''it's always been you... and me''

what if your DAD died and you tried to get your BROTHER to TALK about it with you and he called you GAY and ANNOYING and went back to FUCKING his CAR and you were the TAKE-A-WALK TYPE.

? NO.

Sam lost the rabbits foot. Hes bumbling around breaking shit. He needs help getting down the stairs without falling. His knees are bloody and stuck full of dirt. He slipped in the shower. He fell and busted his lip. He asks for help getting his shoes on. Dean’s so hard he could pass out

the way the difference between sam killing lilith and sam trapping lucifer is dean's permission is always so crazy to me. like both times they were relying on shady intel, sam drinking crazy amounts of demon blood, sam surpassing strength he's not supposed to, sam fundamentally damning himself to hell in the name of his own monstrosity as his last act of martyrdom. except one time he saves the world and one time he ends it. why? one time his brother wanted him not to and one time he did.

so many of sam's decisions hinge upon this too because this isn't just a coincidence this is the way his universe is functionally set up at this point. this is what the mirrors built themselves around sam for. sam's function as a narrative scapegoat and his core sin being any type of rebellion against his family twisted on an apocalyptic scale only to find ways to correct his actions for in deference. so what he do? he defers.

the craziest part about john winchester's horrific revenge quest is that his success actually could have saved them, but he failed. which is so evil. like what if your dad in many ways was right, but he just wasn't good enough.

someone tell dean he can just fuck his brother and he doesn't need to go through the hoops of him and sam -> michael and lucifer -> generic angel and devil -> angel and devil girls -> angel and devil strippers -> grinding on each other (angel's hips against devil's ass) to achieve deansam sex. like genuinely.

rigid sexuality with an exception for one family member