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So many good albums have released open ur eyes.

Does she not realize lumping her or any tgirl who gets liked by them etc.

It just doesnt feel like you see me a feminine when u lump me in with what's basically a slur for trans girls. And men.

Like get the fuck out of here with that stuff.

Its just the same hetro bullshit with a gay ray.

Can't we treat each other like humans. I swear shit like that sets us back alot.

And im all for people identifying as whatever the fuck they want but the older I get the more i realize alot of "feminine men" are just oppressed trans woman who are still scared to be there fullself.

Ofc this isn't a binary im mostly taking about the term femboy but still.

Im all for femininity in any form but lets not pretend that any of that shit is progressive at all.

Stop lumping me in with men.

Stop dating trans woman for there dick.

Maybe im just ranting but like its this overwhelming feeling that some people dont want me because im a nice person to talk to but I'm there fetish.

I just want real connection that's all I care about id give up sex completely for that.

I know no one actually cares but I do and I cant get over anything im stuck i feel useless Im not really close with anyone my life's a mess. Mentally im fucked so fucked.

Idk im losing it.

I still think about being near you more then anything else but I can tell dont want me in ur life which is cool.

Mostly just waiting for the feeling to change idrc about sexuality but like I dont think thats the reason you dont speak to me.

Im probably stressful and to much which yea lmao I am.

But i still wish to be near you no matter what.

Silly cause if you wanted anything from me you would asked.

And I dont want to bother you I want you to be happy.

So I'll stay far away cuz I know im not a good influence on anyone ever.

Sorry im like this.

I should of been over you forever ago.

But you know I just hope ur happy !

I really dont wanna get inbetween that.

I hope to be able to make connections like what we had again one day.

Theres barely a human inside this body iccant do shit dude I can barely do things I enjoy at this point.

Im failing all im doing constantly is failing.

I feel already dead none of this matters but it does cause I care but i dont cause I haven't felt safe in eons.

I just dont see a point but also im still here for some reason.

Really wish I wasnt but also dont wanna hurt others!

I really hope America can get better for all the actual people who built it (immigrants and minorities)

La dispute.

Hail the sun.

Dance Gavin dance.

My chemical romance.

Secret band.

Royal coda.

Sianvar.

I still need to listen to more bands but also the genre isnt perfect alot of the stuff I'll try out is mid af so I drop it.