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my aesthetic is constantly being sleep deprived and sad about random things in my life

men laughing together in public piss me off do that shit at home

born plagued with the “everyone hates me” mindset :,)

living with abusive parents will be like: *gets criticized for appearance* *gets called out for something everyone else does without punishment* *gets shamed for not knowing information you were never told* *gets punished for someone else’s bad mood* *why can’t you be more like xyz?* *you’re always like this* *gets left out of any positive family events* *gets chased away from dinner with insults* *gets criticized for spending too much time alone in your room* *gets shamed for not keeping up appearances* *gets blamed for stuff you had nothing to do with*

“Why are you crying? It’s not that big of a deal.”

do u ever think about how much you’ve changed in the past 2 years and ur just like, thank god.

this was one of the number one things my eating disorder therapist stressed the most and it’s helped drastically. this is so important.

i mean this completely seriously but… a cup of coffee can save your life a little, a shower can save your life a little, making your favorite meal can save your life a little…….little things actually add up to really big things in the long run if you let them, the secret to surviving everyday is infusing a little bit of magic into the mundane i truly believe that

i mean this completely seriously but… a cup of coffee can save your life a little, a shower can save your life a little, making your favorite meal can save your life a little…….little things actually add up to really big things in the long run if you let them, the secret to surviving everyday is infusing a little bit of magic into the mundane i truly believe that