BISEXUAL'S FOLLY

VILLAIN - K/DA

I'm alive, but I'm dead Hear my voice up in your head Watch it fill you full of dread 'til you go Is it really a surprise if I'm playing with your mind? In control That's how I like it and I'm never letting go Never had a soul So you ain't taking nothing from me when you go

[look, let’s be very clear: the story of Eleison and Brontes is about unrepentant villain-fucking with a side of hurt/comfort]

Shadow Preachers - Zella Day

You make we wanna love, hate, cry, take, every part of you You make me wanna scream, burn, touch, learn, every part of you I close my eyes, just close the door You want a minute, I'll give you more Maybe I don't want you either We're both unsettled, nighttime creatures

[They challenge and frustrate the hell out of each other but they also just want all of each other]

Surrender - Digital Daggers

Sweet despair feel you devour me Silently, oh won't you carry me Home Taken down I give into what I can't disguise I surrender, I surrender Broken down, I give into what I can not have I surrender, I surrender

[You’d think this is just from the perspective of the Innocent Assassin Librarian being ravished by the threatening Dread Master, but they are both terrified of the other in their own way]

Horns – Bryce Fox

She got blood cold as ice And a heart made of stone But she keeps me alive She's the beast down on my bones She gets everything she wants When she gets me alone

[Eleison: I can fix her; Brontes: I can make her Worse]

First Defeat - Noah Gunderson

You've got a lot of nerve Half naked in my bed, you said This will be the last time

[I’ll bet every time Brontes ends up in Eleison’s bed she says it’ll be the last time]

All the Thing She Said - t.A.T.u.

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed They say it's my fault but I want her so much Want to fly her away where the sun and rain Come in over my face, wash away all the shame When they stop and stare, don't worry me 'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me I can try to pretend, I can try to forget But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

[Look, I hate how much I love this song to explain what Eleison feels for Brontes, leave me alone, I was a wee baby lesbiab in the early 2000s]

Poison & Wine - The Civil Wars

You only know what I want you to I know everything you don't want me to Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine You think your dreams are the same as mine Oh I don't love you but I always will

[This one just hit me for them tbh]

War of Hearts - Ruelle

I can't help but be wrong in the dark 'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts

[I’m waffling, but pretty sure this is Brontes being a poetic little bitch who wants to act like she’s above having Feelings]

Let Go For Tonight - Foxes

I wanna drive, I wanna drive into the open Looking for reasons I can't find So I call your name, the only thing I know Is I need you here Will you be gone forever All that I know, all that I know Is we're here tonight

[some themes of abandonment here, lads]

Dark in My Imagination - of Verona

There's something in your touch when we kiss I scream god forgive me please Because I want you on your knees But I don't wanna think about it now I know I won't get out if I fall in

[Eleison getting used to the idea of actually being with Brontes, getting comfortable with wanting her, but not really able to think too hard about it]

Beautiful Crime - Tamer

We fight every night for something When the sun sets, we're both the same Half in the shadows Half burned in flames We can't look back for nothin' Take what you need, say your goodbyes I gave you everything And it's a beautiful crime

[oh, but they didn’t say goodbye]

Diamonds - Sam Smith

Shake the fear of feeling lost Always me that pays the cost I should never trust so easily You lied to me Lie-lied to me Then left with my heart 'round your chest Take all the money you want from me Hope you become what you want to be Show me how little you care You dream of glitter and gold My heart's already been sold Show you how little I care

[there’s a point where their relationship is very much not healthy - not enough communication, not enough trust, as Brontes and the other Masters lose themselves in the Phobis devices with their single-minded desire to go to war after the Emperor’s failure]

Leave the Door Wide Open - Black English

Don't worry if it's a cold night Cause we all go up in in flames We fall heavy but we're, we're so light So leave the door wide open And now she's tearing out her mind You watch her do this every time But you still wonder how she is That convoluted happiness

[Eleison might be a little upset at losing Brontes without explanation when the Masters leave, and finding out that they were captured by the Republic and imprisoned is pretty sucky. Then Eleison misses the chance to be the one to free them on Belsavis. Then the Masters find out that the Emperor is, well, you know… the Emperor. And they lose Styrak and become madder and madder, retreating to Oricon intent on self-destruction and bringing the galaxy down with them.]

Start A War - Klergy, Valerie Broussard

So you wanna start a war In the age of icons So you wanna be immortal With a loaded gun So you wanna start a war My God, my God If history is dead and gone Then how did we get here

[Brontes et al want to start a Dread War, already down one Master? You wanna start a war? Start it. I’ll finish it.]

Dark Side – Bishop Briggs

Oh, I drain your life 'Til there's nothing left but your blood shot eyes Oh, I take my time 'Til I show you how I feel inside

[Eleison gets Dreadseeded]

Devils Don’t Fly - Natalia Kills

And when I'm gone, remember you're the one And just because I fight don't mean that I never learned how to love You know devils don't fly So don't expect me not to fall Devils don't fly But God we almost had it all But I got chains and you got wings You know that life ain't fair sometimes

[It hurt itself in its confusion thinking about this song and the Fortress fight and the fact that RedBull Dread Alchemy gives you wiiiiiiings]

Black Sea - Natasha Blume

You rise, I fall I stand, you crawl You twist, I turn Who's the first to burn? You sit and stay I don't obey

[Fortress Fight - join or die, Brontes sees no other options but for them to destroy each other]

Unethical – Faouzia

How can you stand to watch While I’m breaking all my bones Tryna hold you close Cut my heart right out my body Tearing off my skin Just to let you in Isn’t it a bit unethical? Got me on my knees Have you any mercy Every time you hurt me, baby? Tell me have I not given you enough? If you ever loved me, let me go

[Another one for the Fortress Fight, especially after I also played Eleison as a Consular and all of the lines in that story about the importance or lack of mercy and the fact that Eleison’s name means mercy, but neither of them can afford to be merciful anymore. anyway callback to Dark in My Imagination "god forgive me please because I want you on your knees" you got it but not the way you wanted oops]

Love Will Have Its Sacrifices - Soles

There’s no way for you to fight this No spell for you to right this No way for you to hide From the demon of the light Love will have its sacrifices Love will be cruel to who it entices Love will have its sacrifices

[I’m not certain if they’re doomed, but there is definitely a point where they are certain that it feels that way; and no it has nothing to do with this being the Carmilla theme song, why would you ask]

Cinder and Smoke – Iron & Wine

Cinder and smoke You'll ask me to pray for rain With ash in your mouth You'll ask it to burn again

A deep ache of nostalgia came over Isseya as she lifted herself into the well-worn saddle. This would be, in all likelihood, their last flight.

my new crooked moon PC, Morganne of Olmarsh

shout out to the time i didn't know who i wanted to romance so i kept being nice to them both and then they both showed up in the comm room demanding i choose between them so i shut the game off.

Cant a guy make an entire family tree and custom backstory for both his player characters in peace