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you know how before I said that if you have mars-uranus aspects (especially squares and oppositions) to be careful because u can injure yourself (mars) when operating machinery (uranus) and suddenly (uranus) bleed when using sharp objects like knives (mars) it also works the opposite way

mars rules surgery, sharp tools, and the ability to cut, separate, or perform with precise hands. depending on the mars sign, house or aspect you can really succeed in jobs where surgery, tatooting, knife skills (mhm I mean literal chopping or even sword fighting type of shit) or even just physical craftsmanship in general where you need to be able to master hands on skills & action

for ex: mars in virgo ppl could be great at doing things where you have to focus on the SMALLEST of details. like this reminds me of the people that make super expensive watches, hand crafted fashion, tattoo artists that are known for having a niche that cant easily be replicated, microsurgeons like that do those touch up procedures that are might seem small or easy but are life changing (this reminds me of cleft lip repair surgery which typically takes 1-2 hrs, which isn't long compared to other procedures but you have to be INCREDIBLY precise) or even just being lab techs that succeed with their attention to detail and being able to do repetitive tasks without getting sloppy

also side note teehee that's also why ppl with mars in virgo will MAKE SURE you are satisfied in bed lmaooo its literally SATISFYING TO them to know they are causing that reaction and pleasure. AND THEY WILL squint at u and be like oh ok so is what does it ok hmm.. they're trying to get a 5 star yelp review ok

ppl with mars in capricorn or mars in the 10h give off vibes of people that succeed in martian careers that are high profile and require endurance (A list athletes, specialists that rise well above their peers doing similar work etc) even people that work in the emergency room do well if they have these placements bc its all about thriving and winning (mars) under sustained pressure (saturn energy). literally all about being precise with your execution (mars) in order to sustain your reputation (cap/10h).

ppl with mars in gemini or mars in 3h this is ALL about hand-eye coordination (amazing in tattooing, calligraphy, surgery, animation, coding, or surgery-adjacent tech) or even shit like forensic scientist bc their hand are like extensions of their brain. idk why its giving scooby doo lmfaooo

thats so funny bc my cousin with a gemini mars (and stellium) is in tech and she loves to code but she's also a taurus rising and venus so she's just clacking away with her long ass acrylic cheetah print nails and all I see are all those mf hieroglyphics on the screen ... when 2 worlds collide <3

people with mars conjunct or trine mercury excel in roles where they have to be surgical (mars) with their words (mercury) in order to win. can b great for therapists who do hands-on healing, or the kind of therapists that can b very blunt like it reminds of therapists that do exposure therapy or cognitive behavioral therapy bc they kinda do have to be like OK BITCHHHH Ik u hate this but ur gonna have to eat these green beans!!!! u R GONNA have to get in that elevator!! 🫵

mars-mercury is also great with hands on tasks that are complex, verbal, or data heavy tasks (data scientist/ analysis, software engineer, actuary, accountant, cybersecurity). This also reminds me of judges, court translators, marketing/social media manager.

mars in scorpio or mars in the 8th house ppl are good in roles where they are working with the shit other people dont wanna touch. LITERALLY. its the "taboo" kind of work, the stuff that ppl are like eww dont talk about that at the dinner table! this is about bravely digging beneath the surface and not flinching. Think about any role that requires working with bodily fluids, surgical trauma, working in hospice. (for ex: midwives, doualas, OBGYNS, trauma surgeons, OR nurses, surgical techs, paramedics, phlebotomists & clinical lab techs, vets, dental assistant/ hygienists).

