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reason to live #27:
there's so much art you haven't made, and only you can make it. only you can tell your story.

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Inner World?
Big! Very big. There’s an island-continent with forests, cities, towns, a desert, a Savanah, grassland, mountains, tunnels, and so on. There’s an underworld, an apocalypse dimensions-world, another dimension I don’t get to see, and a control “room” (many rooms) employees-only (so to speak) area
Nonhuman Alters?
We have A LOT of nonhuman alters. Many nonhumans are still humanoid/human shaped, but lots that are not-human shaped as well. Very much shape shifting happens as well
Alter Count?
Currently, our spreadsheet as 538 entries. I’ve been told there’s a few dozen more, but that’s The NumberTM
Hi! We are an autistic system and our autism is making it hard to post about our system without guidance, so we will be answering random ask game questions that no one asked 😅

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Things That Didn’t Make Sense Until I Was Diagnosed With DID:
Thinking, “I feel like a bird. I know I’m not a bird. I am not hallucinating that I look like a bird. But I feel my feathers poof when I’m mad, I get panic-attack upset that I can’t fly, and I feel like a bird.”
Low headcount is valid
High headcount is valid
VERY low headcount is valid
Very HIGH headcount is valid
We all belong
Random DID Fact:
Some people have an Inner World, a mind palace they purposefully or subconsciously built to exist/communicate/interact/etc with each other, but other don’t! They may also have one but all or some alters have have limited access; they may also have limited awareness because their mind’s eye’s eye doesn’t show a very clear picture, or because they don’t have access to all of their senses in their mind’s eye (thinking in vibes and/or thinking in pictures, sounds, smells, textures, tastes, interoception/body feelings, or proprioception (placement/movement) which impacts some people to the point of aphantasia (no mental picture”picture”/mind’s eye). If there is no Inner World it may be possible to create one, similarly to how some people build an internal “happy place.”
You know how right wing media runs off of BIG SCARY EMOTIONS instead of fact?
Left wingers do this too. Except instead of "THEY'RE EATING THE CATS AND DOGS" it looks like:
"No one else will ever accept you."
"You're too oppressed to be understood by anyone but us."
or
"Anyone outside our group is dangerous."
Check in with yourself about how online communities make you feel.
Do they make you feel hopeful, or hopeless? Connected, or isolated? Accepted, or tolerated?
Do they encourage you to think for yourself, and use critical thought? Or do they ask you to accept without thinking and toe the line? Is there open communication, or are differing opinions bullied into silence?
Beware of anyone who tries to isolate you.
Beware of anyone who tells you no one else will ever love you like they will, that no one else will ever accept you.
Beware of anyone that tells you life is nothing but pain, or that there is no hope.
Hopeless, lonely people are easily controlled.
I know things are scary right now. I'm scared too.
Look out for people who WANT you scared.
Try to find spaces that make you feel like change is possible. Look for people who make you feel empowered to do something!
Look for the helpers.
Random DID fact:
Hearing alters as “voices” can range from hallucinating-hearing an alter, to hearing them as if they’re one of your own thoughts; it may not be clear when it’s your thoughts verses the thoughts of another alter

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Random DID Fact (or two?):
It’s not just the “obvious” stuff that gets hidden by amnesia, and amnesia can happen within one alter- not just between them
Dissociative avoidance is brutal, because what do you mean I already have ADHD and a low boredom tolerance, and there’s a whole list of things I love and want to do but avoid like the plague 😭
I want to try the new system apps but like 😭 but I already had trust issues before The Shutdown and had to convince myself that SP wouldn’t do this, so I’ll need to see which platforms stand the test of time before I feel comfortable with that
Me, every day, working on profiles:
They always pick up the phone right when you take a bite.
The bus always pulls up as soon as you sit and look at your phone.
It always starts working again as soon as help shows up to fix it.
Do not give up. The tide always turns as soon as we are certain it won’t.

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Our therapist just called us polyfragmented unprompted 😭 welp
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