(link to ao3) valentine! she/he. 21. black. bi. jane of most trades, master of none. sci-fi nerd extraordinaire. mass effect + dragon age + swtor + rogue trader
hi! im valentine (21. she/he. in a nest of rakghouls).
artist and author + (officially!) has a degree in yapping your ear off.
my sideblog is under @coruscqte (marvel/fhr)
swtor oc masterpost / art tag
other ocs masterpost
event horizon episode list [last update: 7/12/2026]
i play swtor on star forge. say hi if you see me run by :)
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OC list! (<- this took me legit four hours and it's not even finished 🤣🤣😅)
The thing is! End of Andromeda! It's not... well... it's not a proposal but it... is? In game? I don't know if it's choice related, but you choose the empathetic option which as has Ryder say [in response to the victory against the Kett being broadcast across Heleus] something like 'you know wha they say about the first time you walk into a new home' and Liam goes 'Get Married?'
And then at like the 'party' after, Ryder asks him about it and he says that he meant it, and wants the whole thing. (I think he does say like 'the whole groeing old togethet thing' specifically, and i think maybe a family thing? I'll get to you when I get there - just get the hardest two architects to do and end game. Definitely wants the ring on his finger though! I can tell you that with 100% certainty)
So...
It's basically be like that but just... more Thea suited? Like, less 'huh?" And more 'Okay 🥰😊😉🫡' ? Like... she gives the response after FEIGNED thinking, just because when she DID say it before he finished the sentence, he was like 'at least give a bit of thought', so... 🤣🤣🤣🤣 He walked into that one and KNEW it!
So... you know... whirlwind romance but sustainable amd green flagged!
He's probably bouncier over it, but like... hiw he is to do with his piyakt mission with like the pacing and the surprised giggles and the arm movement and stuff, and shexs just got a stupid smile on her face, very smitten with his endearing-ness, and he's a little broken in like 'wait what? Really?' Like... okay he reninss me of Allstair in those monebtsi found the link
Like... he's GLAD! DO NOT GET HIM WRONG! He's SO HAPPY! He's just...
This is Alethea Ryder, who is professional, and thi ks a lot, and doesn't really do much of anything without weighingup pros and cons, and she just...
Did not think about it?
Which, he summises, means she has already thought about it and that, itself, is like a 404 error, and he's just making noise thst somehow forming words and some kind of rambling sentence, and she's not realy helping jim out because she loves it when men get like it.
But she does!
Eventually!
And then he doesn't sleep because what do you mean the first person he waved at when he came outof stasis not only became his girlfriend but also his fiancé(e? French is confusing) in less than a year?
Insane.
Fun fact: every time I hear Die With A Smile by Lady Gaga and Bruno Mars? I think of them. Especially post Archon's Ship.
bit of a selfish one because i personally love tv/movies and am ever curious as to how others concept their stories:
if your swtor canon had to end a book/season/section/movie/what have you on a devastating cliffhanger complete with all the bells and whistles of a distant release date for a follow up, what would it be? what characters are involved? what part of the story (canon or otherwise) is it part of? why does it hit so hard/what's the draw of it?
bonus: is there music that goes with it?
Okay. Okay I've been looking for multiple ways to answer this without rambling like an incomprehensible madman, sorry for the wait and GOD sorry for the LENGTH this has gotten out of hands yet again but I don't think I have the strength to rewrite it to shorten it
It's not from my "canon", because my main timeline is pretty canon compliant and the beats follow the usual story, so I don't know if that counts, but now I just want to get it out. (Slight tengeant, I have pretty good ideas on how to portray these usual cliffhangers in a manner that better fits having all the PCs in one place, like ending an arc at the end of KotFE chapter 1 instead with everyone losing to Zakuul one by one and letting stuff happen or on the end of LotS I've made a fic about the end of LotS I'm NORMAL about the end of LotS and the implication for each and every one of my PCs and no one has proof of the contrary.)
So. There is a timeline that diverges from my "main" because, in the confrontation with Valkorion the first time, my Sith Inquisitor is normally the one to kill him and become the Outlander. And there's an au for what if my deeply emotionally unstable Jedi Consular did it instead, inheriting the role and the responsibilities, and was slowly going insane over the weigth of it all and the lack of guardrails over anything for the first time in her life. Like things are making her insane and there's LESS consequences if she goes apeshit than when she was the Jedi Council's guarddog.
So I'm making her go insane as a treat.
TW death and the body is described a little but just a little bc the post is long enough as it is without my drawn-out descs
Sarh'el Llan, the Commander, has barely just claimed the Eternal Throne. Everyone's in a celebratory mood, preparing to party or already doing so. The first part of this story is coming to a close. Despite the multiple obstacles Sarh'el faced and everything she had to put up with, she did it. She saved the galaxy.
