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Meanwhile I’m over here in actual ffxi tryna raw Promathia in ⭐️Dawn with trusts on normal mode and not eat a Meteor before I can get that chest piece

Ya girl is back on her bullshit, and she’s tag teaming the two best monsters a monster fucker could fuck, including the Shadow Lord, rocking his shit left and right like the little bitch he is

And don’t look now but Lady Lilith is ascending just around the corner, come here Mommy come play with meeeeee

You better before i snag these last 1700 plutons and get myself Spharai 119 III

Therapy is only helping so much with the ocd thoughts and compulsions but it can’t do shit for me as far as fixing society and their standards and behaviors, and I’m just expected to continue acting like I’m normal when I’m not????

My birthday was no fun, i didn’t get to really celebrate and that added to my melancholy and depression. No amount of “it’s my birthday week” can fix not getting to celebrate on your birthday.

I keep butting heads with my best friend and it’s making me feel like shit

I’ve chain smoked for two weeks or so now because i have no weed, and that’s almost all I’ve put my very meager income toward, and that’s made me feel guilty but i can’t help it

I am just unhappy, plain and simple

I wish i were joking or exaggerating but im not

sitting outside when you’re severely depressed is a hell of a mood boost

but i'm 8-1 in ranked battles in champions

fuck these nhl officials and the bullshit inconsistency between goalie interference calls. it'll be a god damn miracle if the cup is decided without a controversial call or non-call over it at this point. i'm so fucking fed up with this shit, and if i'm dan muse, i'm throwing shit on the ice with the next blown call.