My thoughts and dreams

Imagine this: you meet someone with a personality like you´ve never met before. You feel worth it in that person´s presence. You make a mistake. You´ve just reached the point where you don´t want to continue living but you´re also too much of a coward to just end things: so, you trust him with your life story. It´s not a nice story, though it could be worse. He builds you up. He stops those suicidal thoughts, he gives you a reason to continue living. But then, with one stupid comment, he rips it all away. Your whole safety net. It´s gone. You made a mistake. You trusted someone you barely know. And you depended on him. That´s your mistake. Not that you opened up. That makes you damn strong. But you depended on him to build you up. To make you feel better. But only you can make yourslef feel better. Only you can build yourself back up and crawl out of that hole. If you depend on other people to do the hard work for you, you will never get out of that circle. You are strong. You can do this. I promise. I´m still working on it but I´m positive I will be succesful. And I only need myself to succeed. (LG)

And then what?

-Anthony Burgess

And you don´t even know I exist.