Vanilla

Hi hello this is Vanilla extract. An author from quotev and Wattpad :D

Pronouns: she/her

Welcome to my poor-excuse-of-a-page , because I don't really understand how it works and neither do I know what to put here — but welcome to my humble abode ! Please be seated🪑

🌌 My Original Works 🌌

You'll find most of them on my quotev account: https://www.quotev.com/Vanillaextract

Few on Wattpad : https://www.wattpad.com/user/DoctorStar7

💫 Story Excerpts / Scenes :

(This includes scenes of original books I've posted as well as short scenes which I wrote)

💫 Books:

Anonymous

Troublesome Life of a Reincarnated

💫 Scenes

Yet to be written

💫 Works I've posted on Tumblr :

Tyrant's Lullaby (Original)

Kazama Ren (OC x Reader )

Before Yesterday Begins (Original)

Wake Me Up— Halloween Special (Original)

Haikyuu (Bokuto textfic)

I never used Tumblr that much to be honest. I was forced to take refugee because apparently quotev nuked itself although I use to post stuff here and there- but if you ask about the rules of this page , then it is all general : no transphobic, homophobic, haters , religion, debaters , rudeness, etc.

I'll write mostly anything I guess except nsfw. I also do write romance , thriller , suspense and yandere ( I do not condone it ,it is filthy and disgusting) . I'm also a huge fan of dystopia.

Speaking about fandoms I usually don't prefer to write about the ones I'm a die-hard fan of because I believe they're masterpieces and I don't like ruining the ships or characterizations.

Though few fandoms are exceptions.

🌠 Few Anime Fandoms / Movies I've Watched 🌌

Demon Slayer

Banana Fish

Jujitsu Kaisen

The Promised Neverland

Given

Saiki K

Link Click ( my love<3) 

Spy x family 

The girl who leapt through time

A Whisper of heart

How to keep a mummy

Sk8 infinity

Your Name

Chainsaw man

A Whisker away

Mob Psycho 100

Princess Mononoke 

Weathering with you

The colorful movie

Children who chase lost voices

The Silent Voice

Ghibli studio movies

Haven't you heard? I'm Sakamoto

Seraph of the end 

Blue Lock

Chainsaw man

Suzume no tojimari

Paprika

From up on the Poppy Hill

Parasyte

🌠 I have also read tons of Manhwas / Webtoons 🌌

Unholy blood

Solo Levelling

Cursed Princess Club

Odd girl out

Nan Hao and Shang Fen

Beware the Villainess

Spirit Fingers

Tamen De Gushi

Lookism

How to fight

Eleceed

Manager Kim

Operation True Love

Death is the only ending for the Villainess

Killer crush

Concubine Walkthrough (this is freaking awesome)

I will change the Genre

And many more....

This page will include my occasion rants and memes as well...

Have a good day and remember to hydrate! Love your works!

Thanks for the kind words about my writing! I’m glad you enjoyed the Vespa post :)))) also it's fine , i was never much active on Tumblr so it's understandable

And thank you for informing, I was not aware about the controversies. But I checked out the situation involving one of their artists.

I won't let this get long but I'll just say i don’t support harassment toward anyone. Or any controversy that involves harm. My blog is mainly focused on writing and enjoying characters from the media I like. And I would also like to stay away from that part of the internet because usually things like that are quite stressful and aggressive. They stress me out and crumbles my mental health. I'm doing this for the things I love or value. So my intentions about these posts are definitely not negative.

Perspective of Jia Qiu to love interpretation

Jia Qiu is not used to the feeling of fondness. 

He doesn't think of romance or has the time to think about another person in that way, not when he is so busy juggling with the complicated situation surrounding himself and the City . Romance in the city is dead. How could two people find themselves together when the situations around themselves are so uncertain? When there's more looming death than there is blooming of life ? 

