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Anway I think this gift is a constant source of pain and self flagellation for Ilya. Because shouldn't he have known something was wrong? Shouldn't he have known it was a sign? He was just so happy to have his mama back and everything back to normal, but he should have known better... and at times he kindof spins it into this secret coded message. she was giving him a clue, she wanted him to figure it out and save her, and he didn't pick up on it so it's his fault she died. He spend the nest couple years picking apart every moment of those last couple days looking for secret coded messages and imagining what might have happened if he was better and smarter and put it all together in time to save her... Eventually he kindof packs that fantasy away although he still blames himself for her death.

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I have that!

So! Here’s some awareness from yours truly!!

We are people just like you

We are statistically more likely to be harmed than to do harm

Not all of us are overt, there’s a good chance you have talked to and maybe even been friends with a schizophrenic without knowing!

There’s more schizophrenia spectrum disorders than just schizophrenia, such as schizoaffective personality disorder

“Schizo” is considered an offensive term by many schizophrenics and some even consider it a slur against us, if you aren’t schizospec yourself please try to avoid using it (as well as “psycho” for psychosis!)

Similarly, the recently common “quirky” online phrases “delulu”, “schizoposting”, “I’m so delusional” (without actually having a delusion), etc are also very offensive! We aren’t a joke!

Not all of us hallucinate or have delusions. There’s more symptoms than just those 2 and the schizophrenia diagnostic criteria doesn’t even necessarily require either of them to be present

We can sometimes know we’re having a delusion while still experiencing the delusion, it’s called double bookkeeping

We deserve rights and bodily autonomy (that includes to not be forcefully drugged and locked up without our consent!!!)

posting cas’ thoughts on shane and yuna’s connection with japanese culture because some of y’all are incorrect

Ilya's been being a chirping, aggressive bitch on the ice all night, grin sharp and teeth bloody from one too many gloves off, and Shane's trying not to get so hard he can't skate straight

Shane finally breaks his perfect media persona and shuts down a shitty reporter with a sharp tongue and sharper words, and Ilya's forcing himself not to take Shane right there on the table

It shocks people when Ilya's being worse than normal and instead of stopping it, Shane's egging him on with a look and a seemingly innocent but targeted touch

Ilya's wrapping himself as tightly as possible around Shane in a bar, face buried in his neck because Shane started bitching off to someone who wouldn't just leave them the fuck alone