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doing a soft reboot & because i feel like i’ve lost my voice for daniel. :(

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i . * ❪ PRELUDE ❫ ・━ ❝ INCRUCIFY 《 MONTGOMERY / MICHAEL
no words think themselves into existence , no sounds make themselves known . UNEARTHED WORMS TO THE CROW . michael’s mouth gapes noiselessly , a creature pulled from the water with its shiny wet body flopping disoriented beneath the fire - hail death of the sun . the laugh held between two tightened teeth dies with it .
quiescence orders him still and unquestionably , michael obeys . silence builds up with the pressure that bloats a shaken can of coke . a tinnitus electric ringing behind your ears . “ that’s … that’s ah , ” thrumming fingers drum methodically on finished wood like the feet of tabletop ghosts . “ yes , thank you . for the compliment , daniel . that sounds okay to me , i suppose . ” he nods , he looks away with fire scorched cheeks and laughs that dead things laugh . “ sorry . ”
A CONFLICTING BODY OF WONDER & he’s warm saltwater in a hematic gash: a necessary suffering in the crevice of a gory , 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐇. there is a smile, LOPSIDED & TERRIBLE … still alluring, primordial mischief. phlegm reverberates. within the egregious depth from a hewn gorge: 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚝 , a voice fashioned seraphic from a WRETCHED FACE. ❝ —— michael ? i’m just joking, ❞ a taste of his paradoxical nature. ANTHRAX in a gently prepared & licked envelop, he’s a PESTIFEROUS bane in a celestial body of mass. flesh bruising, skin sketching the abstract design of fabric.
❝ why … are you apologizing ? it’s not like you have a choice, : did you think YOU DID? anyway, i have to go, i have something really important / GOING ON, surely you understand ? ❞
i . * ❪ PRELUDE ❫ ・━ ❝ INCRUCIFY 《 MONTGOMERY / MICHAEL
es ist nicht , es is nicht . a mantra becomes the addled mind as focus meanders between conversations . learned language , the corpse of a girl in the ground . tonight when he thinks back on this conversation he will remember the dim light in which this stranger paints his own mother . “ as breathtaking in death , do you think ? ”
❝ MICHAEL. 『 a smile, sharp & dark, like he’s hiding something. 』 i think … you, are very, very - interesting. a case of peculiarity, & innocence, wrapped in one. do you know what i mean ? hope so. ❞
A REMNANT OF COSMIC, celestial apathy, a mournful appraisal of morbid wonder. he is all of this, in one body, one framework TEMPERED BY THE WILL & SPORADIC chance of eldritch horror - in which case, & HIS CURIOSITY FOR THIS STRANGER ? is akin to the civilized member of bureaucracy observing a vitric menagerie in ephemeral wonderment.
❝ i think ... i’ll stay in your life . i’m sorry . if you want, that is, right ? ❞
i . * ❪ PRELUDE ❫ ・━ ❝ ACHVIARA 《 BOUCHER / CATHLEEN
❛ 𝐍𝐎 . 𝐍𝐎 , 𝐈 ’ 𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 . i just , i would rather you spoke of something other than . . . that . 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 ––– perhaps , i ’ m afraid , hm ? ( what if i ’ m next ? if it were my jaw slack &. broken ? would you 𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐍 me ? ) yes , i think that must be it ; it scares me . YOU ’ RE SCARING ME , DANIEL . ⸢ not a 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐇 beneath : rather , lean into tension, knotted to her skull . ⸥ . . . i ’ m not so sure .❜
❝ you’re afraid of who now? not i, couldn’t be. you shouldn’t worry, guy’s probably not going to show again for a long time. HE HAS A COOLING PERIOD. place’ll be dead - DEAD ... INACTIVE AGAIN. i thought you liked listening to me drone on & on, are you bored ? bored of listening to me talk, 『 THE TENSION is subsiding, softening: SOFTENING. 』 sorry i’m not all that… interesting to you, cathleen. ❞

