"christopher.+

What people fail to realize is that it all started in the party. I mean, it was never like you have to be a conscious rapper and this kinds of stuff. So I think it’s just been a huge misconception and people tried to put their own definition on it and that’s what messed it up.

I have something to live for, but it isn’t bigger than what I have to die for. Back home, it’s ugly. Now I know that’s not a proper term to use but it’s the truth. However, there are some great people, in my life, that are there. They may not be so well off, the richest, flashiest, friendliest or even the most attractive, but they’re whole-hearted. Driven. Determined. Destined. Devoted. Equipped with great intentions, some may just be a little misunderstood. They’re saved individuals, and God is blessing me by allowing them to remain here, along side of me, psychologically, as I journey through this mysterious battle field infamously called Life. I hope you know who you are. I may not be there, but I have not and will not forget you.

Two years later, I read this and;

When the night falls  The sun climbs back  Some are happy  Some are lost  Some are the same Lost in happiness  As for myself I am nature I am sunshine I am moonlight  I am thunder I am lightning  I am rain  So when it hits my window pane  I rejoice inside  Because my pain resides in nature  God takes my pain away  And blesses me  By showing the world how I feel.