There was something I realized from the times when I started wearing women clothes as I began discovering my feelings about my gender. Every time I tried some lingerie, skirts, dresses, shoes and makeup, I enjoyed it so much that I wanted more. After I tried red lipstick once, I wanted to try pink and then different tones. Same with skirts and dresses. Wanted to see myself in different outfits, different styles and I was amazed at how my attitude was changing and maybe adapting to the look I was trying to achieve. As a child and teenager I was borrowing my sister’s stuff and sometimes my mom’s but I was obviously restricted to their taste and size and many times I was left without new chances for new looks. I remember those days discovering myself looking at the fashion magazines my sister used to read and felt the strong desire of being able to try a look of some of the female models I found there. Of course that was really difficult then and even later when I was able to buy that same dress, to have a similar hairstyle and color (with the help of a wig when needed), to try the makeup that goes with that outfit, etc. I don’t have all the female stuff I wish I could have but I enjoy what I have as much as I can. Some times I felt discouraged at not being able to feel good with the results of my female look attempt but I kept on trying, learning, reading, practicing, watching video tutorials, and, more than anything, looking at women. Specially looking at women. Months ago I watched the movie “The Danish Girl” and I remember how much I loved the scene when Lili, the main character, was looking at women and how they moved their hands and head and she was trying to do the same. It was funny I found myself following her mannerisms at that same time when watching the movie. I can wear the most wonderful dress, shoes, makeup and hairstyle but without the attitude, I can’t feel good with the look I want to achieve. The outfit helps, but doesn’t make the woman. Have a nice day!😊💋❤
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