real life lydia deetz

about to quit both my bands and just stand in front of an oncoming train my life is a joke

truly nothing matters at fucking all anymore. getting diagnosed with an irreversible disease that 60-80 year olds get when you're 26 really hits the nail on the head. i'm fucking done.

i did a singalong event at an elementary school tn for work and three 6 and 7 year olds came up to me purely to ask me about how i "got those holes in my ears" and that was a full circle moment for me from when i was 7 and one of the coaches at a softball clinic i was taking had stretched ears and i was so intrigued (and ironically grossed out at the time lmao) and was also asking her so many of the same questions... i'm starting to believe we really all do experience the same childhood 😭😭😭

paramore really hyped us up for 5.5 years to release the best songs on the album as singles along with an entirely mid album. sad.

let's make tumblr a thing again so i have somewhere to vent without people i know seeing it??????? sound good?????