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i knowwwwww in my heart ilya would love taking shanes last name and after they have kids referring to their family unit as hollanders. ilya turning around to the backseat like okey hollanders here is plan. we are going to be in and out of costco in thirty minutes. you may choose ONE item each. if we get separated we meet at optometrist. we will get ice creams on the way out as long as everyone is cool and nobody tells dad. hollanders on three.

“he would not fucking say that” but it’s “that character would not fucking listen to taylor swift”

going into the fandom tags can be a form of self harm

I’m sure there’s some stuff there but I love how little angst show!ilya has about his attraction to men. he’s like I loaded up so much on other emotional issues I ran out of disk space for internalized homophobia

his own brother calls him the f slur and ilya’s like oh my goddd you’re so fucking annoying you think I have time to care about that? I’m 1000% locked in on my daddy issues and dead mom trauma get with the program lyosha!!

saw an annoying post. but i’m being so brave about it