, your head down on his shoulder gave him the perfect view of your neck and the curve of your breasts. He was sucking on your neck softly and you could feel his cock swelling under you.
………..
Rogers woke up as he received a phone call from his informer so he picked it up instantly, he heard his wife groaning next to him as the call disturbed her sleep so he rolled his eyes,
"What do you got?" Rogers questioned him
"She has been buying steak and eggs in bulk for the last few weeks," Rogers smirked as he heard that. Bruce told him that the creature needed the protein to survive. He hung up the phone and a sinister smile crept on his face. He had his doubts about you since he found out that you were clocking in early to clean that chamber. You must have formed a bond with that ugly thing, so he hired a man to keep an eye on you. Now his suspicions were confirmed that it wasn't the Oscorp industries that took him but an inside job and it was done by you and Bruce. Once he kills you he will kill Bruce as well.
"She really thought she could just take my dream project away from me huhh" His wife Peggy groaned again as she heard him.
…….
You turned around and kissed him, he cupped your cheeks and you shivered as the cold touch crept in and the goosebumps formed all over your skin . You have really started to enjoy the freezing sensations, it didn't feel odd or uncomfortable, it felt very soothing to you.
"Will you get pruny if you stay in the tub too long?" You asked him and he tilted his head so you grabbed his hand and turned it around to see his fingertips
"Immune to prune..I see" you sucked on his finger and he almost came, filthy images, all the filthy images circulated in his head. Luckily both for you and him, you could tell what he was thinking. You drained the tub and made him stand up so you both could shower, he almost hit his head on the showerhead, again, so you switched places with him. Pulling him a little closer to you, you washed the soap off him. He looked sublime just the way he was but when he was soaked with water and had his hair slicked back like that, he looked like a god and an angel all at once.
You got down on your knees and his cock was mere inches away from your face, so you held him in your fist and stroked him up and down slowly. He let out a whiny grunting noise and that urged you to keep going. He always looks so pretty when he's being pleasured.
He wasn't circumcised and it made so much sense because you knew he'd just heal if they ever tried it. You pulled the foreskin up with your fingers and licked the tip with your tongue, he bit on his lips as he looked at the sight playing in front of him, he couldn't believe it for a moment, he had dreamt of this since last week when you sucked on his thumb. He was so big and you knew you won't be able to get all of him in but that doesn't mean you weren't going to try. The idea of gagging on his thick cold hard cock seemed heavenly to you..
He cupped your cheeks so you looked up at him and smiled, he pulled you up just so he could kiss you, kiss his beautiful beautiful y/n. He was so in love with you.
You kissed him passionately then you kissed down from his jaw, to his sternum, then your lips trailed over his v-line, then finally you held his cock again and licked the underside from the bottom to the top, your lips brushed against his balls briefly and he shuddered, he placed his arms on the wall behind you as you continued your torturous ministrations.
"Your cock is the prettiest one I have ever seen sugar, gorgeous" you mumbled and he let out an audible gasp as you sucked him in, the water from the showerhead was dripping all over your back and created the most relaxing sound around the atmosphere, everything seemed so erotic and you just wanted to keep going, make him cum all over your face and in your mouth.
He couldn't believe that his precious girl was doing this for him, he watched your head bobbing back and forth when you finally sucked him in your warm mouth so lovingly. He was in heaven, the heaven that you keep talking about, well If there was one that's how it must feel in there. You tried to take him as deep as you could and then took him out of your mouth to breathe, the strings of your spit and precum connected your mouth with his engorged member and he couldn't take his eyes off the breathtaking view.
He grabbed your head and scratched your scalp with his fingers, your eyes were teary but you had the most beautiful smile on your face so he knew you didn't feel hurt, not in a bad way at least. You placed his cock over his torso and scooted closer, then you got between his legs and pressed your lips on his hard cum filled balls, your tongue played around with it before you sucked him in like ice cream.
There was nothing you wouldn't do for this god of a man towering over you, he deserved to be pleased in every possible way.
"Mmmmmm ohhhhh y/n" he moaned your name and that just turned you on even further. His voice was so deep, so dark, so husky, you wanted to drown and suffocate in all the feelings he was giving you, your pussy was gushing with need and you desperately wanted to make him cum.
He grunted as he let go, he couldn't take it anymore, your mouth worked wonders on him. You closed your eyes when you felt his cock twitching, his cold liquid splattered all over your face, and he came so much, it kept coming so you opened your mouth and feasted on his delicious milk. It wasn't fair, he shouldn't taste so good, he had ruined you forever now, there's no way you'd be able to look at any other man the same way after having him inside you like this.
Once his breathing calmed down you scooted backwards and the water wiped the cum off your face. He wanted to return the favor, he wanted to place his mouth on your intimate parts and make you feel just the way you made him feel but you didn't let him. Maybe you would later, you just wanted him to bask in the post orgasmic bliss for now. You dried him up after the shower, put him in a boxer and then you laid him down on your bed so you could cuddle him
"I love you so much" you mumbled softly as you kissed his neck over and over again and he signed his words, he made the most perfect heart with his fingers.
Life couldn't have gotten any better, you had a whole plan for the next day, you were excited to spend it with Bluey and Cat. So in the morning when you heard the knock on your door you thought it was Phil dropping her off but it wasn't him. Your eyes teared up instantly as you looked at Rogers
"Sir I.."
You looked down as you heard the sound of gun blasting, your fingers touched your sternum as you felt the searing pain. He didn't even let you finish your word, he shot you right between your chest and you fell down on the floor.
You saw Rogers firing another round of bullets at Bluey and him charging towards Rogers, then the darkness consumed you.
What????? 😱 😱 😱 😱 Like... Seriously.... What????? 😱 😱 😱 😱 And you think it's totally okay to let us keep hanging with a cliffhanger like that??? Giiiirl you're killing me 😅😅😅
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