Just A Random Donut With A Supernatural Obsession.

still thinking of Sam and Dean as the guys who visited her in the past. So it´s kinda awkward for her to talk to them as her sons. To figure out what they have been going through she reads the supernatural book series. 

my first video edit

First of all, I want to point out that what happened today in Orlando is horrible. I don’t understand how someone could do such a thing. It is unbelievable that such people exist. I’m sorry for all the victims & families. Also, I want to nominate 2 people for Misha’s (or gishwhes’) #givelovetoday The first person I want to nominate is @octopus-festivities . I’ve known her for quite some time now and she has always been there for me. I want her to know that she, literally, saved my life. Although without Supernatural, always keep fighting, you are not alone and the Supernatural cast/family I would not have made it, I wouldn’t have without her either. When I met her i was in a really bad place. She wasn’t doing great either but she helped me through it. I hope I helped her too. She is amazing, supporting and a perfect friend. I love her. She’s one of the strongest persons I know. I guess that this might not make a lot of sense but; it’s really lifesaving to know that there’re people out there that care for you eventhough they have no idea of your existence, but it’s even more amazing to have someone actually being there if you need them. @octopus-festivities has actually been one of the main reasons that I kept on fighting. That I’m still fighting now. I’m so thankfull for her. Lotte, I love you, I’m so thankful for you and I never want to lose you. The second person is someone that I haven’t known for that long but is still more important in my life right now than some people i’ve know for so much longer. @sprntrl-gifs .She is really really talented. Unfortunately she doesn’t know it herself. She approached me on instagram, eventhough she has really bad anxiety, and we’ve been talking since. I’m really really greatful that she send me that message because I would never have had the balls, or the courage to do such a thing. She is such a strong, humble, beautiful, smart and amazing person and eventhough she’s been through/ going through a lot, she’s still there for me. It really feels amazing if someone thinks you’re cool enough to beat their anxiety to approach you. She has made me feel better from the start. She is an amazing singer & songwriter. Last night, when I wrote the first part of this blog post, she called me and sang “count on me” to me. It hit me like a rock and I, for the first time in months, cried tears of happiness. She has amazed me from the start if our friendship and I’m sure she’ll keep doing that untill we’re old and grey. Christa, thank you for everything, I promise I’ll always be there for you. Eventhough I’ve only known you for 13 days now, I just want you to know that it feels like months, maybe years. I love you, always keep fighting, you’re not alone. These people deserve the world. Unfortunately I can’t give them the world, but I can nominate them for this. To show them, that they mean so much to me. And that they ARE worth the world. They're both so accepting and sweet. They love people for who they are and don't judge people. Not because of their race, gender, sexuality, religion, etc. They just don't judge anyone and are very kind and humble. I've always been different and "weird" but they didn't/ don't care. They just accept me. Everyone has always judged me for being different, not them. They're when I need them and they're honest, respectful and accepting. They're everything I need from a friend. Like I said, they're worth the WHOLE WORLD FOR CHUCKS SAKE. You might not understand what i’ve just wrote, but I hope they do. I’m bad with words so i hope maybe some of you will understand that, if you know someone for only 13 days or you’ve known them for 3 Years. It doesn’t matter. Because a person can save you in those 13 days. While the other has been saving you for the last 3 years. These girls are both live savers. Misha, GISHWHES, I can’t describe how much these girls are worth to me. Even if this doesn’t win your competition, I’ve already won, because these girls are my friends and that’s all I need. I just want THEM to know how amazing they’re, and maybe, if this story wins, they’ll finally see that their friendship is something that’s extraordinary and priceless. Lots of love, Nanouk. (A SPN fangirl who has the most amazing friends in the whole wide world). P.s. Misha, I love you and the SPN cast too.

Oh no, there is nothing. Misha is just amazing and seeing his name on your feed hopefully makes today a better day for you.

probably everyone will think this is weird but just think about it

i wont say what friend i mean but i hope that if she sees this she will realize how special she is. sorry for making that joke. also not sorry because its an amazing joke. I love you my queer friend!

me: why