Hereās my #1 Enzo x Luca song in case anybody cares about them currently
Some part of me wants to see Enzo being so affectionate to those he really looks up to, to the point where it turns sexual, in seek of more validation from them after theyāve given him such a sweet taste of appreciation and tenderness while also being a good and admirable person already.
Some part of me lowkey wants him to wanna fuck or suck or literally do anything to please, but Luca is like āYouāre better than that. You mean more to me than that. I think highly of you, and you should do the same.ā And Enzo hates it so much because maybe he doesnāt want respect from the one person who actually gives it to him and he wants and wants and wants and wants and gets nothing more than maybe a single touch to rethink everyday night after night.
Maybe he keeps trying, to no avail. And before he can shake off this unhealthy cycle and crush, Lucaās gone. And he wants to die because heās grieving so much already, but that part of himself is just torn up over losing his chance at getting what he so desperately wanted, and maybe that makes him sick to his stomach with disgust and self-loathing and clarity over what he was doing all that time andā
