“I am in love with you. I want to hold your hand when we go to class. I want to touch you whenever I feel like it. I want to kiss you and be happy with you. I don’t want to think about what I say to you, I just want to be able to tell you whatever I want. I want so much with you. I want you. I want forever with you, and I can’t have it because you have a girlfriend. And I am the last person on earth who’s gonna sabotage a relationship, because I am not that kind of person. And I’m sorry to have to tell you all this. But you wanted to hear it. And I needed to say it. Because it’s killing me. Being friends with you, seeing you every damn day. I love you. But I’m dying on the inside. Loving you is the best and worst thing I have ever done.”













