Amanda Crocan

me when someone asks what my goals for the future are

i need this, and this, and this, and this, and this, and this

must… aim… butt… correctly…

I was thinking earlier about how I used to draw all the time when I was younger and I wasn’t really embarrassed or thinking about what I was doing was corny n dumb (even though good chunk of it was) I was just doing it for fun and to be creative and improve my skills etc but now i feel like all my ideas and everything I do is so bad n pointless and corny n stupid and it stops me from even bothering to try or work on anything, like at least when I was making typical 11-14 year old art I was consistent and driven and now I’m just like too self conscious to do anything omfG is this what actually getting older and Growing Up is????? I feel like crying