^ also reminds me acupuncturists and massage therapists or even podiatrists. you know how there are videos of people who cry when they get these services from the immense relief like not only their body but they might feel it on a spiritual level (again 8h energy) too especially if it has been chronic pain. MARS IN SCORPIOOO OR 8H U CAN BE THE DEMON OR U CAN EXORCISE THE DEMON U PICK! 👹👹👹

those with mars-pluto aspects (especially trines, sextiles, conjuctions) would b good at martian careers where they are doing the shit that makes the news. like the stories of surgeons doing trauma reconstructions. like face transplants type of stuff

^ I bet tattoo artists that have mars-pluto aspects probably get a lot of clients that ask for tattoos (mars) that are are all about reclaiming their power after trauma (pluto). reminds me of artists that do medusa tattoos or just any kind of work where the story is being retold in an empowering way. people with mars-pluto aspects themselves might b interested in getting those kinds of tats as well... which I love and support. like yes this tat shows the time where a bitch fucking tried it and failed!! (these bitches r praying on my downfall but I will never mf fall!! - every mars-pluto person ever)

we can't forget about mars in the 6h hello! they are bringing that energy into their every day life! these ppl EXCEL in bodywork, personal training, technical skill development, and health services. and they tend to lead by example too. its the "I can do it. I actually have done it over and over. let me show u so u can do it too" energy

moving onto a diff topic wherever mars in your chart can also feel like where u really are fighting off some generational trauma type of shit. mars isn't just these conflicts u face here and there. where its in ur chart is where that FIRE runs deep.

for ex: mars in the 6h and maybe in your family their is trauma about proving your worth. maybe you were taught if you were not consistently winning or doing something u are losing (aka relaxing becomes a sin when its actually a human necessity). and it's up to to learn that and change it for urself and maybe those after u if u want kids or even if u dont, to serve as an example to the younger ppl in ur family

or mars in the 8h and generational trauma around literal sex. this reminds me of ppl, especially women unfortunately, that didn't grow up with sex ed. were just shamed or taught its sin to have it which then backfires. ik someone with mars in 8h who had a mom that was crazy strict and she got preggers at 16 bc mom was always just like NO. like everyone lets be fr that is not gonna stop anyone from fucking its just gonna lead to ppl not being educated on it and u know the rest im preaching to the choir here

mars in the 8h or scorpio tbh could also grown up being taught that sex is something that is taken from u, not something where there is a sense of being equal, where sex becomes leverage and control

mars in the 9h and u could be undoing generational trauma in regards to religion or spirituality, maybe ur family was religious to the point of religious fanaticism or maybe not even religious or spiritual at all. regardless there is a sense of constantly being told the "right" and "wrong" way to move in the world which is very suffocating and binary bc ur not given the space to figure it out and choose on your own. it reminds me of like "this is just the way we have always done it" like ok that doesn't mean shit actually to MEEEEE (and that phrase can be applied to all 9h coded things in ur fam like traveling and education)

mars in the 1h and there's generational trauma about the ways the family or lineage present themselves ( this also reminds me of families that maybe only one kind of culture or religion or socioeconomic status is approved of) u get taught "no in our family we talk this... we have jobs like this... we look like this... we dress like this... we date people like this... etc)

mars is also "fuck it I'll do it myself" energy its donttt saveeee her she dont wannnnaaa be saveeeeeddd energy. I dont wanna be saved bc actually u were taking too long so I did it myself. mars in the 2h or aries= fuck it i'll speak out about this issue or enforce this boundary on my own. mars in the 6h or virgo= fuck it i'll do the job better than all the ppl who doubted me on my own. mars in the 10h or cap= fuck it, i'll build this mff company all by myself. mars in the 4h or cancer= fuck it ill find my own family, ill make a home of my own. mars in the 12h or pisces= fuck it ill get to know my worse fears and face them on my own. mars in the 9h or sag= fuck it I will see the world on my own.

you can use your mars to build your courage. for example, if you have mars in the 3rd house you build courage by going out into your neighborhood, talking to people, sharing your thoughts, and practicing public speaking. if your mars is in the 11th house it's about posting the things you're afraid people will judge you for or get mad about.

mars in the 4th house is about building courage through emotional honesty and confronting family patterns. it’s learning to stand firm in your private life even if it shakes the foundation (basically girl dont be afraid to disappoint ur parents or ppl u love, think about all the times they dissapointed u did that stop u from loving them).

