*

“I say I don’t want to talk about it. Actually, I do, but I’m afraid of your reaction. I’m afraid you’ll never see me as an equal again. I’m afraid of the pity in your eyes when you realise how screwed up I am.”

“In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you think you deserve it.”

“How many times have you typed “I’m fine.” With shaky fingertips and bloodshot eyes?”

“It’s like you’re too sad to cry and too tired to sleep.”

“Suicide is stupid? You wanna know what is stupid? Hurting someone so much emotionally, that they think suicide is the only answer.”

“How many times have you typed “I’m fine.” With shaky fingertips and bloodshot eyes?”

“I felt so much, that I started to feel nothing at all.”

“I’m not telling you to make the world better I’m just telling you to live in it. Not just to endure it, not just to suffer it, not just to pass through it, but to live in it. To look at it. To take chances. To make your own work and take pride in it."