There's a party here

everyone who reblogs this and is like "I ordered my own tea this week" or "I only barfed once when I had to give a presentation'- you are doing amazing sweetie. Have patience with yourself, you are relearning a skill so difficult that people get 4 year degrees to do it professionally.

Sakumo being sweet and kinda timid and then you train with him and he drives you like an anbu slave. Sakumo pushing 3 yr old Kakashi to the point of exhaustion every day he gets with him

#no ;-; #Sakumo leaving his baby at home to go on these missions where there's constantly children dead or dying #he comes home heart in his throat to find his boy safe and sound and he thinks I won't let this happen to you whether I'm dead of alive #two year old Kakashi already knows where to run and how best to hide for cover #three year old Kakashi already can fend off an adult when directly attacked to buy time for a getaway #four year old Kakashi can fully maintain the house and himself like Sakumo was living with an adult roommate and not his baby boy #five year old Kakashi brings home his Academy graduation diploma and Sakumo is so proud! that's his boy his smart hardworking son #then he comes back from The Mission and his little boy has gone on a mission of his own. in war time. already a chuunin #he thinks about Kakashi's squad leader having the same dilemma as he himself just did. and choosing the mission #thinks about his son witnessing and CAUSING all of the death and gore he himself witnesses and causes as well #and it hits him that boy is six years old. six y/o kids get tucked in at 9pm and play in sandboxes and their biggest problem is lost crayons #so he tries to hug his little boy but there's only a soldier in his house #all he wanted was to teach his son to protect himself but accidentally created a weapon for the village to use #but that's what he does isn't it? puts people in harm's way by trying to save their lives. what else might he do to his own son if he stays?

Victor Frankenstein syndrome aka you spent nights over nights crying and bleeding over this work and now that it's finally done you're just like "nvm. it's trash" and go to bed