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❝ YOU. LOOK SO FAMILIAR. sorry, i just could’ve sworn i’ve seen you before, YOU KNOW ? you’re attractive enough to be a model, BUT YOU’RE NOT ? are you ? i probably sound like a damn nutcase, ACTING LIKE PRETTY BLONDE GIRLS AREN’T EVERYWHERE. they do, - y’know, have the most fun, or whatever. I SOUND LIKE SUCH A DICKHEAD. SORRY : 『 HE GESTURES, with eyes, demanding a introduction. 』 ❞
MANHATTAN, NY : @sericate
❝ HEY. 『 a stare, firmly unyielding. 』 i don’t have… my ID with me - my friend wanted a fireball, you can get it, right? if i had mine i wouldn’t need to ask, obviously. you won’t get in any trouble if you’re convincing, right ? A GOOD ACTOR. i’m one, but i’m cursed with a baby face, see ? can’t help it at all. the teller is a total MORON. he won’t think anything. - scout’s honor … ❞
ROSEMARY, BEND : @religend
i . * ❪ PRELUDE ❫ ・━ ❝ ACHVIARA 《 BOUCHER / CATHLEEN
❛ 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 . 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 . ⸢ &. pallid mein contorts in a 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐂𝐄 of latent teeth . ⸥ i ’ ve heard enough of your baseless theories , daniel . YOU ’ RE MAKING ME SICK . i ’ m going to be sick : my chest aches &. my head too . . . 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 , ⸢ settle her temple to his palm , own fingers acting as precarious guides . ⸥ tell me , do i feel feverish to you ? mm , see what you ’ ve done to me . i won ’ t eat , i won ’ t sleep . i can ’ t . not until you put an 𝐄𝐍𝐃 to your speculating ; i don ’ t want to hear another word regarding the past &. its casualties . ❜
❝ SO, SO … inconsiderate, so very inconsiderate of you to dismiss these suffering souls. 『 HE SMILES, VOICE: DERIDING & SCORNFUL. 』 you’re being dramatic, an excuse to cling to me. IF YOU WANT ME TO, - want me to stop talking, then all you have to do is say so. 『 there’s pressure, hard pressed. an index: skimming her temple. 』 so dramatic, & what am i going to do with you. ❞
❝ there’s so many dead people, this town is cursed. i bet it’s cause we’re living over a burial ground for veterans or something, huh ? YOU CAN’T ESCAPE THE PAST, that’s what they’re trying to say when they CRACK THE JAW of the suburban school girl. - I HOPE. I HOPE THAT’S WHAT IT IS. a grown man with a strange fetish is boring : and i can’t stand… familiarity. ❞
ROSEMARY, BEND : @achviara

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❝ DON’T YOU HEAR ? 『 a slight, sinister smile. registered with relentlessness. 』 those people are calling you … did you want me - my help, i can tell them to stop : god, they just don’t stop, do you know them ? i can’t imagine being harassed like that, people are just so ignorant of other’s suffering. i’m not. are you listening, are you ? i said i’m not . did you want me to tell them to LEAVE NOW , or not ? ❞
NORMAL, MEDIOCRITY : @hmnwste
❝ ziegler, yes ? do you happen to speak - ah, i suppose it doesn’t matter much. i don’t intend to take up much of your time, i can only imagine how demanding… i apologize, rambling again. 『 a smile, silken & beguiling. 』 i intend to recommend a patient of mine, she experiences throbbing at the base of her skull. SHE SEEMS VERY MUCH IN PAIN, NO MATTER WHAT I PRESCRIBE. - your help … or diagnosis would be absolutely invaluable… really. ❞
ZÜRICH, SWITZERLAND : @elaison
❝ what a feeling, like the martyr who saw heaven open up as they were tortured. have you ever felt that kind of relief, no ? i think it would both SCARE ME and turn me on . OH WELL. times are against me. sacrilegious prosecution just isn’t the same . ❞
SHERWOOD, OHIO : @sawyercide
♡ 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘈 𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘌𝘙.

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thinking about daniel conceptually & how he directly diverges conventional notions of ‘redemption’ (can a person be beyond redemption?), ‘the limits/perspective of morality’ (the trolley problem: would you kill one to save many? is that an ethical choice? what if it were a loved one?) in the end, he’s indifferent & would most likely not touch the lever, not to save anyone directly, but because the outcome is morally ambiguous & perceptively wrong either way. he has no motivation for what he does, he just does it, & yet he isn’t portrayed to be an outcast because he has the charm & charisma of a politician.
"if so, her neck will break for it."
the context was spoken in third person. the crawling under her skin told her that he was talking about her , though. call it an unsparingly bad habit of hers collected into a small box over the years , but connie always tends to look into things. with how curious the tip of her nose was it was always stuck far into business that was hers or not. over - analyzing something someone said to her had only grown from a place of paranoia. all through her breathing life she has just been talked to through riddles. words to make her scratch once blonde locks and to heed. heed all that may come from it’s hidden meaning. so she looks far behind those words he spoke to her. like looking over a fence in her backyard.
a cryptic motive behind talking in third ways. the feeling was almost sideways juxtaposed to what presence he let her see before. why , did he ever crack ? or can she just see so clearly through ? quite intolerable with how sharp his tongue can be. an agile eye doesn’t miss a single bat of lash. it’s impossible that he would ever crack so easily around something so annoyingly vulnerable like herself.
❛ perhaps. ❜ her voice is steady. does not quaver to the left or right. not higher than the heavens or lower than the damned. ❛ at least it may be an ending of my choosing. if my neck were to break for anything , it will be my neck. ❜ the words she speaks make her tongue numb because she hasn’t any clue where any of it may be coming from. she’d never been so aware of her words and she thinks maybe now is the time her head has finally filled to the brim and is spilling over. the words feel right with how they’re strung together since that’s where her period marks the ending. there’s almost a rewarding feeling to come thereafter. she didn’t quaver.