Baelor Targaryen x female!reader
The night before the trial, the air inside your pavilion was heavy with an unsettling stillness. The distant sounds of the camp—the murmuring of soldiers, the clinking of armor, and the nervous laughter of men who might die tomorrow—felt miles away.
Baelor stood by the central table, unbuckling his heavy sigil-engraved belt. His dark hair was damp with sweat, and the lines of exhaustion were etched deeply around his eyes.
"You’ve made your decision," you said softly, breaking the silence. It wasn’t a question. You knew your husband too well.
Baelor paused, turning his head to look at you. He let out a long, weary sigh and walked over to where you sat, kneeling gracefully before your chair so he could take both of your hands in his. His palms were warm, broad, and grounding.
"I have," Baelor murmured, his thumb gently tracing the back of your hand. "I am riding for Ser Duncan tomorrow. Alongside the Kingsguard, my brother, and my nephew."
Your heart seized, a cold dread twisting in your stomach. "Baelor... it is a Trial of the Seven. It’s madness. You are the Hand of the King, the Heir to the Iron Throne. You do not owe a wandering hedge knight your life."
"I owe the realm my justice," Baelor replied firmly, though his eyes softened as he looked at you. "If a prince can accuse a man falsely, twist the law to suit his cruelty, and face no consequence, then the crown means nothing. If I do not stand for what is right, who will?"
You stared at him, your throat tight with unshed tears. You loved him for this exact nobility—it was the very core of who Baelor was—but tomorrow, that same nobility would put him in front of lances and morningstars.
Slowly, you leaned forward, pressing your forehead against his.
"Then you must promise me," you whispered fiercely, your breath shaking. "You fight for justice, Baelor, but you come back to me. To Valarr. Do not try to be a hero out of a singer's tale. Be careful. Watch Maekar—he is angry, and anger makes men reckless. Watch the Kingsguard. Promise me you will protect yourself first."
Baelor closed his eyes, bringing your hands up to press a tender, lingering kiss to your knuckles.
"I promise you, my love," he whispered against your skin, his voice steady and reassuring. "I will be careful. I’ll wear my heaviest steel, and I will return to this tent when the sun sets tomorrow."
You pulled back just enough to look into his dark eyes, nodding silently as you memorized every line of his face, praying with everything you had that the gods would hold him to his word.
The roar of the crowd at Ashford Meadow had died down into a suffocating, panicked hum. The Trial of the Seven was over. Ser Duncan the Tall had survived, his name cleared, the honor of the smallfolk upheld. And your husband, Prince Baelor Targaryen—the Breakspear, the Hand of the King, the light of your life—stood victorious in the center of the tilting ground.
You stood just past the barriers, your hands tightly clasped against your chest. Your son, Valarr, had been pulled away just moments prior to attend to a minor squire's matter, leaving you alone to witness the aftermath.
Baelor looked magnificent, even battered and covered in the dust of the meadow. He walked with his usual regal stride toward the smith's tent, leaning slightly on his squire.
"Pate," Baelor’s voice was deep, but it sounded strangely hollow, echoing oddly beneath his great helm. "Help me with the helm. My crest is shorn away, and the... the air is thin."
Steely Pate nodded quickly, his rough hands working the heavy catches of the war-helm. "Aye, Your Grace. Right away."
You stepped closer, a sudden, cold dread seizing your chest. There was something wrong with the way Baelor was leaning. His breaths were too loud, rattling against the steel.
With a heavy grunt, Pate pulled the helmet free.
The sight made the breath catch violently in your throat. The back of Baelor's head was a horrific mass of shattered bone and dark, pooling blood—the devastating result of a terrible mace blow from his own brother, Maekar, hidden beneath the armor until this very moment.
Baelor blinked, his eyes unfocused, looking right through the smith. "My lord?" Pate whispered, his face draining of all color.
