holding area

every time I’m in the Great Lakes I’m so gripped with the vision of a future life for myself in an old house overlooking the lake

completed everything on my very long to do list at work today AND the house is all cleaned AND i'm packed to go to the lake tomorrow AND my library book finally came in

oh fuck my life I did my to do list on the wrong page in my planner now thursday and friday are OBLITERATED

was feeling demoralized about the shakespeare project and considering giving up but then i started richard iii and'OH MY GOD i'm back in this shit

i knew that this month would be difficult because of work, but june lulled me into a false sense of complacency so i'm going to have to restructure myself. 2 plays this month, and then 3/month aug through november. i'll be finishing a month later than planned, but that's fine. removing the self imposed weight from my shoulders so i can actually decompress by reading what i want (gene wolfe and jane austen)

hope the usa team all break their legs in career ending ways

let's all pray ronaldo dies on the field