Crow - But Filthy

Im 18 and im from Europe- I speak several languages, but I think English would be most preferred because I have dyslexia (´ω`)

Sub verse puppy tboy thing freak!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯

I use any pronouns besides she/her, but I prefer he/him or it/its the most!

I have DID and other stuff, so please keep that in mind when I act “off” :,]

I like canidae and and vulpis, horses, birds of any kind, Ghost and sleep token, and even military stuff among other things!! :D

DNI - minors, pedophiles, transphobes, racists, proshippers (“but proshipper means anti har-“ dont play dumb- we all know it hasn’t meant THAT for a very long time, and people who say this sentence are just trying to save their ass so they can fetishize disgusting shit), DARKSHIPPERS (i legit hope you get the help you so desperately need.), zoos, ableists, JUST DONT BE AN ASSHOLE OR A CREEP- ITS ACTUALLY FAIRLY EASY!

Kinks I AM interested in include (but are not limited to) - cnc, pet play, force masc (!!!! Ouugghh force masc), primal play, fear play, gun and knife play, breath play, bondage, collaring/leashing, praise and degradation, overstim and edging, size diff, intox (only as me being the one intoxicated), age gaps (as me being the younger one), anal, dp, dvp masochism (from my side), body worship and free use

Kinks I’m okay with depending on my overall mood -, somnophilia (as the ‘victim’) and breeding (as long as you don’t actually tell me in full detail how you’ll pump me full of kids- just the light “im gonna make you so full” works perfectly!)

Kinks im NOT okay with - Ageplay, scat, water sports, full on rape threats, raceplay, misgendering/detrans/fakeboy shit, MAGA kink, feet (anything to do with them), feederism or anything to do with food, gore, vomit, snot, fart, sniffing anything and anything I fit not ideal for me

dont see your kink anywhere? Ask first before using it in conversation!!

Anons- none so far ^_^

btw before anyone asks where I was for several months- I was in a relationship so toxic, so horrid, that my mental health took a dive, and i was out of commission for genuinely months, even after the breakup.

this is what I get for dating ig- the guy blamed all of his problems on MY bpd (guys bpd is apparently so scary, rhat he HAD to resort to emotional abuse!!!!! :(((/sar), and then ignored me while flirting with an rp acc that I “donr need to worry abour!!! It’s just a destresser!!!” Before he asked me if can date the rp acc owner alongside me. Then he blamed all of his shortcomings on my bpd (once again) and when I tweaked out (honestly rightfully so) he made me out to be hitler reincarnate (I fucking WISH I was kidding- one of his friends (which he unironically shit talked to me a lot, and called them “very odd” before makinh a gc with them (i donr understand the logic either)) actually fhen pretended to be me to make others hate me on his behalf, which made me unironically spiral in ways never imagined possible before)

I wish I was kidding when I say this is only the tip of the iceberg

Theres a big difference between “I was hurt a lot, so I crave that hurt again” and “I want to inflict that hurt on others for selfish reasons.” Because 99% of the time the person wanting to inflect the pain never experienced anything like that, but think it’s hot

idk it’s just,,, really weird. (Yes this take was written because of that one post where the weirdo ass guy said he’d kidnap 2 girl (friend) and torture only one of them, just so she hates her friend because said friend never offered to take her place so then when the girls switch places, the tortured girl brutally kills her friend for the CISHET guys sexual gratification)

maybe im just a lone sigma in this, but I do think it’s really weird for cishet/some cisbi guys to be this vocal about it- yk

with the girls, enbies and trans men, it’s different because they understand how certain stuff can affect a person, while (most) cis guys can do anything but that

im not a man hater, not by a long shot- but theres this always uneasy feeling when I see a cis man just go “ywah i wanna hurt/SA/torture/stalk/anything this girl” and I do feel like it’s been way too normalized here

idkkk man

if a beautiful woman, or handsome/beautiful enby, or a handsome man told me “I wanna cut you up, and use you” it’s like “yay!!! Hell yeah!!” But the second a cis man says that, i immediately feel this unease, because we know how cis men are, and you never know if they mean it in a fantasy way, or if they really thought about doing that to purposely hurt people. (Insert the millions of true crime cases where men showed clearly rhat it all wasnt just a fantasy)

do I make sense?

tl;dr

I think most cis men who are super open and excited about how much they want to commit any kind of violence against afab people (in a kink way) are really disturbing, and should be in therapy in some way, because it’s a big difference if a non cisman shows interest in these topics, than if a cis man does purely because non cismen (trans girls, afab and amab enbies, trans men) 60% experienced those things, and know how it affects people

shrugs

IM LITERALLY A SATANIST LMAOO

Like

Thinking about a priest being so desperate to release his lust, that he fucks me silly on the altar or something

And off it’s not sinful, cuz hes the priest and hes just bringing god into my body through his strap/cock

Why are those in my tags

Blinks

And to those who go into weirdly too much detail, I think yall need to have a very long talk with the police or a doctor :)

Being into it is one thing, but being into it so much that you even talk about how youd do it irl, and how you’d forcefully traumatize the victim even more, and genuinely talk in a way where it seems like youd genuinely rape someone if you could irl i another.

Honestly even thinking I would suck the gun for him atp