YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME HOW I SHOULD CHANGE / YOU'RE THE REASON I'M STUCK IN THIS IMMORTAL FRAME / I'M THE NEW ADONIS BABY, I'M UNDER YOUR SKIN
independent, highly selective, mutuals only. original character
set in the world of cultist simulator / secret histories.
character is immortal and powerful, be wary of provoking him.
as mirrored by mera, he/they, 25, EST / GMT-4.
dead dove do not eat / please read rules before committing.
TEMPER MY CROWN, I WIELD WHAT CAN'T DECAY ; FEEL THE FURY INSIDE, TRY TO BURY MY PRIDE - BUT I'LL ROB THE GRAVE !! I BEAR THIS WEIGHT THAT I'M UNDER, NO FORCE COULD TEMPT A KNEEL
independent, highly selective, mutuals only.
immortal original character set in CultSim.
influenced heavily by the perceived occult.
DO NOT PROVOKE HIM IF YOU CANNOT
ACCEPT THE CONSEQUENCES OF SUCH.
character is ancient egyptian purely. (do not joke.)
character is insanely powerful w. deep connections.
character is hedonistic and ultimately selfish.
do not interact if you cannot handle such.
you do not need to know the world lore to interact.
crossovers encouraged and welcomed.
multiple verses available for the bastard.
i would prefer if personals do not follow.
if you (personal) start spam liking, i will block.
as mirrored by mera, 25, any prns. EST / GMT-4.
dark themes WILL BE PRESENT on the blog.
established on 12.11.2025. dead dove do not eat.
icons gotten from here / psd is mine.
blog info + rules in progress. overall most
of the rules are the same from my previous blogs.
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YOUR VOICE IS THE HEAVEN IāLL BE SENT TO. (japhet)
In every verse, there is one āmortalā being that keeps pace with Ozy in everything he does ā often being the focal point of how he rationalizes a āgoodā thing to do (even if the ābestā option is particularly obvious). The manās name is Japhet ā though, only Ozy and close friends of his seem to be able to call him by his name. Everyone else seems to get a quick reminder of his title and practice ā Father, and though the reminder is merely a cursory correction, he is often NOT the person who defends his own so called honor. More often than not, itās Ozy who insists that people call him FATHER Japhet at most, and primarily just Father unless he lets you. (Japhet finds this entirely too endearing, even and especially for Ozy.)
Japhet is very good at pretending he is and acting the part of a mortal man. In almost every verse with Ozy, he is often questioned how long heās known the very obvious immortal man he stays with (along with other unwarranted comments). He never gives exacts, but because of his talent with making people feel comfortable, he often knows exactly what the āacceptableā answer is. Around other perceived long lived and even outright immortal beings, he doesnāt really bother with placating gestures. Because of what they both are and represent to most worlds they are a part of, age is not exactly their ⦠most prevalent concern.
Having met Ozy when he was a āyoungerā man, and while he himself was still working on the intrinsics of his perceived immortality, Japhet is a loyal supporter of practically anything and everything Ozy thinks to do ā and even more so the things he doesnāt think about before doing. Heās more often than not the one advocating for Ozy to indulge in his selfishness, only pulling on that thread bare āleashā (if itās even thatā¦) in their relationship when Ozy is clearly going off the deep end in a way he will surely regret later. That situation is so rare that Japhet has once forgotten the last instance of it between each points in their shared histories.
Japhet is his reminder that he doesnāt need to blend into the world in order to be accepted and loved by it. Japhet is his living testament of knowing that he doesnāt and shouldnāt need to be ālike everyone elseā in order to be loved. Japhet is the knowledge that it was his exact attitude in life of being loud and proud and indulgent that brought Japhet to like, adore, then fall in love with him.
A KING WITHOUT A CROWN IS STILL A KING.
POWER IS NOT WHAT YOU WEAR,
BUT INSTEAD WHAT YOU DO WITH IT.
"Legal" Name: Amon al-Sha'wari
Writer's Note: unless your character is a literal god of any kind, they should not know his real name. there is not a record in known existence that knows of him. and with his name being sort-of pretty common in the modern day, it would make no sense for a non-deific character to notice anything odd about it even after it's spoken. even other gods of the worlds he encounters often will refer to him as his given moniker. it makes no sense that your character would use the name only his ( also immortal ) mother still uses for him.
