!!Carcass!!

beau is afraid is the quintessential 'man gets put into situations' movie

collecting sad pathetic male characters like they are stuffed animals to arrange on my bed

[image description] a photo of exactly four men cheering while sitting down [end of image description]

its always been my truth that flynn and marie get even closer after the events of the show. as mad as marie might have been at her sister, i don’t think she would ever stop loving or supporting flynn and holly: she loves those kids like her own and that wouldn’t end just because of walt or hank dying. it always seems to help marie when she has a “project” to occupy her attention and i can definitely imagine focusing a lot of her time on the kids to distract herself and because i believe skyler would be really depressed and overwhelmed with the legal/deal-making mess in the aftermath. marie helps flynn write his college essays and get his applications ready, and takes him shopping at ikea to buy him dorm furniture and teaches him how to cook basic meals before he goes out on his own. flynn can definitely tell that marie is trying to distract herself, but so is he and it helps to have someone around who Understands that his life is destroyed but doesn’t Act like it (his teachers tiptoe around him, his friends either gossip behind his back or treat him like he’s made of glass) and she’s funny and will let him watch family guy at her place even though she thinks it’s annoying and talks to fill the silence when he’s pissed or upset and doesn’t want to hear his own thoughts. he worries about how she’ll hold up when he leaves for college, so he convinces her to adopt a dog (”it-it’ll be fun. plus holly loves dogs”) just so she has another project and he’ll of course always text her and call her just like his own mom and she sends him spending money even though he has more than he could ever spend now and there will be huge, aching spaces in both of their lives that can never be filled but when marie gets a text from flynn of a dumb white text meme about new mexico summers or when flynn gets a purple envelope in his campus mailbox that has some money and a barely legible note from holly, they both feel like maybe things will be okay.

i had a meet n greet with the anaesthesiologist for my top surgery and he said it’s his favourite procedure to work on because everyone who wants it is just so truly happy to be there, and i can’t stop thinking about this career that is 99% attending to various sadnesses miseries and woes and 1% having funny little dudes in dangerfield buttonups throwing themselves on the operating table like YEEHAW LET’S GOOOO

Okay Walter White was actually pretty funny as a character bc he was so toxic that seasoned drug lords were like I cannot work w this man I have to put my mental health first