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It was such a dirty task, but someone had to do it. And after a while it got repetitive, so he started thinking up ways that would make it better; more fun. And he never went in the same order twice. With eleven different members, he could wake up each member first at one point in the month before he started repeating again.

With a grunt, Sehun threw off his blankets and rolled over, shutting off the alarm on his phone. Sitting up, he took a moment to gather himself, looking around the silent room. Groaning, he reached up and ruffled his already messy hair as he forced his body to start moving. With a yawn, he walked past the second bed, ignoring the soft breathing coming from Kai. He would wake the other up later. Today was Kris’ turn to be woken first.

Opening his door, he stepped out and closed it behind him softly. Kris’ room was only three doors down, a quick walk, which was good because his legs weren’t wanting to cooperate this morning as he stumbled in his hazy state. Walking in, he looked at the two beds, finding one completely empty and the other completely full. Looks like he was getting two for the price of one this morning.

Moving to the bed, Sehun pulled back the covers to the bed slowly, exposing the two sleeping bodies curled together. He hadn’t been very partial to the Lufan couple, but after a while, they grew on him and he decided that they  were very cute together. He slipped into the bed with the two, it was a tight squeeze, but he managed to do it. He wiggled his way down the long lanky body of the EXO M leader, eyes locked on one target; the hard, swollen cock standing proudly between Kris’ legs.

Sehun was always impressed by Kris’ size and he often wondered how Luhan was able to take such a long cock, and then he remembered Chanyeol fucked the smallest member of their group, Kyungsoo, on a daily basis and Chanyeol’s cock was thick. So somehow they manage and Sehun was sure one day he would get to feel those cocks inside him too.

Glancing up at the sleeping figure, Sehun leaned to lap at the swollen head when a hand pressed against the side of his face, halting his movements. He glanced over, eyes locking with sleepy brown ones. Damn! And he had been hoping to wake Luhan up after Kris, but it seemed the other was a light sleeper.

“Morning.” Luhan whispered and Sehun smiled.

“Morning hyung.” Sehun whispered. He shifted carefully on the bed and leaned up, pressing a gentle kiss to the elder’s lips. “Want to help me wake up Kris?” he asked gently. Luhan gave a short nod and shifted down with Sehun and smiled as he looked back at the other.

“Do you want his balls first?” Luhan asked softly as he eyed his lover’s lower regions.

“Don’t you like sucking on them though?” Sehun asked and smirked as Luhan nodded. “Have at it hyung.” Luhan grinned and leaned in, lips latching onto the hanging suck, tongue running over it lightly. Kris shifted on the bed, a small groan leaving him, but the other wasn’t waking yet.

Sehun leaned in and lapped at the swollen head, groaning in pleasure at the taste. Kris was musky tasting, then again Sehun wasn’t sure if it was solely Kris’ taste or if it was also mixed with Luhan’s taste as well. Teasing the slit, he wrapped his lips around the head and sucked on it nice and hard.

Kris groaned again and shifted under him. Sehun felt soft hair brushing against his neck. Shifting to the side more, he gave Luhan more room to suck and lick at Kris’ balls. He took more of the hard flesh into his mouth, tongue working over the underside of the hard cock. Fingers tangled in his hair and Sehun turned his eyes up, meeting sleepy yet aroused eyes. Smirking, he pulled off the cock with a small pop and licked his lips.

“Morning hyung.”

“M-Morning.” Kris grunted and bucked his hips down. Luhan’s head popped up then, tongue licking over his plump lips.

“Morning, jagi.” Kris grunted and stared down at the two, smirking.

“This is a nice way to wake up in the morning.” Kris said and shifted up in the bed.

“Mmm, I was hoping to do Luhan afterwards, but he woke up first.” Sehun pouted cutely at his hyungs and Luhan laughed. Leaning over, Luhan kissed his cheek before climbing to his knees and sitting back.

“Alright Sehun, he’s awake, thank you. But I’m going to take it from here.” Luhan said as he crawled into Kris’ lap.

