honestly, sometimes I hate that doing healthy things make your life better... like, please say syke. when you sleep with no electronics on and you have routinely better sleep and wake up feeling refreshed???? I WANT TO WATCH MY CARTOONS THOUGH!!!!!! the way eating better and exercising more builds your endurance and helps your gut and energy levels. say it ain't so!!!!! I don't wanna be doing that!!!!

my, and everybody else's 6 posts a day will keep this site alive for decades to come. I truly believe that.

I'm sure every generation has their own "go-to" favorite childhood shows that were good in their time, but being a late 90's kid nothing will ever beat family channel. that's so raven, suite life, smart guy like that was the SHIT!!!!!!!! disney+ is really only worth it for me because I can readily access these shows and relive some of the best moments of my adolescent. some of the stories were just GOOD and they were ahead of it's time, and for a children's program I think many shows had integral messages about racism, stereotyping, bullying and they delivered them in comedic but child friendly and easy to understand concepts. I'm sure there were the bad with some of these shows, but whenever I go on a that's so raven binge I remember how formative this show (amongst many) were to me as a child.

haven't needed to nap lately after work and I think it stems less from that fact that I'm not tired because I MOST YAM, but mainly from not wanting to waste that time sleeping... I swear I used to nap everyday after work like once 6:00 hits and I'm on the couch I will be lying flat but lately I think I've wanted to do more things other than sleep. more things as in play more video games, walk more or edit my videos, you know silly shit. by the time it hits 9-10pm I'm surprised I didn't nap the whole evening but alas, maybe my brain is fully developed now and I no longer need a 3 hour nap after a day of sitting. also, because my mom is in hong kong I've had to do a lot of things myself like make my own lunch, handle the housework and drive my grown ass to work so with that I guess there's just less time to sit and sleep but let's call that growth.

the last story I remember genuinely being scared of was part of lazy masquarades sleep paralysis narration where someone experienced hallucinations during their sleep. they "saw" a man walk into his room in the dark and sit right beside him next to his bed, but he couldn't see him because he was hiding in his blind spot. then after a couple moments his head pops up covered in blood in front of him. I peed... like, that simple story was a small sliver of scary stories he used to narrate and THAT is the content I subscribed for. although I can appreciate the effort he puts into his true crime and disturbing things on the internet videos, nothing compares to his butterfly effect, glitch in the matrix, scary entities content anymore. I also have never found another youtuber who has read stories like this that were scary other than maybe, let's read and his search and rescue video.

just booked a trip to hawaii... live is worth living again

to this day, I still listen to lazy masquerade on youtube and though I have my gripes on his content leaning too much into true crime, his paranormal stories from the past are still my most listened-to youtube narrations. I have never found another youtuber like him, and I truly and dearly miss his past works. I know they're just stories but every now and then I'll still encounter a story that scares me, that makes me scared to go to my office bathroom alone when I have my headphones in. so even when I'm scared, I'm grateful that a story like that is even PRESENT in his realm so I can hear it and pee a bit. there's very little online now that feels scary to me, and that makes me want to sleep with the lights on. It's all been there done that like give me back lazy from 10 years ago when he did sleep paralysis stories... ☺️