Heeey. I'm back from the dead, back from the dead--
Well not really. This blog has been dead for a while and will probably continue to be, honestly. Maybe will come here from time to time to see if O!Ciel has a name yet (does he have one btw???) but otherwise, I feel like Black Butler has run its course for me.
God, I loved it honestly. It was so nice to be able to build this following and to interact with so many people. It was truly a great experience. I might not be the Black Butler fan I once was, but it does give me pause to revisit this blog and look at all the stuff I posted and all the stuff others replied to me (y'all are funny af, I cackled so bad).
I'm still into animated series and comics, though I have for a while got more of a taste for western ones. Anime and manga in general just doesn't really suit my taste anymore and as I scroll through the things I used to do, it just... Doesn't give me the same feeling anymore. Gives me a feeling of nostalgia, but I can't feel the passion I used to feel. Sure, this could have to do with my current mental health, but I'm quite passionate about some series and characters right now and that feeling is just not there anymore. Not for Ciel, for Black Butler, or for anime and manga.
It used to be so disappointing to see people's passion for this run out and I hate to be the one, but I can't ignite passion where there isn't. Maybe one day some of it will be back, but that's no promise.
I don't know if many of you even remember me anymore (lmao) with how much I've just been absent, but just thought I'd put this out here if anyone cares.
But really, this was actually amazing. I loved it either way, and I had fun with a lot of people. It was nice being able to do that. It was really nice. I wish I could have this kind of experience again.
Truly thanks. Keep having fun and being passionate. Not for this necessarily, but just be passionate for something in general. Sometimes you don't even realize how important passion is until you lose it. When even what bit of it you have you feel slipping away and you can just desperately grab at it to make sure it doesn't go away.
Life without passion is torture, and I know it. An empty void of just nothing. Keep your passion alive.
Thanks.
