After 13 years of battling crippling and debilitating and life threatening mental heath struggles I finally can understand people’s point of view when they want other people to feel the pain they are feeling. I remember I used to think I don’t mind feeling this horrific emotional pain as long as other people don’t have to. I can carry this. And after 13 years of falling over and getting back up over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over… I’d quite like to see someone else deal with what I have to. I think they’d have thrown in the towel year ago. I don’t think anyone else could hack this actually.





