And then comes the murder, as it usually does when things get too chummy.
Sarh'el tries to get at Cyaka first. He's been a thorn in her side for the entirety of this Alliance and his services are no longer needed. (He IS more of a little shit as a consequence of the five years under Zakuulian ocupation, and he DID take her arm way back on Hoth)
Of course being the annoying little shit he is, he escapes by the skin of his teeth and Sarh'el declares the state of emergency. And she orders that everyone who vehemently stayed a Dark Force user should be exiled or executed as they are no longer welcome in her Alliance. Mass panic. But there are enough people following the order, either out of fear or respect or some twisted satisfaction, that a fucking purge happens.
Hold on stay walk with me that's not the cliffhanger part.
Eventually she manages to catch up to Cyaka before he can leave the planet. They get into a heated fight. And I want you to imagine, not only a Consular (that, iirc, is the class who's the most powerful force user of their generation) that has been trained and uplifted by other powers through being the Commander, but also that has no moral guardrails anymore, and that PLANNED how she could win this fight. She is SCARY. So she wins. Takes a few of his limbs as revenge for her arm, preventing him from running away or trying anything dirty too. She stabs his only eye left, and she prepares to finish it while her adversary's on the ground, writhing in agony.
That's where Theron arrives. Alone, because Lana was held back by some fuckers. He's stubbornly putting himself in between them both and arguing with her because he just wants to understand what the fuck has gotten into her. She tries to just get it over with (Cyaka's life) but Theron tries to wrestle the sabers out of her, and they get into a more physical fight. They're still not trying to kill the other but it's definitely gotten more violent, and Theron is not budging and it's angering Sarh'el like he's never angered her before. The tension rises when Sarh'el notices that [one of my other PCs] is dragging away Cyaka's body towards the ship, trying to take advantage of the distraction. She loses it and Theron doesn't want to understand and she tries her best to just push him away but he's stubborn in a bad way and he's so good at being obstructive and she's losing more and more her restraint and she's still wielding both her sabers by the way and they're still wrestling and then SLASH
Lana arrives just in time to see one of the person she trusts most in the galaxy slicing in half the other person she trusts the most in the galaxy. You have no idea how much I want to draw that face of pure abject horror as she freezes once she realises what's happening.
It takes. A few seconds for Sarh'el to realise what just happened. Enough, with the struggle before, for the ship with Cyaka and the other PCs to take off far away that she can't pull a Vader on them once she notices. Meanwhile everyone is too busy to help Cyaka on the ship figure out where Theron is because he's in full denial he didn't SEE it he couldn't but it had to be his arm, right. Or his leg. There just wasn't any scream because of the shock and the adrenaline. But he's too connected to the Force to be able to ignore it that long.
And Theron's body is still on the ground while Sarh'el is trying to get him back together because he was supposed to block it this wasn't supposed to happen and she curses at the Siths who escaped because it's Their Fault and she's NEVER going to let them get away with this. And Cyaka's mind is fully collapsing on itself on that ship because he just lost the person he was trying to become good for and who believed in him and trusted him to make the galaxy a better place day by day. And Lana is just frozen.
*I slam my hands on the table* And then shot on Theron's warm oooo so warm body and CUT TO BLACK. BAM. NO ANSWERS UNTIL I GET THE MONEY TO PRODUCE THE NEXT ISSUE /j
THAT's my big cliffhanger. I have an animatic that I'm never gonna finish, that is about how she got to this point. Everything culminates to this very moment, on Frank Sinatra's "My Way", about everything she had to suffer and everything she chose to do to end up murdering her best friend and only moral guardrail at that precise timeframe. The intention is to reveal right at the very last frames that the person who intervened was Theron so the cliffhanger can be even worse.
Stuff happens after that of course and it's delicious doomed toxic yuri with Lana and both Sarh'el and Cyaka getting consumed by their negative emotions and becoming a bleak shadow of their past selves, consummed by the desire for power just so they can have revenge and be their own definition of safe. Theron was a catalyst for the good in the moral compass of them both, not even counting Lana. And not only is he gone, he was MURDERED and they blame each other for it. And everything goes to SHIT, as things tend to do in these situations. And also I get to brainstorm about Lana angst and her missing Theron like she's never missed a friend before because they were worse than that.
Anyways uh. uh.!!! Thank you so much for the ask :D I really enjoyed yapping, I hope I was able to make it a little more comprehensible!!
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finally figured out what that vision was all about btw.
A lot of the time I'll put in plot points that don't pay off for a while, and Cele's vision was one of them because I hadn't played into the most recent patches when I put that screencap/episode out there. So yes, it was there but didn't have anything weighty behind it yet.
