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going into the fandom tags can be a form of self harm

I’m sure there’s some stuff there but I love how little angst show!ilya has about his attraction to men. he’s like I loaded up so much on other emotional issues I ran out of disk space for internalized homophobia

his own brother calls him the f slur and ilya’s like oh my goddd you’re so fucking annoying you think I have time to care about that? I’m 1000% locked in on my daddy issues and dead mom trauma get with the program lyosha!!

saw an annoying post. but i’m being so brave about it

I think this fandom wants to do an opposite attracts thing with them and we must resist.

listening to francesca by hozier and thinking of kelbie is like taking 10 kicks to the chest repeatedly