little talks

the problem is that going to bed at night feels like a chore whereas lying down for a forbidden nap at 4pm feels like the pinnacle of decadence

Sorry i cant come i have to run up this hill

i wish you kinder, softer days that put your heart at ease

How much of the “i hate being an adult” is really just feeling the crushing pressure of capitalism

“i just like my alone time” i say as if loneliness hasn’t been all i’ve known since childhood

I like to fuck around and waste time for at least ~6-10 hours per day, and let me tell you, that really puts some pressure on your schedule. you have no idea how busy I am

a scientist will see a mouse and say put that beast in a situation

maybe this silly little coffee drink will equip me to face the unrelenting and unendurable horror of existence

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

Airplane mode for overthinking please

the feminine urge to be ominous & terrifying

the older I get the more I realize how beneficial it is to be private about things

I don’t ‘zone out’. Being zoned out is my default state, and I occasionally zone back in to check how things are going.