mars in the 7th house is about the courage to face conflict in relationships. not avoiding it and learning how to assert yourself without losing connection or choosing to walk away if the connection isn’t worth it. I also feel like with mars in the 7h theres only so much figuring it out and talking about it and problem solving u can do like yes relationships r complex but not too hard that someone has u fucking stressed all the time

mars in the 12th house is more subtle bc its hidden, its the subconscious, it’s building courage by facing your own inner battles, shadows, and unconscious fears. it’s learning to act even when nobody sees or understands why you’re doing what you’re doing. my friend has libra mars in the 12h and she loves to do yoga and breath work. she had me trying all kinds of shit the other day talking about ok now breathe like a dragon and breathe in 6 times and out and all this shit I was skeptical ok but it was acc very relaxing

and since it's mars, people might actually get upset fr when do become more assertive and take ownership . so it's not just about building courage but learning to discern what actually matters and what's worth standing your ground for. mars energy can be like damned if u do and damned if u dont so do what best for uuuuuuuuuu

omg last thing u know this also reminds me tho like u use ur mars to build up ur courage ok but that doesnt mean u always win and thats ok. bc its just about doing it. u know how we always say saturn rewards effort. for ex ur trying to start ur own business and it flops. saturn isnt like ok bitch ur done forever. no u keep trying slowly and steady and saturn will reward!

mars is like that too. sometimes its not about winning the battle or speeding off into the sunset shaking ur fists in the air in victory. sometimes it about that spark. like reving an engine.

^ it reminds me one time I will never forget in middle school we had this new girl and she was so quiet and shy and I remember these two girls would always bully her and pick on her and one day she got up and just started fucking swinging on their asses in the middle of the cafeteria

I literally remember THAT WHOLE FUCKING CAFETERIA WAS QUIET U COULD HEAR A PIN DROP we all stopped and watched and it was 2 vs 1 so those girls actually broke her nose I think it was so long ago I just remember her nose bleeding so bad :(

but to sum it up nobody ever fucked with her again. those girls left her alone for the rest of the year. and she changed too she just got so much more blunt and loud and she just seemed happier. it was probably a huge relief off her shoulders to let that out

mars is like u dont have to like me, in fact im glad u dont like me idc, but u WILL respect me. and that also means when ur brave wherever ur mars is at or in regards to the other planets its making aspects to or the sign, u can earn other people's respect. even if they never say it or admit it.

^ I bet that new girl probably had mars in taurus (bc they sit in silence until the one day u push too far), scorpio (dont always fight to win, just do it to reclaim power and also she was transformed afterward) or aries (can go from 0 to 100 in seconds).

she could have also had mars in the 12h (big on supressing their anger), mars square saturn (holds in their anger bc theyre afriad of consequences until they cant anymore) or even mars-pluto especially conjunction bc again the transformation of her personality afterwards and also the reaction she got nobody was like YOOO or recording like how ppl normally did in my school. we all were just fucking shook standing there lmfaooo

wherever she is I hope she's doing well ik she probs never let a bitch bully her ever again <3

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Chiron in these persona charts can show us what triggers the relationship, future partner and the trauma/pain behind it:

In the 7th house - can struggle with trust their partners, might have had messy breaks up in the past, scared to love again

in the 10th house - can struggle to be present, the native might feel lonely at times (due to the partner zooming out or overwoking)

in the 12th house - can struggle to keep it up with the relationship if if feels draining, prone to overthinking if they are good enough and feeling like their partner is always absent

In the 4th/9th house - messy relationships with the other relatives of the family, might have cut the contact with them, some not agreeing with the natives and the partner´s relationship

In the 5th house - hard with eachother in love, loving too much and feeling like they do not give it back, high expectations but low efforts, fear of being rejected or fear of breaking up

Pisces Mars/Mars in the 12th house can indicate they might be the calmer type of people, really chill to hangout with, full of love and compassion, their inner is like a sirene

Mercury in Capricorn can indicate the partner might be very straight forward with their boundaries, they might have an older voice, kinda more attractive the older they get

