Because When I Think of You, I Don't Feel So Alone

I AM A SEVERE FINANCIAL CRISIS AND I NEED HELP!!!

Since moving back in April, I’ve been struggling to keep bills paid. While I’ve kept up on my phone and car insurance, I’ve had to sacrifice and let my car payments get severely behind. I’m in severe danger of losing my car, the only way for me to get to and from my current job. What’s worse, the tags on my car have expired, and I need to get them replaced. I’m also behind on rent and utilities, but my roommates have been so lenient on it. However, I feel really bad, cause I know this causes them to struggle as well.

In total, with all that needs to be paid including past due fees, and to get my account out of the negative, I need to somehow come up with a little over $2,200 Looking at that number, it just… feels so daunting and insurmountable…. I’m already working 30 hours a week, and that already takes a toll on my body with my fibromyalgia. I’m considering picking up a second job, but that means I’d have to sacrifice the possibility of school, and that really just kills me inside. I’ve been trying to get back into school, only to have so many obstacles. I thought I finally made it, only for all of this to happen.

What’s worse, all this financial stress has made my anxiety and depression grow more and more worse with every passing day. I’ve been pushed to suicidal tendencies twice before over financial stress in the past five years, and I’m really scared that it’s going to happen again…

Please, if people can help me somehow. I just don’t want this stress over me anymore. I am able to do commissions, and I have commission pricing. I can try to do other things to, whatever I’m capable of, to raise money. At this point, I’m desperate and willing to do whatever it takes to get this fixed.

If you can share this post, I greatly appreciate it. If you can commission me, or choose to donate, I’ll appreciate it even more.

If you want to donate to my paypal, here is the link to do so

Donation Link

Here is my commission sheet with information. Also, if you want to contact me about any other kind of work, please email me at [email protected]

I don’t have anything that can get this covered. I had to miss an audition for school, and I have to work tonight. I don’t know what to do.

Hey guys. I’ve never asked this of my followers but I’m having a family emergency right now and I could really use your help. So here it goes… Sorry if my grammar is off and if my sentences are long… it’s been a hard week. 

❛i don’t get what you even see in ____.❜

❛they’re not right for you, you know.❜

❛why do you keep staring at them?❜

❛you’re late. why are you coming home at 3 am? it’s someone else, isn’t it?❜

❛why do you always win?❜

❛hey – can you get off their dick for five seconds?❜

❛it’s almost like you’re dating them.❜

❛it’s almost like you married them.❜

❛you like them a lot, don’t you?❜

❛after all these years, i never thought i’d lose to someone like them.❜

❛chose between them or me.❜

❛me? JEALOUS?!….. HAHAHAHAHahaHAHAhAhahHA… yes.❜

❛me? JEALOUS? you’re out of your mind.❜

i actually tried to make a promo this time but i’m REALLY bad at making promos

“i couldn’t help it, i was having a bad episode” is a justification, not an apology.

“i’m so fucking sorry, i fucked up, i don’t deserve to live, i should stop talking to anyone ever, i should die” is a second breakdown and a guilt trip. it is not an apology.

when you apologize, the focus should be on the person you hurt. “i’m sorry. i did something that was hurtful to you. even if i was having a rough time, you didn’t deserve to hear that,” is a better apology. if it was a small thing, you can leave it at that.

if you caused significant distress to the other person, this is a good time to talk about how you can minimize damage in the future. and again, even if it is tempting to say you should self-isolate and/or die, that is not a helpful suggestion. it will result in the person you’re talking to trying to talk you out of doing that, which makes your guilt the focus of the conversation instead of their hurt.

Please. Please please please read this and reblog!

If you support LGBTQ Rights you need to stop scrolling and read this. This is not a fucking joke.

If you cant read this, here it is: 

If you don’t remember Sophie M Herold, she is a German girl, who is extremely homophobic and transphobic. She has found out LGBTQ persons names, addresses, personal info etc. And set up her own database. Her intentions with this are harmful.

‘’Why didn’t they keep Teruteru’s old design, he was so good looking unlike now :/’’

‘’I was so happy when Hifumi died, pointless character’’

‘’Touko and Genocider is the same person -.-’’

‘’Yasuhiro and Akane did nothing in the whole game, and they survived, wth?’’

‘’OMG KOMAEDA DID NOTHING WRONG, LEAVE MY BABY ALONE, HE DID NOTHING!’’

“Hello?? Hello? Anyone here? If you are here, would you kindly reblog or like this? I wanna follow everyone that helped me spread this promo!!  well to be honest I’ll follow everyone I see. Oh! I forgot to introduce myself! My name is Monomi!! My ultimate talent is hope…!!! Oh wait,I hear that’s been taken…? I’ll be right back, I’m going to check on that..”