Always takes place out by the pool

so much of people's need for identity is rooted in wanting 2 control others' perception of them ... let it go

oh that's my bed

[ID: Aerial photo of two adult wild hogs and 9 or 10 hoglets lying in a field. The babies are all lying in a pile between/on top of the two adults. End ID]

If you don’t genuinely bask in the joy of others you evil eye yourself. Blessing your own life cannot happen inward it actually can only happen outward, if you don’t share joy then you will be robbed of it. You’ve put a curse on yourself by lacking authenticity toward the lives of others.

I am not harvesting I am not planting I am tending and watering and waiting and it feels like I'm stuck but I think it's actually necessary