emerrrgency induction port

when do you stop grieving for the life you thought you’d have? like, does that happen?

why is it so hard for people to grasp that disabilities disable and chronic illnesses are chronic. yes even when it inconveniences you. yes even when your patience runs out

i just want to be held until i stop hurting. i want to feel safe, loved and protected. being alive hurts so much..

I need what I can't have

i wish i wasn’t so disposable

mom can u come pick me up my brain is telling me no one wants me here

all i want is to go home, but i dont know where to find it

I don’t think I have a place that I belong

Alone in my room, wondering what went wrong.

I wish I wasn't traumatized at the young age because now I can't function like a normal human being. I'm scared of everything because I'm so scared of fucking things up. I don't want to be me anymore

thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong. i have felt wrong for my entire life.