He had seen tragedies more often in his life than happy endings. Only those fortunate enough, only those with enough power, strength and inner prowess have the ability to test such waters. People of the backstreets , the people of Hongyuan , even his own Kong Family — a family he cared for, where he found tranquility and happiness had been taken away from him in a blink of an eye.

Therefore Jia Qiu does not let himself drown in those fairytales. He doesn't believe in love but he cares deeply for those who are around him. He cares enough to make an effort to not let them lose their paths on his watch and makes sure no harm falls their way.

Jia Qiu is noble in his existence and wise. He cares for people, and he sees the fragile threads that hold them together far more clearly than most. Where others only see someone show weakness or foolishness, he sees past their surface layers into their existing wounds and their fear trying to survive in a cruel city.

Perhaps that is why he refuses to let the people around him fall. Not out of obligation but because he understands too well how easily a single moment of despair can change the course of a life and lead them to ruins. Experiencing and witnessing the circumstances where people turn into monsters and trillions disappear over a course of one night. Promising youths allowing grief and anger to rot their hearts until nothing remains but bitterness.

Jia Qiu is familiar with that path too well , especially when he himself has walked dangerously close to it but managed to stop himself from getting swallowed by a city that never cared whether they lived or died.

Jia Qiu stands , watching the people fall and lose their lives on the Restructuring day. People screaming, not being able to do anything while watching their loved ones getting thrown off and crushed. Yet amongst the entire crowd his eyes fall upon one vehicle. One vehicle safe from all the problems and destruction — which he doesn't expect much from. The one vehicle carrying the small child with heterochromatic eyes leaning out of the vehicle fervently and frantically begging the older relative to let him save one life. Just one life. At least one life. Something shifts in his heart upon that action.

“……”

Jia Qiu knows he cannot control and change the fate of the City. He cannot change the chain of destruction and the fate of the lives already lost. He cannot bring them back or bring more destruction to avenge them.

Therefore, as the scene of the privileged cyan eyes who most of his family or the great family despises or envies flashes before his eyes , he gets the courage to choose differently. (Or he gets the idea of something he could choose differently. )

He holds a lot of grief in his heart for all the loved ones he lost , a lot of suppressed anger and the desire to avenge them. To burn the people who caused him so much anguish and pain, but if he follows the same path of letting the rage consume him whole , would there be any difference between the ones that wronged him and the ones he would wrong?

It's not an easy decision by any means. A part of Jia Qiu wishes to quench the thirst for revenge. To cut anyone's tongue who wrongs him and the ones living in the city, unfairly.

Hence he leaves Hongyuan in search of the meaning of life.

And as years passed by and he finally finds it and returns , Jia Qiu understands the choice within his reach. He cannot chose for the people who have their own choices. He cannot help those who go seeking for death with their wild actions with unfathomable reasons. He understands that he needs to take a life to do what's right and realises he needs to save or spare one when mercy is needed. 

He still loathes those who wronged his family. Who wronged him and killed innocents but eventually decides and learns to let go. He finally understands that he cannot save everyone , neither can be completely destroy in the name of revenge. 

He finally realises that ...

.....if he cannot save the world or avenge the ones who were wronged, then he can at least stand guard or attempt to protect the small circle of lives that fate places within his reach. That he will guide them when they stray, steady them when they falter, and pull them back from the edge when grief threatens to swallow them whole. 

The main goal of his family was to bring a positive change for the better of Hongyuan. To make it a place worth living, not only for those who were unprivileged, but also for the ones who were privileged so they would use the powers they acquired for the rightful purpose.

Jia Qiu doesn't always believe in happy endings because he knows how easily they disappear. Not every outcome of struggle or hard work is always bright. 

And he might not have time to ponder upon the concept of love or fondness but if he has any ways to express it , then it's not in the form of dreams or empty words or physical affection. 