You didn't think. You lunged forward, slipping past the panicked smith, your skirts bunching in the mud. As his massive, armored frame collapsed forward, you threw your body beneath him, catching his broad shoulders against your chest. The sheer weight of his armor nearly bore you down into the dirt, but you held him with a desperate, fierce strength.
He fell into your lap, his head cradled gently in your hands.
"Baelor, look at me. Look at me, my love," you choked out, your fingers immediately staining red as you held his head.
His dark eyes, usually so sharp and full of wisdom, drifted until they found your face. A faint, heartbreakingly soft smile touched his lips. He tried to speak—perhaps to tell you he loved you, perhaps to ask for Valarr—but no sound came out. The light in his eyes simply went out, like a candle snuffed by a sudden wind.
"No, no, no... Baelor, please!" you screamed into the open meadow, pulling his cooling face against your neck, sobbing hysterically as the realization washed over you. The crown prince was gone. Your world was gone.
The funeral was a blur of black silk, silver dragons, and the smell of burning wood. Highborn lords and ladies wept, speaking of the tragedy of the realm losing its greatest hope. But to you, they were mourning a crown; you were mourning a husband.
Your son, Valarr, stood beside you during the prayers, his jaw clenched so tightly it shook, a pale imitation of his father's stoic strength. But as the ceremony concluded and the bodies were prepared for their final journey to King's Landing, Valarr slipped away, unable to bear the heavy, suffocating condolences of the court. He sought solace somewhere in the quiet distance of the meadow, wanting to grieve his father in privacy.
You remained near the edge of the clearing, watching the smoke drift into the grey sky.
The heavy, dragging footsteps of a giant made you turn.
Ser Duncan the Tall approached slowly, his massive shoulders slumped, looking smaller than he ever had. His face was pale, his eyes red-rimmed and hollow. He stopped a respectful distance away, his hands trembling at his sides.
"Your Grace," Dunk said, his voice cracking under an immense weight of sorrow. He couldn't even look you in the eye. "I... I don't have the words. If I hadn't asked him... if I hadn't been so stubborn about my honor, he never would have entered that clearing. He died because of me. He died for a hedge knight. I am so deeply, truly sorry."
He closed his eyes, bracing himself for your wrath, for the execution order, or at the very least, your hatred.
You looked at the young knight. You saw the raw, bleeding guilt eating him alive from the inside out. Slowly, you stepped toward him, your black veil shifting in the breeze.
"Look at me, Ser Duncan," you said softly.
Dunk forced his eyes open, looking down at you with pure misery.
"It is not your fault," you said, your voice remarkably steady despite the grief tearing at your throat. "Do not carry a burden that does not belong to you. My husband did not die for a simple hedge knight. He died for justice. He died because he believed the laws of the realm should protect the smallest among us just as fiercely as the highest."
A tear slipped down Dunk's cheek, but he remained silent.
"Let me tell you about the man I loved," you continued, a faint, sad smile touching your lips as you looked past him, remembering. "Long before he was the Breakspear at Ashford, Baelor was a man who couldn't bear to see suffering. When he was just a boy, he gave his own winter cloaks to the smallfolk outside the Red Keep during a harsh freeze. He spent hours listening to the grievances of simple farmers, treating their words with the same gravity as a lord's decree. He was good, Ser Duncan. He was the best of us."
You stepped back, wrapping your dark shawl tighter around your shoulders. You looked at the giant knight one last time.
"He chose to fight for you because he saw that same goodness in you," you said gently. "Do not let his sacrifice be in vain. Go, Ser Duncan. Live a good life. Be the knight he believed you were."
Dunk bowed his head deeply, a profound, choked thank you leaving his lips.
You turned away from him, leaving the hedge knight with his future, and began the long, lonely walk across the trampled grass. In the distance, silhouetted against the fading light of the Ashford sun, stood Valarr, his shoulders shaking as he finally let his tears fall.
As you walked toward your son, you looked up at the sky, your heart aching with the lyrics of a song yet unwritten, mourning the brightest soul Westeros had ever known—the one that got away.