Some 7.9 spoilers below
HOWEVER. I do know now that vision was about as real as it could get -- if they had the context that it was an illusion and it wasn't even seen through Cele's eyes.
Not really.
She did fight Zanya. She did nearly kill him, probably would have if the blade was real. But it wasn't actually Cele who did it. It was Jadus, using her image to startle Zanya and keep him from interfering with his plan while they were on Khar Shian.
He'd heard her whispers while they were aboard Nul's ship, when he'd been attacked by a version of Theron and Osiris, but hadn't actually seen her come to him through Jadus's illusions. They came to blows in that disturbing mindscape in Naga Sadow's temple and the reason Lioran saw it through Cele's eyes was because he didn't have nearly enough understanding of what was really happening. It only made sense from her end, and that's all he got because so much of it was still in a slightly far flung future he couldn't comprehend by the time he imparted it on his daughter. There was too much that was still unknown, that would still change by the time it came to pass, and that's all they got. That's what Cele was operating on the entire time.
So, Cele did partially see this because Zanya reached out to her through the Force during that fight, halfway unsure of whether what he was seeing was real or not. It certainly felt that way, what with him already under the influence of Jadus's machinations and exhausted after the battle he'd been through. He genuinely thought he was facing his sister, exhausted, battered and bruised, as much as he had been fighting Malgus that his own visions weren't real. He wanted to believe Cele wasn't actually there. But because of the way the Force was coming undone on his end in the temple with the machine whirring up to life, Cele couldn't completely convince him it wasn't actually fully tangible when his mind was a complete mess. Not before that version of her was already standing above him, prepared to murder him in cold blood.
She'd never seen herself that angry before.
She does manage to save his life though, when he falters and nearly lets himself be skewered through by her apparition. With enough raw control over the Force, she managed to shield him just in time to prevent his untimely death from where she'd been aboard Vowrawn's ship. Bolstering his strength with her own, that manipulation was just enough to snap Zanya back into a pseudo-reality and fight that illusion off, but that was about as much as Cele could do from so far away. She did everything that she could to be by his side while he was in that Temple, but it weakened her beyond belief to knot their life forces together again like that forcefully. She'd never tried before then, but figured if it wouldn't repair itself naturally, then she'd have to try a different way. Forcing herself into his mind was risky, but it was a risk that she had to take. He kept her from going to Khar Shian, but he wouldn't keep her from helping him.
So, with the last dredges of her power, she effectively astral projects herself to him to help finish the fight. It helps, to face Jadus once and for all with his sister behind him, allowing him to make use of their combined abilities. For a brief few minutes, they were one and the same, past what they had been even before Valkorian had wounded him after Eternal Throne. Where Zanya ended and Cele began wasn't completely clear, and that, he could use. If Jadus wanted to use all his fancy projections and talents, then he could too. Melding into one being, able to use all of their talents at once, made him just strong enough to over not only Jadus but also Malgus, freeing him from the mindscape.
And then the Temple collapses before Zanya can stop Malgus, and Cele is convinced she feels that bond snap again when she's shot back to her own body like a too taut rubber band, and feels nothing on the other end to respond to her when she calls out.
There's a horrible image in my head of her barely conscious, barely lucid, collapsed over on the floor staring out a large window of the destroyer at Khar Shian, breathless and terrified over her sister's fate. She can't even scream, but it feels silent and raw all the same.
the real secret to being good at cooking (this is different from being a chef) is to get principles down instead of recipes. observationally, this is why a lot of people can make a fancy meal for one but flounder about feeding visiting company
so, you know, I give the same advice there for adults that I do for teenagers, which is that you should memorise the broad groups of ingredients based on what they do (eg a soy sauce is culinarily a type of fish sauce despite not containing fish, because it does what a fish sauce does) and from there it's mostly similar to painting. also this is not true of baking, which is alchemy
If you could instantly be granted fluency in 5 languages—not taking away your existing language proficiency in any way, solely a gain—what 5 would you choose?
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“my father is a boy and my mother is a girl so i’m mixed” is the funniest possible response to someone asking your gender and it came from 6’5 Viking footballer and notable weird little guy Erling Haaland on a Snapchat
7.8 and 7.9 make me laugh a little thus far because half of zanya's impulse control is his sister but now theyre both pissed enough that diplomacy is really the last thing theyre gunning for. i fear anri's speech is the only thing that kept that confrontation from coming to blows
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i love making friends in fandom, i love playing with our toys together, i love coming up with increasingly niche aus, i love lifting strangers up, i love motivating people to create, i love watching someone get excited over an idea and immediately running with it, i love yelling in tags together, i love seeing someone gain confidence in their writing/art because people were kind to them <33
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