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Iâm not sure if this will be helpful to anyone, but you literally do not have to be a good writer to write and post fan fiction. Yes you will naturally get better at writing and finding your voice the more you do it but you do not have to be or become a professional level writer to enjoy writing and sharing fics. Itâs common to hear people praise fic writers by saying their work is better than published books, and while I think this comes from a good place, thatâs not the norm or expectation. There is also a sentiment that fic writing is âgood practiceâ for becoming a better writer or doing something else later, but if fic is the only creative writing you ever do that is literally okay. Your technical skill does not mean you cannot have fun and build community with your writing, or that other people cannot love and find meaning in your work.
since many of your blorbos have or have had crushes on Zanya, how does he respond to that (assuming he knows about said crushes)?
Hilariously, I think Zanya is. Pretty unaware actually.
Usually Zanya is the one going after others. He knows what he likes, he knows what he wants, and goes to get it if he wants to. He doesnât really know anything outside that very narrow view of the world. He probably had some admirers when he was younger before he went to Korriban, but his personality also probably tended to accidentally scare people off as well so they didnât go very far if at all. Zanya would sometimes pursue other people, but it also took a long time for him to develop feelings for others, so these trysts never really went anywhere serious. Flights of fancy, heâd call them.
As much to say, good God are Theron and Malavai lucky they werenât waiting for him to figure out they had feelings for them. They wouldâve turned to dust first. Zanya is an observant person but he doesnât act unless heâs determined that he needs to or wants to. Heâs the most âminding my own businessâ character that I have. He doesnât get involved unless his involvement is strictly necessary, and it rarely is when it comes to social matters. If by some miracle, he managed to pick up on the fact someone had feelings for him, heâd wait and see on whether or not they acted on it first. If they did, heâd consider it. If they didnât, heâd leave it alone.
Those that probably had crushes on him include: Tala (for virtue of their severe lack of survival instinct), Adamori (briefly, after a single meeting he quite liked Zanyaâs attitude and prowess), Gianna (we all have our fantastical dreams, she met him when he was the commander not the Wrath), Erzilith (moreso wondering if he could make a power play by marrying into the Ariidek family), and also probably Percival (can you really deny her from liking his physicality?). Some other canon characters are likely, but nothing came of them. Since none of them ever acted on it, Zanya probably was never fully aware of them either. Itâs pretty easy to feel rebuffed by him even if he doesnât say anything, so he figures he doesnât need to shut them down either. Problems solved.
Iâm also sure he was responsible for a few queer awakenings once his face was plastered everywhere for Alliance recruitment ads. Heâs easy on the eyes, but Iâm not sure he really believes heâs more handsome or beautiful than anyone else â so he doesnât really get why people have these crushes on him. Not because heâs self-deprecating, but because heâs comfortable in his form and is wholly neutral on it. Why is anyone finding him to be better than anyone else?
The uh. Times he wore the Expatriate set around really should have answered that question for him. Turned a total blind eye to that one.
Idk if anyone sent you back and ask but what do YOUR OCs do in the summer when it's pretty outside? đ
@forcemalarkey also! :)
Ok yay!! I am finally getting to this a full month or so after I sent them originally LOL. In all fairness I had to think about it â I personally live somewhere thatâs rather hot most of the year so my routine rarely changes beyond living in tank tops and shorts compared to sweaters and jeans.
Zanya is not one for the heat. He hates it. He runs rather hot to begin with, so heâs generally suffering as soon as the temperature starts to creep up. Itâs just too hot to do anything. Still, he canât coop himself up inside for the entire season (heâll lose his marbles), so you can usually find him in any cold body of water that be can get to. Lakes, rivers, springs on Odessen, if itâs something he can swim in and itâs at least ten degrees colder than the air is, heâs there and heâs not leaving until the sun goes down. It also gets him away from work, and swimming is a great replacement for his runs if itâs too hot to do so in the morning. Notably, he also has an aversion to shirts around this time of year. His partners have given up trying to keep him in one. Zanya tends to get rather irritable after the heat gets to him, so anyone who has a problem with this plan had better take it up with someone else.