Neptune in the 7th house - This placement in harsh aspects is kinda crazy because it can indicate someone might not be into you that much and they may be pretending, like not to scare anyone but it feels like the only thing keeping you together is the delusion, is not anybodys fault to be honest Neptune in the 7H is known to be messy

Neptune conj/aspecting the descendant or the 7th house lord can also indicate the partner might steuggle with addictions, i can't tell which because is from person to person but they sturggle with coming clean

Sun in Taurus or Leo can indicate they might like going out to eat in fancy places, they may choose the best places who serve the best food, for some it can happen to be a dinner cooked for them at home = perfect date

Saturn in the 7th/12th houses can be great indicators of longevity within the relationship, can be def considers "Long term", might marry late due to different circumstances but knowing each other all their lives

Uranus in the 8th/12th house can create an unstable effect within the native, like they can love that much and be very affected if the relationship ends, leaving them unstable

Aquarius Sun can indicate someone who loves through hard and good times, like never losing their love for their partner. Their specific person might be the very friendly type of person

Mars/Pluto in the 4th house can indicate they might come from a troubling family who may have hurt them, may not keep relations with some of their relatives, they might keep an on and off relations with them aswell

Scorpio/Taurus on the 7th cusp can indicate a passionate/obsessive lover, can give stalking vibes sometimes, deja-vu feelings, intimidating to see at first, bedroom eyes

Mars in Scorpio may indicate the future spouse is very passionate in the sheets, they can be highly obsessed with your body and how you act with each other

Mars in Aquarius may indicate the future spouse likes to tease using dirty talk and by having a flirtatious personality, they might play hard to get at first

Gemini Moon can indicate the communication in the relationship matters a lot, the spouse or the native can be the type or person who talks for hours and never shuts up, also might use dark humor sometimes

Mars in the 7th house in either of those persona charts can indicate passionate relationships, jealousy, obsession, usually indicates the first lover who is a bit more possessive

Mars in the 2nd house can indicate a relationship where confidence is the key, someone might struggle with theirs (depending on the sign), but can also indicate a relationship where hobbies might play a role, maybe shared hobbies, meeting while doing these, etc

Pluto conjunct Mars can indicate a strong phyiscal drive between the partners, very high sx drive, passionate lovers, that kind of love makes them be better, stained by eachothers love

Venus in Taurus, these people are good kissers, passionate acting like love was forbidden for them all their lives and only their partners can turn them on and be their type

Sun in Sagittarius can indicate a future spouse who is very focused on self love and improvement but who also values freedom and let's the native express the way they want

Venus in the 6th house can indicate meeting with them at the job, co workers, boss, employee, staff members..all of these are possible but it can also damage the reputation

Sun in Capricorn gives a more serious lover, they can be focusing more on the money in the relationship, making sure that they and you have everything that you guys need, material security

Taurus MC can indicate a relationship who is based on hardwork but also luxury, they may take you on nice trips or offer you some good gifts, money makes their relationship more stable

Aries MC can indicate a relationship who is based on shared passions/hobbies and even shared jobs, as both partners can have jobs in high positions/fields

Pisces MC can indicate a relationship who is based on pure love, can feel very attractive at first, almost like a love spell type, the partner can be very into you from the next you lay eyes on them

Scorpio MC can indicate a relationship behind close doors, very private, people do not know much about them or their partners, can be intense between them 2 only, hard loving

Moon in Aquarius, possible best friends ever before lovers, sharing the same qulaities as lovers, good communication in the relationship and respecting boundaries

Saturn in Cancer or Scorpio can indicate the partners will bond over trauma, having the same trauma or pain can be very active with these placements, going through the same things and cold emotionally at first

Moon in harsh aspects to Saturn can indicate they may struggle with telling their feelings at first, can be cold af sometimes and might ask for some time alone just with themselves

Venus / Rising in Leo can indicate a partner whos very proud to be with you in a relationship, someone who can spoil and make you feel loved/appreciated, validating your feelings

Venus / Rising in Virgo can indicate a hardworking partner, usually wants the best for the relationship and the partner, these people appreciate a good quality time with their partners, making them a primary focus

