#11:40

My heartbeats in my head and I'm letting it take me over, you only regret what you don't do. Why don't we do what we want too.

you know, i’d really like to just disappear for a while, see who actually fucking cares because i really do feel like everyone just pretends, they're just in habit of acting like they do but in reality, when it comes down to it, they just don't. they don't. you can't make people care about you if they don't, its just the way it is, it sucks so much, but its reality. is what sucks the most though is when the person you went to with everything, the person you always thought had your back, doesn't care about you or your wellbeing and is talking shit behind your back, and its times like these that I'm reminded why i used to be an extreme introvert, most people are only out for themselves. i told you i was hurting and u didn't care. u didn't care at all, and i really really fucking needed you. you let me down and i will never ever forget that.