writer

I was shocked.

Has he really stopped loving me?

Doesn't he wanna see me anymore?

I want you,

When movie was about to end where actor and actress finally reunite; for a moment I thought about you and that I should be with you, leaving everything behind.

But now if I think again, I can't do that. :(

Then somebody walks into your life and you start caring about that person.

Can't sleep!

There are so many things that your mind reminds you at night when you rather just wanna sleep.

After a long time, I feel an urge to write again. To just frame my thoughts and get rid of them.

I got reminded of the time when other person didn't reply to my messages on time and I compared the time when I sent a message and when I got reply for that message with other person's messages reply.

And something about broken heart from one of the member; my mentor from a spiritual group. She said, " it's okay if you're heart broken at 22, mine was at 26." And I feel her now...

I wanna improve everyone's living, I wanna rebuilt my house, I want someone (I'm not sure if I still want someone now).

The office work is so boring, I hate doing that; actually I'm not even doing that properly cause it's rubbish and who wanna work like that?

I should switch the company again. But that doesn't guarantee the good work. Or I work my ass off so I can get a good company, good job and good work we well.

I'm not sure about my relationships in this life, with anyone. I'm not good enough for any relationship. I just wanna be alone.

Maybe continue again sometime, now my mind can't think; all blank.

When it's about writing, my mind stops functioning and when I was sitting idle, it was not letting me sleep.

Boyfriend: sad, you couldn't ask me. I ain't helping now, go ask anyone.

Girl: you could have replied " yes, I can! " to my story. I said, *anyone*.

Tbh, I can't handle your way of teaching.

Was she wrong to ask somebody/ friends for help?

Is it necessary to be always dependent on a man/ boyfriend/ spouse for help?