the antisocial kid

“Where have you been?” Survival mode. Trying to survive.

i say “buy me things” a lot for someone who has a fit of guilt every time someone pays for my lunch

call me heartless, but once i’m done means i’m done.

god put me on this earth to be a blasphemous little bitch and I'm gonna fulfill his holy wishes

it takes everything in me just to do the bare minimum

me, every day: i just dont have the energy for this today

i wish self doubt burned calories

People be like oh you’re in your 20s you have a whole life to live but I already feel as if I’ve missed every opportunity and made all the wrong decisions and it’s just fucked now

me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself! brain: u know whats fun? rotting.

exfoliator but for my brain so I can scrub out the trauma

adulthood really does hit you like a fucking truck when you spent all of your teenage years thinking you were gonna kill yourself eventually,

My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had