✰ alex ✰

say whatever you want about jeremy and neil's relationship, but they both have the unique experience of thinking the boy they like is more interested in renee walker

one more thing that makes jerejean delicious is that they’re both capable of roughness, and I think that’s super interesting for their relationship dynamic. we see it in jeremy’s sexual encounters (because he uses those moments to both feel something and punish himself) and we know jean has learned violence in the nest, can see an example of it in how easily he is able to push br*son into a car (although he does it to protect instead of hurt). and what’s interesting and so beautiful is that while I don’t doubt they will be able to be rough with each other without violence, they will first both learn gentleness. giving it to each other, realizing they don’t need to do anything to earn it from the other. now it you’ll excuse me there’s a bucket I’m gonna fill with my tears real quick.

thinking about how Jean kissed Cat’s head without thinking, like a reflex because that boy is hardwired for affection and when jerejean start dating I could definitely see him outing them on accident because he thoughtlessly kisses Jeremy

actually so upset we didn't get to see andrew's reaction to neil going "oh he's gay? so i guess him and kevin..." like andrew who has been ruthlessly attracted to neil the whole time and trying to ignore it only to find out neil immediately thought he was with kevin...the crash out would've been memorable...

james started crying the first time cat regulus sat in his lap and started purring

I just love when people write from Jean’s pov talking about Jeremy and they say “his Jeremy” BECAUSEEE AHHH OMG THAT IS HIS JEREMY, ISNT IT!?!?

neil’s not allowed to talk to the press anymore bc the last time he did they asked him his thoughts about trojan v foxes games and he says “i think any games with the foxes and trojans competing against each other should be legally classified as gay porn”