Venus / Rising in LIbra can indicate a very flitry type of partner, they can chase after you or..you for them, can be a really on and off relationship at first because it happens for the partner to not be able to express their feelings (they may be shy)

Scorpio/Cancer Moon in these persona charts can indicate trust issues, and feeling insecure, can also indicate someone who had crazy breakups in the past if they had more relationships, is a bit harder to gain their trust

Mercury aspecting Jupiter can indicate an easy flow in the relationship to communicate and strong boundaries, deeply respected partner, they may be older than you, they might act like a teacher or mentor

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My Chart ruler is mars in my 12th house. I grew up not really receiving a lot of attention unless it was for things I did wrong. Most of the time, there was always something going on with other people that was deemed more important or dramatic and I was put on the back burner due to that. I was left to my own devices most of the time so I kind of just made friends with myself. Thinking back on it now… most of the people in my home would lowkey ignore me whenever I would leave my room; no good morning or anything unless they had complaints. In that, I’ve become use to being invisible. To the point that I’m shocked when people show me that they pay attention to me or that my actions actually affect them, both positively and negatively. I’m so use to living in a household where my actions are never noticed that it’s very bizarre for me to realize people do.

(I have to add that I have quite a few placements that do indicate being able to receive attention but, because my chart ruler is in the 12th house, I feel deeply disconnected for it.)

It’s very toxic of me because it ends up making it hard for me to look at my actions and reflect a bit. It’s not out of ego or pride but instead out of pure distortion of who I am; I don’t know how I’m being perceived because I’ve literally never thought to think that way.

Accuracy influenced by entire natal chart.

Venus Chiron Aspect

- Expressing love is not easy.

- Overly concerned with your social standing. Deeply hurt when not considered popular or attractive.

- Experiences that lead you to believe you are not attractive. Feeling rejected. Feeling undesirable.

- Encountering painful experiences in romantic relationships. Unable to forget past partners. Feeling haunted.

- If in a positively placed, you may find healing in a romantic relationship. Or this can be a fantasy you have of being saved.

- May consider and possibly get cosmetic surgeries. More likely if in aspect to Mars, 1st or 6th H.

- Problems with spending/money/possessions. This can manifest in many ways. Ex: Hoarding, overspending, debt, valuing yourself based on how much you have/make, etc.

- Sign and house placement may indicate exactly what you are insecure about. Ex: Venus scorpio/Venus 8th H aspect chiron may = insecure about appearance of genitals. Venus 2nd H aspect chiron may = insecure about a facial feature.

Accuracy influenced by entire natal chart.

Mars Aspect Chiron

- Difficulty expressing mars traits effectively. Based on entire chart this can manifest in many ways. Ex: Repressing anger until violent outburst. Being passive aggressive. Inability to be direct. Appearing aggressive when trying to be assertive.

- To heal their chiron wound, it’s encouraged to find a release for your anger.

- Often, develop physical hobbies later in life to release anger. May be able to help other’s learn how to deal with their anger - anger management counsellor, self defence/martial arts teacher, etc.

- Having bad experiences with masculinity. Ex: Encountering weak men. Encountering violent men.

Accuracy influenced by entire natal chart.

Moon Aspect Chiron

- Mother is or has been emotionally or physically hurt. Mother may not be able to fully nurture & protect you due to this reason.

- Being so sensitive you become detached. Losing touch with your emotions due to emotional trauma.

- Desire to save the women in your life. Inability to help them. As a result, emotionally detaching from people to avoid painful feelings such as hopelessness.

- Being or feeling like a loner. Not relating to those around you. Those around you do not understand you. Based on entire natal chart, this can manifest as people believe you are overly emotional. Or people believe you are void of any emotion.

- Difficulty expressing emotion. Dislike of sharing feelings. May have bad experiences with sharing your true feelings in the past.

- Emotional intelligence. You understand why you have troubles in your emotional life. Yet, you are more likely to be empathetic with others than yourself.

Accuracy influenced by entire natal chart.

Pluto Aspect Moon

- Power struggle between you and the mother. Suffocating mother. A mother who does not respect privacy. A mother who doesn’t care about your boundaries.