Haha, hello thank you! Ngl this has me smiling for weeks. Thanks anon. I'll be releasing more as per mood and not just of Vespa, but other sinners too. But I pour my heart and soul into it <333

thank you for the message ! Honestly I was afraid i was going to make him ooc , it was my first time writing a oneshot for a character :)))

I might make more depending on my mood in future ^^

Vespa Crabro x Reader

Vespa Crabro the taboo hunter from N corp is not a person who believes in fantasy. He doesn't believe in something coming true like a dream or destiny , nor does he believe in miracles. He believes in order and the chain of commands, he believes in loyalty and sincerely doing what's required of him , even if it means pushing himself to a breaking point or crossing lines of professionalism

Vespa is strictly a professional individual. His daily life is filled with work and perseverance to fulfil that goal of the day. He is not perfect but he tries his best. His victories are not completely distinct from failures and successes. He is just another fixer living in the city , trying to survive and live , determined to not meet the fates of the many.

Vespa is easily capable of pushing his professional boundaries when necessary, yet he finds it difficult when it comes to you. You are a fixer he had unexpectedly grown fond during his compromised stay and work with Moses.

He had never planned it, let alone expected it. You were annoying. He disliked you teasing him along with Ezra and trying to involve him for unnecessary activities outside of work. Pestering him and trying to make him smile because of 'his old man face'. You laughed or attempted to make him laugh at things which were not funny. He found that .... disruptive.

But aside from it all, he also respected you for your work. You were annoying but often reliable when it came to tricky missions. You were an A grade fixer who often pushed past your limits and pulled unexpected, unpredictable stunts where usually he knew there was a higher probability of failure rather than success. He respected you because you knew how to turn the wheels and very smartly so , and although he has never openly admitted that many missions and tasks often became tons easier and tolerable because of you. You were surprisingly logical and sensible when it came to certain tasks.

And over time , Vespa was surprised to find he did not find your presence exhausting. He found it hard to push you away. He found it harder to reject your post- mission detours and places you visited because they were 'interesting'. He found himself instinctively jumping to save/ protect you whenever you were minutes away from getting gravely hurt or injured. Somehow he had begun to notice the way your eyes fluttered when you smiled or twinkle when he agreed to something you suggested or drop when he rejected your request or how they twitched and closed when you were hurt. How he reluctantly followed your stupid bets or got involved in petty games.

Somehow he was beginning to warm up with your reckless ways and reckless ideas of living your life in the moment to the fullest because no one could ever know the unpredictable events & phenomenons in the City that would snatch away the liberty to live any moment. You often said it whenever a particular distortion was overwhelming to handle because of unfavorable circumstances. Or when you would relate with an unwanted emotion that resembled with it. It never hindered your performance but often changed your mood post mission. But it made him curious. He never pried but you seemed to be inviting him to pry.

And he never regretted not prying before till the moment you had pushed him off and voluntarily taken the hit to deal with one tricky Distortion so he could find an opening to attack. That had ended up causing you severe distress and injury leading to your unconsciousness and absence for a long time.

It was then he realised the inevitable connection he had formed. It was then he realised the hollowness that would sometimes consume him whenever he looked at your empty desk when you recovered. He inevitably found himself worrying about your well-being and wanting the best things to come your way.

And his heart dropped on the thought of never being able to see you again. Even after all the things he had gone through in the past, Vespa Crabro had unexpectedly turned fond of your presence to a point he couldn't bear the idea of never being able to see you again.

It was in the office when he saw Moses and Ezra discussing about the offer you had received from Wing. A better, long-lasting, well-paying job which was relatively safe and well fitted to handle. All criterias were met and "Only a fool would reject the offer. " were surprisingly Moses's remarks.

For the first time in his life after a long while, Vespa felt uneasiness in his heart. The discussion that occurred in Moses' office in every form and way concluded with them all suggesting you to not miss out on the offer. They all appreciated your stay and your hardwork , many of them were reluctant for your leave and had formed connections yet all of them had the opinion of letting you go because it wasn't easy to attain such an offer. 