Common Alias / Given Moniker: Ozy or Ozymandias
Writer's Note: while he will not react negatively to other related nicknames or given monikers under a similar translation of his name ( King of Kings ) or the direct Egyptian / Arabic transliteration ( the Sun-God's Chosen Truth ), he will not always immediately respond to it, and may even get confused as to why you're using a different moniker for him. Very few people get the ability to use a name other than the one he gives for himself.
Perceived Age: Indistinctly anywhere between 40 and 60.
Writer's Note: again, unless your character is a literal god of any kind, it should NEVER BE OBVIOUS how old Ozy is to your character. even for most gods, they'd have to take a split second to gauge the era he's from unless they are ONE OF THE EGYPTIAN PANTHEON. even most egyptian deities may struggle to consciously acknowledge how ancient he is, outside of Ra ( who oversees the pharaoh legacy ), Hathor ( the goddess his birthday is watched over ), and Thoth ( the god that initially infected him with the curiosity of what "tomorrow" would bring ). all the others had very little influence in his day to day, even knowing how the egyptian people operated.
Birthday: very possibly November 15th
Writer's Note: to be entirely too pedantic, his birthday was during the general affectation of what historians would call THE MONTH OF HATHOR which is really vague time of year. it's similar to asking for someone's actual birthday and they answer with saying that they're a capricorn with no further clarification. that's almost a whole month to narrow down, you fuck.
Height: 6 ft 5 in. / ~196cm ( 195.56cm exactly )
Weight: It's up there, surely. Healthy and happy.
Ethnicity: Ancient Egyptian. ... is there supposed to be another?
Nationality: PROUD of his people! ( Egyptian )
Social Status: Always deemed noble to some degree.
Writer's Note: he does not give away his ex royal status to people who aren't emotionally close to him or those who don't express wanting that emotional connection with him. most times he also won't bring it up even then. "It wasn't relevant to the conversation", is often his defense, and more often than not he's right. how would you even prove that you're a ROYAL in his case anyway? his kingdom was outright destroyed LONG before people figured out how to effectively preserve records. hard to stay relevant, that way.
Financial Status: it's better if you don't ask, honestly.
Religious Beliefs: ( primarily ) Kemetism, but "recently" has adopted some aspects of Indian belief ( karma & wu wei mostly ).
Eye Color: Verdant Green ( in a specific stage of his life, they were a cloudy bluish-green from having been blinded for meddling in divine affairs by an enraged deity )
Mental Illnesses ( almost entirely undiagnosed or peer reviewed ):
Borderline Personality Disorder
Complex - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
some type of Depression ( to be found out )
Monophobia ( fear of being alone )
Athazagoraphobia ( fear of being forgotten )
Identity, Gender: Cisgender ( he / him ) as far as he knows?
[REDACTED] / Merit: First Wife, mother of nearly all of his kids prior to "ascension". The strongest sorceress history never knew, and still retains a lot of her influence even in death.
[REDACTED] / Asim: First Husband, "father" of at least one of the other kids with his husband. Extremely proficient warrior, but preferred to stick to learning as much as his connections would allow. Most would consider death the end of his learning - if anything, it broke the chains of his restrictions on where and when and how he could learn.
Father Japhet: Not the most recent lover, but definitely the most present and consistent. There was a time in his life where Japhet was not consistently there every ( at least ) other day, and it drove him into a chaotic frenzy for multiple years. Upon reconnecting with him, he immediately calmed down. Sort of. Japhet is another immortal being like him, and for various hilarious reasons, is much stronger than Ozy despite being chronologically much much younger.
Beings of Importance ( for better or for worse ):
The Vagabond: Rose Principle. She was the first person to tell him of any implication of how wonderful the rest of the world was, when he was very very young. Even after thousands of years of hardship, her words - "There's a whole world outside your home here, waiting to be discovered. And by the time you've seen it all, everything you have seen before will have changed. Time to do it all over again." - have stuck with him to keep him going. There is always something new to see.
