Claude Contemplates

something Mello fans need to understand is that if he saw his fanbase he would be SO flattered. Like honestly he would shed a single tear over it. He would love you guys so much

Ever since I was a little boy I knew I needed to be deeply ashamed of my desires wants and of course also needs

What the fuck.

one characterisation of mello I really enjoy is when he has childish fears. he's worried about looking like a fool in front of all these men older than him, despite the power he holds. he's afraid of loud voices, the dark, crowded rooms, all despite how armed he is at all times. acting like he never grew up from being an 8 year old crying over grades

ok finished death note. guys i think light yagami might be kira

a lot of the fandom wouldn't claim mello is a femboy if he just had short hair. i love fem mello as much as the next person but seriously claiming an otherwise masc presenting man (especially after the explosion) is a femboy at the sight of 'feminine' clothes and long hair is not subversive at all and is lowkey a product of subscribing to rigid gender norms but i don't want to get stoned today. let a guy wear his crop tops. mellogender ideology is more sophisticated than the first glance.

am i a roleplay blog addict...?

Have your perhaps heard of shops?

i see a lot of myself in mello

I am in Mello

thinking about mello speaking russian id kill to hear mello speak russian