Cele, on the other hand, loves when it gets warm out. She runs a little colder than most, so when the sun is finally out for the year and she doesnât have to live in her heavier robes, her mood is immediately made twenty times better. You could probably also find her poolside most of the time curled up with a holonovel, but you can also probably find her wandering about the Odessen wilderness. Sheâs not looking for anything in particular, she just likes to drink in the feeling of life being in bloom again among the flora and fauna. Cele is more likely to remain in her shirt, though itâs not unusual that she ditches the thicker fabric for something far lighter and easier to move in. Given, she also has a tendency to forget sunscreen sometimes when sheâs just out having fun on her own, so while she doesnât burn, sheâs certainly regretting it peeling off her clothes later and being covered in tan lines.
Osiris also tends to run colder (for virtue of being half Chiss), so heâs in a little bit of limbo when summer rolls around. He prefers a more temperate environment, and gets cold easier than most because of his augment â which slows his heart down quite a lot and then his fingers and toes tend to also remain effectively frozen a lot of the time. So summer getting hot is a weird one. He can finally peel off his almost permanent gloves and wear sandals if he wants, but he also really isnât built for this. He does Not want to be outside longer than necessary, but he will open the windows to get a more controlled taste of the season. You can probably find him trying out new frozen recipes in the kitchen, and if you manage to coax him out during the evening, he may even grill something.
Erzilith does not really enjoy the summer. They burn very easily and the heat just makes them sluggish. Also, tends to run colder because of the fact theyâre effectively half dead (Sith Inquisitor things), so they tolerate the heat about as well as anyone expects. To say, not very well. Before his kids, you could usually find him parked in his apartment, or on his ship with the air conditioning blasting as high as he could get it to combat the heat. Or dead sleep. Like, Ashara had to make sure they were still breathing on the couch dead sleep. Afterwards though, tiny people tend to like to get out and about, so he dons a very large hat, light and breathable black clothes, as much sunscreen as he can reasonably wear and a giant parasol to brave the day. Not very inconspicuous, but survivable. He prefers to find a shaded area and work through any lingering puzzles with holocrons or older relics while his family gets up to âregular people thingsâ. What will get them excited though? Long speeder drives that can get the temperature down and their heart rate up.
Rhys actually does like the summer months. They tend to go hiking and camping, so at the crack of dawn theyâll get Kira up and head out into the unknown for weeks at a time. A survivalist, they know exactly what to pack, how to pack, how to keep moving and keep bugs off all at the same time. Thereâs something exciting for them about getting to go out and see things that nobody else has. Being able to attune themself with nature, let the Force flow through them as they reconnect with it, and get to recalibrate their senses just feels so good. They also love star gazing after a long day, as sore and tired as they might be (and they are very sore and tired â they run themself ragged out there), thereâs always something to look forward to at the end of it all. As much as they sunscreen, theyâre still visibly tanned when they get back.
Noa is a big enjoyer of the summer months. Back home with her family, sheâd usually spend all that time running around with her siblings between high-rise apartments, infinity pools, open bars and summer soirees. She loved it, there was always something to do and they were always social months. Friends were out of school, no one was contending with work, the more frivulous things were back on the table like long vacations to Alderaan or Nar Shaddaa or some beachy towns they could find on their parentsâ credit cards. Nowadays Noa does have responsibilities, so she isnât always home for the festivities, but when she gets the chance she immediately heads for anywhere with a bustling and busy scene to drink in the atmosphere. She may be a Major in the military, but that doesnât mean she doesnât still know how to have a good time when it gets hot out. You could probably find her at some well-to-do bar or winery in a neat summer dress and cocktail in hand.