An uneasy feeling had begun to build up , crushing and suffocating his chest , leading him to take a break on the balcony. He blankly observed the architecture of the city and his views on the job. It was truly a tempting offer but upon pondering over the events that led him here , the times he spent together and on genuinely assessing his feelings that had built up over time, Vespa realised he did not want you to go . He did not want you to go so far away that he wouldn't even be able to see you from afar. No matter how easy the job was, no matter how happy you would be , it was his selfish wish that secretly desired that you would stay and never leave his side. 

"Why hiding the long old face , Vespy Bee?" You suddenly appeared to his side and questioned with a knowing, endearing look on your face.  Your eyes were narrowed at the corners, something he realised you did when you were genuinely happy to see him or when you were in a good mood " Jealous you didn't receive an offer like this yourself?" You teased , flashing him a toothy smile that miserably failed to mask your own dilemma. 

" I couldn't care less about an offer like that" his eyes reverted back, as he scoffed in disbelief you would even ask such a question. But you being you, he was not surprised. 

"Right because you're soooooo hung up on that Taboo Hunter Job from N corp. Honestly, I don't get the kicks." You admitted , your eyes glossing in wonderment and thought, not knowing what was so special about that job.

Vespa watched you slump over the railing with expressions that melted away with time and revealed the real feelings that tumbled underneath. The Color Fixer had a feeling you had been allowing him to view more and more about yourself recently and he couldn't say he disliked it.

It was very unusual of you to follow him out when the entire office had been supporting you and celebrating on your behalf. Anyone would be happy or honoured .

But the expressions you showed him, told him you were not. You looked more in dilemma and confusion instead. And that prevented Vespa from gauging your answer on its behalf.

“Are you planning on leaving?” Vespa's lips moved before he got a hold of himself and you looked at him in surprise. You were stunned, for Vespa never usually asked questions or held doubts or cared about matters like that. 

A smile crept up on your face with an urge to tease him yet again “Why? Does Vespy Bee not want me to leave?” 

Vespa had been very brusque about almost all matters he had encountered with. You knew that better than anyone else about his opinions than anyone in the office would. Being on the same and opposite side in high stress situations , there is a clear and intimate understanding that comes while repeatedly facing situations like that. 

“I told Moses once,” Vespa mused , recalling the topic he had once discussed with his respected colleagues “that feelings should either be left to wither or accepted in their entirety. I don’t believe in miracles or destiny" he continued. “But I do believe in decisions and freedom of choice”

He then turned to you.

“ And if you have already made your decision then there's no use of me asking you to change it. ” 

That made you humm, realising he wasn't really wrong with his words and beliefs. 

“However…” 

Your attention was turned back to Vespa again, but this time , he stood upright, staring at you with a tender gaze you had only seen on his face in rare moments before. He were beginning to show more of that side recently but unlike other moments, somehow today he was bold to step closer and directly look down into your eyes. “You once said we should live in the moment because the City can take anything at any time. To live before learning what it is to die,” Vespa is not a man who was a fan of touches, yet while uttering those words he  gently reached out for both of your hands with his warm callous arms. His eyes glinting faintly in restraint resolve, with a subtle, almost shy hesitation in their softened edges. “ And I think I would very much like to learn what it is to live with you before learning what it's like to die without you by my side”  You had dreamt of many confessions before, but never in a million years had your hopeless romantic heart dreamt of this one. Eventually you found your heart beating faster and a flush darkening your cheeks. "I don't think I'm going to leave you any sooner Vespy Bee" was all you could reply with the widest grin before ruffling his styled golden black hair until it turned messy and fell down his temples.  Vespa let out a free breathless chuckle , as both of you lightly laughed , admiring each other with warm , adoring and gentle eyes.  Vespa Crabro doesn't believe in miracles or destiny or fate — but maybe for you he would learn to make them all an exception.