- Intense and obsessive emotions. Feeling like you are losing your mind. Moon swings. Heavy feelings of jealously.

- Obsessive thoughts about revenge.

- Emotional abuse - dealing with narcissists, gaslighting, manipulated, cheated, etc. May be the victim or the abuser or both.

- Experience emotional deaths. Later in life, they have experiences that force them to change for a better life. Transforming yourself.

Accuracy influenced by entire natal chart.

Venus Conjunct Mars

In the chart of women, I have noticed partners were all complete strangers who made the first move. Ex: Random customer asking for her # at work. Random classmate coming up to them after uni lecture. DM from a stranger on IG by surprise.

Another thing two of these meetings have in common is there was a brother, cousin or make friend that helped introduce the man to the woman.

For ex: the random customer wasn’t so random, he knew her because she previously worked with his brother. Although, he was still a stranger to her.

For people with this conjunction, their romantic lives works best when they don’t go out of their way to meet partners. Things like signing up for a dating app may lead to dead relationships. They needed someone to match their bold and direct energy. Often, they may find that they do encounter many bold and confident men. This can change if Venus holds the lower Venus and if Mars is in a weak sign.

Mars in First House

They develop or are born with a prominent scar or birthmark on their body. Often, this scar just makes them look more attractive.

Ex: Birthmark on the face, Heart Surgery scar, Acne scars, Cut, C-section scar, etc.

When Venus is involved the scar may be around the chin area or lower face. Ex: a mole or little line under the lips.

This is a very stereotypical observation but it is true every time I meet someone with this placement!

Jupiter in 10th House

For two of my family members with this in their Vedic natal chart, they ended up in careers where they work from home. Jupiter is not the ruler of their 4th H.

They found these jobs after the age of 30. Early life they worked various jobs where one had to be physically present.

Saturn in 3rd House

This can create a karmic connection with siblings. You may feel restricted when communicating with them. You may feel there is a coldness to your connection with them. You may become emotionally or physically distant.

You may even see this strained connection in their natal charts. For ex: My cousin doesn’t get along with my other cousins (her sister & brother). She has Saturn in 3rd, her brother has Saturn in 3rd too. Their sister has lilith in 3rd.

Lilith in 3rd House

This suggests one feels excluded from connections with siblings. And feeling like an outcast in early life/ early education. The way they communicate may be very unique. They aren’t fully accepted or understood by their peers.

For example: You feel excluded from the bond your siblings have or you feel you were often excluded from your childhood friend group.

look at the houses your chiron , saturn, pluto and lilith fall in.

chiron - where your the wounded healer. you’ve been traumatized here and can heal others through using this in your healing journey

saturn - the trauma and fears you had to go to so you can mature, learn lessons. be responsible.

pluto - deep trauma. especially related to power and control issues. abuse and obsessions.

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Pile 1

Hello my dear pile 1! Your spirit guides see you as someone who has been through a lot of things but they haven't let that negative experience hold them back. They see you as someone who is really spontaneous, someone who gets off negative emotions really easily. Your spirit guides see you as this kind and generous soul however they also see that sometimes you may get really rude when you argue with someone. It's like the words you use are so hurtful to a lot of people. Lately you may have been feeling really stressed or depressed and your spirit guides want you to cheer up a little bit because they believe in you and they believe that you can get over these emotions easily. They want you to know that you are not your emotions and your emotions are something that you feel for a small period of time, your emotions do not define you. I am also getting that they see you as someone who is really dramatic. You know you may blame them if something goes wrong or you may shout random things but they are not offended by it in fact they enjoy it quite a lot. Your spirit guides see you as someone who is restricted by their desires to obtain more and more. You may be a little greedy about certain things or you may be greedy about succeeding and in the process of success you may neglect your own needs. They want you to let go of this habit and they want you to be more grateful about the things you already have.