Tala is pretty similar to Noa in that she loves the summer months, and loves to party when theyâre no longer dodging the snow and rain on Dromund Kaas. Summer in other places means good food, good alcohol, fun people to be around, infinite pool invites and no requirement to be sober for any of it. Youâll probably be able to find her partying the season away somewhere in a club, no matter how hot it gets, with something cold in her hand and the music blasting as loud as it can get. She takes full advantage of her contract payouts to get only the best for her and her crew, and then uses the excuse that itâs cooler at night to keep the party going until the sun comes back up. You can also find her at speeder races, cheering on the competitors and leisurely gambling on who she thinks will take it all. Also, not a shirt person. Wears a bra because she has to. Torian and Mako are not ⌠exactly averting their eyes.
Cicero is not a summer person. Less so because he canât be (he has a temperature augment that effectively regulates him outside of extremes) and moreso because he has no idea what the difference between it and other seasons is. He still has to work. He still has to do the same things he does for the rest of the year. He just sweats a little more than usual. Kaliyo eventually drags him out over the years to her usual haunts, meaning bars and the like, but he does take to water like a natural when he has the chance to actually relax. Concerningly so, actually. Heâll just float in pools on his back and let himself be carried around by the current. Itâs the most calm he ever gets, so he does it whenever he can. Other than that, he doesnât change much, and lets the months go by without too much fanfare.
Phae is a middle of the road kinda guy. Summer means more contracts and work to take, but also opportunities to see more places and plot out his plans on where to go when he gets a break. He likes to explore with Gianna and Akaavi, so he logs tourist towns to wander around whenever heâs running routes for suppliers. Festivals, music shows, block parties, restaurants, bonfires, anything they can reasonably get to and you can be sure youâll find Phae there drinking in the local culture. He likes to make memories whenever he can, and even as Gianna gets older and moves on, he retains the habit to remember all those moments by. Unfortunately heâs also a haggler and some of that market time is him going back and forth with vendors over prices â but you canât say he doesnât have a nose for a great deal.
I think something people don't seem to get about sex repulsion is that it's not some easily definable thing? It can fluctuate. I can be repulsed by sex irl, but not by it in media. I could actively seek it out in media while also being absolutely queasy at the thought of that same thing happening irl. I can sometimes feel repulsed by it in media, and sometimes not. I can sometimes feel neutral about sex irl and sometimes be actively disgusted by it. I can enjoy casual touch but get averse when that touch becomes sexual.
I just feel like people treat sex-repulsion like it's a monolith and you need to fit into one particular slot where you're either repulsed by all things sex, or you're neutral about all things sex, or you actively enjoy all things sex. Where's the in-between? Human experiences are not so easily carved out and defined
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just took Cantik through Taris and she had. a bad time. spoilers for the consular story depending (if i recall my first two playthroughs correctly) on the choices you make. Being a good but abrasive person has its drawbacks... I want to do a second part to this but my head hurts so this is what we've got. At least I'm getting my writing groove back!
Sonnas had promised he would wait for Cantik in the Taris spaceport. He was always true to his word.
âHead back to the ship,â Cantik told Qyzen as soon as she felt Sonnasâ unmistakeable light in the Force. âIâve got something to do.â She darted through the spaceport, dodging the few poor saps who had to work here, and only had to listen for Sonnasâ delighted exclamation of her name before she was tucking herself into his arms.
âYour ship or mine?â she asked, slipping her arms around him and pressing her face into his chest. He smelled like swamp, probably the same as her, but he was as solid as ever.
âWhat, we arenât going to catch up?â Sonnas laughed. Cantik ground her teeth together. She didnât want to talk about what theyâd been doing here. Sonnas was saving the galaxy, and sheâd murdered a Jedi.
âCantik,â Sonnas said. He reached for her chin, trying to get a look at her expression probably, and she snapped at his fingers.
âYours or mine?â she repeated.
âCantik,â Sonnas sighed. âI can tell something is wrong.â Heâd been startled by her sudden attachment to him, but now he wrapped his arms around her. Cantik shuddered in his grip involuntarily, and hoped he wouldnât notice. It was a futile hope, she knew; Sonnas noticed everything. Normally she liked that about him. He really paid attention to her.
She didnât want anyone looking at her right now.