The Lightkeeper: Ew. As the person who explained it to me, this fucker is like 3 steps away from gr**ming Ozy and has been for thousands of years. This fuck is the reason why Ozy has the building fear of being forgotten, and often refuses to be truly alone for almost exactly the same reasons as being afraid of being forgotten. The Lightkeeper is the one who insists that despite his attempts to connect to the people of every era he interacts with, he will never truly be one of them.
The Chandler: Verbatim, "I'm not nice, you're just my favorite". Ozy often mistakes The Chandler's guidance as a gentle nudge of kindness or care. In reality, The Chandler is always just being upfront about how the idea he has is incredibly dangerous and stupid, and that "There is a far better solution for this problem." Does she ever clarify beyond that? Sometimes. Not very helpfully, mind you. Ozy thinks she's a sweet "Deity" who wants him to truly live. Anybody who knows about what he's referring to thinks he's gone fucking INSANE. The Chandler thinks he's incredibly fucking stupid ( affectionate ).
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HI THERE, ACES! my name is meraki ( often and primarily shortened to mera ) and i'm your humble dealer of the cards on this blog. i am 25 years old, i use any pronouns ( as long as you're not a dick about it ), and i live in the EST / GMT-4 timezone.
i am EXTREMELY MENTALLY UNSOUND, and i will often make a lot of dark jokes to cope with it. and that's just out of character! i will also not be on every single day and often will disappear at random to handle irl situations without warning and sometimes without updates or explanation. i ask that you remain patient with me, if you want to write with me.
official rules alert! all under the cut ( it got LONG AF ).
I AM A VERY BLUNT AND NONCHALANT PERSON. - that is to say, while i tend to keep myself as aloof and distant as possible ( for my own sanity and wellbeing, physically and mentally ), that isn't to say i can't express concern, care and curiosity about how my rp partners are actually doing. but i will not hold my tongue if i see something that worries me about your behavior. if you can't handle that, i don't mind if we rarely / limit our ooc talks.
WRITING IS MY HOBBY NOT MY JOB. - i hate that i have to clarify this at this point, it should be obvious, but here we are. as stated previously in this post, i am extremely mentally unsound, with or without medication to help manage it. i am also extremely PHYSICALLY unsound, with or without medication to help manage it, too. you're free to remind me occasionally if you think i have forgotten / overlooked / not seen your reply, ask, or starter, but i will always at least try to keep it in my drafts until i'm absolutely sure that i can't answer it ( which is admittedly incredibly rare ).
NO GODMODDING / POWERPLAY. - even if you have a muse / character that you write that is just as or even stronger than my own, i will NEVER approach a situation assuming that my character knows everything yours, or anything similar. i will always ask to see if my character will know something less obvious to know about them, and if it is something they hide and my character shouldn't know it except as a caveat of their "domain" of expertise, i will STILL ASK FIRST. i expect the same courtesy in return.
YOU GET WHAT YOU ASK FOR. - my character is a very powerful person, and ultimately, at the end of the day, not exactly a good one. while he will often do things that are considered good, it is almost always because it benefits him in some way, immediate or later on. this isn't to say he can't or won't do altruistic actions, but most of the time he won't think of doing it for altruistic reasons. he is selfish, he is hedonistic, and he is battle hungry. at the slightest provocation he will assume people want to brawl over a disagreement and he will be hard to dissuade from that idea, even if he won't throw the first punch.
MATCH EFFORT FOR EFFORT. - i don't like writing multiple paragraphs as a reply and getting one or two for every single time. it feels demoralizing. while yes i understand if there's not much for your character to do in a couple back to back replies, if it's something that happens every time, i may not have many threads for us. i want to feel like we're both having a great time writing together, and it won't feel that way to me if every reply i gave is met with half the perceived effort. ( this does not apply to those who tell me a reason, and those i know to be or have been told are ESL. i'm not unreasonable nor a prick. )
GENRE SAVVY. - not everyone likes the dark themes consistently, and not everyone likes the consistent suggestive themes. that's fine. but if you're following me primarily for one genre you want to write, girl just tell me! i do not fucking bite! i don't even care if what you want out of my character / this blog is purely smut! i just want to know what to send to people when i send out random prompts or asks!
DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT. - i use this term as a pretty distinct warning for all my posts, even the ones that don't have a clear tag for what the genre of the thread is about. my blog's catch all term / tag is "dead dove do not eat", which is a fic writer term for ( as i understand it ) "you knew what you were getting into" as well as "if you didn't read the tags, then don't hiss at me for what i tried warned you about". generally speaking, it is a warning that i told you what is in the post, or generally on the blog as a whole, and i won't change it unless it's truly fucking with a majority of people. even then, it would have been tagged.
REBLOG KARMA. - i literally don't care. i'd like it if you sent in a prompt or meme or sentence starter from the thing you're reblogging from me, but man i really really don't care. this fascination with "not being a meme source" is weird to me, but you do you i suppose? whatever. have fun. idc what meme you reblog from my blog.
NO CHEATING / INFIDELITY THREADS. - not only is it a severe squick / almost outright trigger for me, my character would never cheat on any of his partners, of which he has had MANY over the countless years. similarly, if you have issues with the idea of polyamory in fiction or roleplay, that's fine, but it will just bar you from shipping romantically with my character. in every verse, NO exceptions, my character will already be romantically involved with at least one other person, who will also be polyamorous.
AGE RESTRICTION. - i'm aware of my rules on other blogs being exceptionally strange when it comes to the request of being a specific age, and i'll be blunt about the age restriction on this blog. idc your EXACT age, just make sure it's clear that you're ( legitimately ) at least a legal adult to interact with this character. no, 17 turning 18 is not enough.
FORMATTING? YES. - as you can already see, i fucking looooove my fancy text. i don't use zalgo all that often ( it's rare, and often just for emphasis ), i don't use special text ( messletters style ) outside of graphics and such, and often the most i will format my posts with are the text colors ( used for dialogue ) and double - sometimes triple - spacing ( for emphasis ). this is the type of formatting that brings me joy. my apologies if it becomes hard to read, and you can ask me to accommodate for you specifically ( i've done it before ).
PERSONAL LEXICON. - i am so painfully aware that some of my chosen words for situations ( e.g. insane, crazy, etc ) will come across as ableist and such. at this point, i will thank you for pointing out a word being ableist to me, but there is a nonzero ( honestly, highly likely ) chance that i'm using it from a point of experience with the illness. i use crazy / insane / psycho / etc words because i have the matching illnesses to be able to use it, in my personal opinion. i'm not saying they're okay to use, i'm just saying i don't think ( if used non-cruelly ) it's such a horrible thing to say. obviously that opinion is a case-by-case basis but that's my viewpoint on the matter, and i'd love to debate it if you can be normal about people not agreeing with you. [thumbs up!]
DON'T VAGUEPOST. - you'd fucking think this would be obvious, hmm? apparently not. i've had way too many people vaguepost about me with such obvious references TO ME over the past 10 years of being on this site, that i'm going to be so for realā if i think you're posting about me vaguely and you don't approach me first, i WILL BE APPROACHING YOU ABOUT IT. if you say it's not about me, i will accept it a few times. but after three times, i will show you your own words / posts and ask one last time if you were vagueposting about me, and ask why. if you deny it again, i will hardblock. i'm just not here for that child's play, guys. ( sorry if it sounds mean, i've literally lost track of how many people which is more than i can count on my hands have done this already. )
DO NOT INTERACT IF. - i normally don't do DNIs. but considering that some people don't know how to be fucking normal online to other real living people, i seem to be following this genuinely god awful trend. if you interact with lyco (lovesfolly), josh (floristpyre) or silver (edgwranpo & plenty others), please always tag their blogs, this is NONNEGOTIABLE. i don't CARE if you interact with those three, but they've hurt me multiple times in the past. HOWEVER, IF YOU INTERACT WITH AKU (dawnbrkr) AFTER I HAVE TOLD YOU HOW MUCH THEY HAVE HURT SO MANY PEOPLE, I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO IMMEDIATELY BLOCK YOU. at that point it isn't policing who you interact with, it's me noticing that you favor your writing over how someone is actively hurting other people without even trying to apologize for any of it.
TAG THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR DEALER. - sacrificial knives / imagery, realistic spiders ( no matter how 'cute' they are ), noncon ( not the kink ), any mention of any kind of assault, medical malpractice of any extent, cheating / infidelity, loud sounds ( such as fireworks, sudden screams, auditory jumpscares, etc ). there are other smaller things that, eh, don't matter as much.