I also picked up on some messages while channeling messages for you from your spirit guides and one of the messages is that do not think about the past and see them as experiences that have taught you a lesson. Do not read your book backwards, leave that chapter behind. They want you to slow down And become aware of all your senses. They want you to see your potential. You are in fact capable of a lot of things, you just need to let those come to the surface. If you feel stuck and if you don't know what to do next you can simply ask them for guidance and they will be more than happy to provide you with the guidance that you need. Please ask them for help.

Pile 2

Hello pile 2! Your speed guides see you as someone who may be a little bit too kind. Being kind is a great thing you know but don't give away things that mean a lot to you. They see you as someone who is distant who doesn't ask for help. they definitely see that you are on a journey of self discovery and introspection. They see that all the things you have been through, have stayed still and taken all the blows that were thrown your way and they are really proud to guide you on your journey. In fact they are telling me that they have planned a lot of great things for you. I don't know why but my eyes seem to water as I was channeling messages for you. They are really proud of you and they want you to know that you are doing great. They see you are someone who has a lot of responsibilities on their shoulders. You are the person who is meant to heal your generational trauma. And healing generation drama is not an easy thing. However I'm also getting that your spirit guides see you as someone who is really indecisive. they know you know what you need to do, however you are confused if you should take the lead or not. They see you as this really beautiful soul. I am also getting that they are really proud that they are leading a soul like you. The feeling I am getting is so positive and I know this is exactly how spirits see you, however I do not have the words to describe how beautiful this feeling is.

Now for the messages I'm getting that you are spirit guides are sending a new soul into your life. For some it could be a pet, especially a rabbit and for some it could be a romantic partner. Also getting the color red so the message it gives me is that a lot of passion and all of happiness is about to enter your life so be ready to receive. You are going to be sure about your life purpose, you may have already guessed what your life purpose is and your spirit guides want you to take steps to achieve that. Be ready to enjoy and celebrate your life to the fullest.

Pile 3

Hello Pile 3 and welcome to your reading. While I was shuffling the cards for you the cards kept on jumping out of the Deck so let me tell you your spirit guides have a lot to say to you. The first message I'm getting is that your spirit guides see you as someone who is between worlds. What I want to say is that you may have a lot of projects going on or you may have a lot of things that you want to complete. however you do not have the energy to complete all of the projects now you're kind of stuck. Your spirit guides see you are someone who has the potential to be a spiritual healer but first you need to do a lot of self healing. I also see that you may be going through another spiritual awakening lately and you may be feeling punched in the face by the universe; however, they want you to know that this experience was meant to happen for you to see your worth. I am also getting that your speed guides may be a little upset with you because you have misinterpreted their messages. They see that you are having a hard time doing things by yourself. And they want to help you however they can't interfere because you are meant to learn this lesson on your own. I am also getting that your spirit guides see you as "Courage the cowardly dog" . You know how he was always scared of the little things but how unknowingly he always managed to save that lady which helped him overcome his fears, in the act of saving the lady. In fact you may see yourself as socially awkward or not really courageous however you have done a lot of things to protect the people you love. They also see that you love a little too hard and too fast. And people get scared of that intensity and run away from you. But nonetheless they are really proud of you and they want you to focus on your finances first before getting into a relationship because being stable is more important. Or let's say Feeling successful is more important.

This is a bit of a long one, so bear with me. It's important. Seriously.

i hope this post finds its audience, and I’m going to keep it real: Saying things like “I want my partner/sp/fs to have the ick around other women” or “I want them to only be nice to me and rude to everyone else” is a sign of low confidence/self-concept.

You are THAT girl (not gender specific) and it literally doesn’t matter if your sp is nice to other people because you will always be the #1 choice. You’ve been the #1 choice, you are the only choice and you will ALWAYS be chosen. PERIODT🗣️❤️‼️

Codependent love is not healthy love. You deserve the absolute best because YOU ARE the absolute best. You are a worthy being just by being.

I’m never gonna tell someone what or what not to do, but i would honestly advise you to ask yourself why the best form of love/affection is when someone is completely obsessed with you and rude to others.

Love you all very much<3!! and i also would want to hear your thoughts on this!!

—Hélène⭐️💕