âAre you going to take me to your ship and screw me if I ask nicely?â she said plaintively.
âTell me whatâs wrong, first,â he said. âThen weâll see how you feel.â
He wasnât going to drop it. He never did. He cared too much to let Cantik get away with glossing over her emotions.
But sheâd never done something this awful before.
âI killed a padawan today,â she admitted quietly. Sonnasâ arms went slack around her for a moment as he stopped breathing. Cantik winced, waiting for him to pull back entirely.
âWhat happened?â He pulled her a little closer. Cantik couldnât respond for a moment, with the relief sitting so large and painful in her throat.
âShe wouldnât listen,â Cantik said. âShe kept â her master was â he was suffering like Yuon. He kidnapped her, and she bought into the crazy shit he was spouting and she wouldnât fucking listen to me!â
Cantik had been told she was lucky she couldnât cry. She didnât think that was true, because the lack of eyes for tears left her with nothing but dry, heaving sobs in her chest. It was loud and painful and embarrassing and now she was doing it directly into Sonnasâ robes no matter how she tried to bite it back.
âOh, Cantik,â Sonnas sighed. âWhat hangar are you in?â
âWhat?â Was he seriously going to take her up on her proposition now?
âDoesnât seem like now is a good time to introduce you to Kira,â he said. âAnd we should talk in private. Iâm sorry I made you tell me out here in the spaceport. Thatâs⌠awful.â
Cantik swallowed, her horrible sobs fading to hiccups. âYeah.â This wasnât how sheâd wanted him to make her feel better, but maybe it was. She knew what Sonnas was like. She knew what he would do for her. He always put effort into the ugliest of feelings, and Cantik couldnât deny that was part of what she loved about him.
âShe was such a good kid,â Cantik murmured as she pulled out of Sonnasâ arms to lead him back to her ship. âShe and her master were close. Like you and yours.â
Sonnas knew how jealous Cantik was of the years heâd spent with his master. Nobody ever passed him around like a piece of junk they didnât know what to do with. Typically, he didnât say anything, just hummed sympathetically.
âI told her it was stupid. That nothing Tykan was saying made sense. She wasnât an idiot. Why didnât she listen to me?â
âI donât know,â Sonnas said. âIt wasnât your fault. You tried everything you could. She made her choice.â
That was what Cantik had said to the soldier whoâd wanted her to kill Tykan. She clenched a fist thinking about him. He was so angry sheâd let Tykan live, when it was never his fault this happened, but heâd been broken up over the girl who heard Tykan spout nonsense and still thought he was worth fighting for? How was that fair?
âCantik?â
âNothing,â she said. âLook, if weâre not going to sleep together, you donât have to come with me. Not much left to talk about. I told you everything.â
âI have a little time,â Sonnas said. âMy ship needs maintenance before we can leave. Iâll stay.â
âGreat,â Cantik muttered. âJust great.â At least Qyzen would have already tucked himself away in the depths of the ship like always. He was reliable like that.
âItâs obviously bothering you,â Sonnas said quietly, stopping Cantik just before she stabbed her finger at the button that would take them down to the hangar. To her embarrassment, he reached out and tapped the button below the one sheâd aimed for. Sheâd been so caught up in herself she hadnât been paying attention. Stupid up and down arrows, always painted on and never textured. âI donât want to walk away until I know youâll be all right.â
âWhat if you have to? What if your ship gets fixed and they need you somewhere right away?â
There was a flicker of guilt in Sonnasâ Force presence. Cantik pounced on it.
âYou do have somewhere to be. What are you doing with me?â
âI canât go anywhere until my ship is fixed, so I might as well help my best friend,â Sonnas said firmly. âYes. I should go as soon as I can. But I canât right now, so Iâm here.â
She wished just an ounce of that care was because he loved her the way she loved him. Then again, she was bad enough at being a Jedi in most peopleâs eyes, for all that she followed the code and tried to do everything right. Clearly she hadnât been Jedi enough to convince ArisâŚ
Maybe Sonnas not loving her back was another way he was saving her.