actual irl demon (alleged) @cloudsoffire - Tumblr Blog

welcome, my name is skyla, but you can also call me clouds if you don't wanna be on a first name basis. i'm an indie musician and a low-mid-tier visual artist who occasionally writes.

white, neurodivergent, 20s

key interests:

undertale/deltarune

sonic the hedgehog

pokémon

godzilla

side blogs:

@lakesofice - for reblogs/posts that don't quite fit what i'm going for here

@skylamg - for art and music exclusively

@t4tinfinite sonic exclusively (mostly infinite)

offsite links:

youtube

bandcamp

letterboxd

bluesky

newgrounds

tags:

my main tags are "my art", "my music", and "my writing"

asks are tagged as "asks" followed by the url of the asker.

og posts that don't fall into those categories are tagged as "fire.txt"

you can also look at "fire.lies" for weird shit

#fire.txt

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i thought i remembered something about how they couldn't figure out how to put kratos in egypt, and at a glance it looks like they solved that issue by putting his wife in egypt instead

neat

#fire.txt

i think i showered earlier but i have no idea if i used conditioner. i'm leaning towards no

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cloudsoffire

the following is our own original work. the translation team is the copyright holder for this story and makes full claim of ownership. boycott the official release.

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emailing people is so interesting it's like "yeah it absolutely makes sense you have stuff going on that's cool i am absolutely fine with adhering to your schedule i will get back to you when you said to"

and then you take a step back and you're like. wait. why am i not busy.

cloudsoffire

i need about 10,000 prior obligations stat

#fire.txt

emailing people is so interesting it's like "yeah it absolutely makes sense you have stuff going on that's cool i am absolutely fine with adhering to your schedule i will get back to you when you said to"

and then you take a step back and you're like. wait. why am i not busy.

#fire.txt

cloudsoffire

fire's the kind of person to say intercourse instead of sex

cloudsoffire

^ this is still true!!!

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cloudsoffire

trying to rationalize the me that's so sex averse that at the very mention of it i shut down completely with the me that has to avert my gaze from yuri on the dash because if i look too long i will overheat

cloudsoffire

me that finds posts about sex boring and gets annoyed that there's no real story being conveyed vs me that has to close the app immediately the second one slips past my filters

cloudsoffire

me that will avoid talking about sex at all costs vs the me that is able to post something like this

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cloudsoffire

trying to rationalize the me that's so sex averse that at the very mention of it i shut down completely with the me that has to avert my gaze from yuri on the dash because if i look too long i will overheat

cloudsoffire

me that finds posts about sex boring and gets annoyed that there's no real story being conveyed vs me that has to close the app immediately the second one slips past my filters

#fire.txt

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trying to rationalize the me that's so sex averse that at the very mention of it i shut down completely with the me that has to avert my gaze from yuri on the dash because if i look too long i will overheat

#fire.txt

just sent the most loserish two text messages i possible could have

#this was about deodorant #fire.txt

my skill at stuff fluctuates hard. sometimes when i draw or make music or do whatever it's basically automatic. and sometimes i try to draw and it's like it's my first time drawing.

it's not even like a burnout thing afaik because at least if i was burned out i'd still be able to do something even if it was worse but my "can't draw" art is massively worse than my "can draw" art

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my laptop has been stuck on "your device ran into a problem and needs to restart 0% complete" for like 13 hours

#i unplugged it #maybe it will die and maybe dying won't fuck it up #fire.txt

the little eureka moment of oh maybe my issue with therapy is my therapist

#like not to blast him or anything but he would literally never try to get me to elaborate on things and would never offer any input #i think the closest thing he did was tell me to use rubber bands instead of sh'ing like yeah i know i have the internet #at our most productive it was just me venting and him going mhm #it was talking to a wall #and because i never knew his take on anything at all the second i did open up about something heavy #i immediately got super fucking cagey and pulled back the second it was out and also quit #oh he did at once point a long time ago suggest picturing the negative thoughts in my head as a monster separate from myself #i don't think i ever ended up doing that #but to be honest i didn't need to #for reasons i should probably go to therapy over #but not with him #fire.txt

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trying to draw not doing too well

#fire.txt #my art

you ever see someone's attitude shift from "who the hell is this weirdo" to "oh you're related to someone i like!"

#fire.txt

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