“What? But...I want-”

“Good bye Sehun.” Luhan said and looked back at the maknae. Pouting, Sehun climbed out of the bed and stalked over to the door, leaving the happy couple in a huff. Damn it! So much for a good morning snack. Damn Luhan, always cock blocking him! Oh well, who to wake now? Kyungsoo? Suho? Ah! Tao! Tao would let Sehun give him a proper good morning wake up. Walking down the hall, he pushed open Tao’s door, only to find the other was already up and taking care of his problem perfectly fine...with Suho.

“God damn it, can’t I get a break?! I’m supposed to be waking you guys up.” Sehun huffed, crossing his arms.

The two stopped moving, heads turning to stare at the maknae in the doorway. “Sorry Hunnie, you took too long.” Suho said and chuckled. “Woke him up on my own.”

“Yeah, with your ass on his dick.” Sehun scoffed and Suho shrugged, his hips rocking again. Tao’s head fell back, a strangled moan leaving him.

“Yes Hyung, keep moving.”

“God.” Sehun groaned and turned. “Everyone is getting laid but me! So unfair!” Sehun whined as he left the room, slamming the door behind him. His normal routine of waking the members was ruined. Damn it. It was like everyone was against him sucking cock this morning. He really needed a good cock to suck and tasty cum to drink. At this point in time though he was was giving up. Fuck it all, the morning was ruined!

~*~8:00AM~*~

Sehun sighed as the hot water ran over his head, dowsing him and relaxing his already sore body. It wasn’t even 8:30 and he was already sore. Mainly because he went around, trying to get the members up, but someone was cockblocking him. From Kyungsoo’s angry growls as he protected Chanyeol from the maknae, to Lay’s god awful farts that sent not only Sehun running, but his roommate Xiumin as well.

Sehun should have seen it coming. The moment he didn’t want to wake up this morning should have been his omen that things were going to go horribly; today was not going to be a good day. He had to do something to make this day go better. But he didn’t know what. Maybe corner a member while they were dressing?

Sehun felt arms wrap around his waist, but he ignored them as he continued to think. He would have to get a member alone, otherwise one of the other members would cockblock him again. And he was certainly staying away from Chanyeol this morning. Kyungsoo held grudges for at least half a day. So for the moment, Chanyeol was so off limits that he wouldn’t be able to touch Chanyeol even if he was on Pluto. Just wasn’t happening.

Soft lips pressed to his neck and he sighed, finally lifting his head. “What?” he asked. He wasn’t in the mood for Kai at the moment. He knew it was the other, because only Kai ever came in to take a shower with him. Tao usually stuck with Suho anymore and after this morning, he knew for a fact those two had already showered together.

“What’s wrong SeSe?” Kai asked, tilting his head more to stare at the other. “Why are you so upset?”

“I’m not upset, I’m just….pouting.” Sehun said and sighed. Yup, that’s what he was doing, pouting and planning. Planning and pouting. Though he was pouting more than he was planning because it was hard to plan! The member’s personalities changed so quickly during the day that he wasn’t really sure what to expect. One minute they could be all nice and sweet, and then the next minute they were ready to kick his ass because he had gotten on their nerves.

“Why are you pouting?” Kai asked, chin resting on Sehun’s shoulder.

“Because, first Luhan cock blocked me from sucking off Kris. And then Tao was already fucking Suho.” Sehun complained. “I went to wake Chanyeol and freaking Kyungsoo hyung nearly bit my face off! And Lay hyung gassed me out of his room! The hyungs are being so mean to me today.” he whined.

“Aw, I’m sorry.” Kai said and kissed Sehun's neck again. “You didn’t come to wake me up.” he said.

“Yeah, well after being gassed, I just needed to sleep again.” Sehun muttered and closed his eyes.

“Mmm, well you know, now that I’m in here with you we could-”

“I’m not in the mood right now.” Sehun said and pushed Kai off. “I’ve got to think of a way to get back at those mean hyungs! Not letting me have my fun this morning.” he said and turned to look at Kai. The other stared at him and raised a brow.

“You could have your fun right now if you want,” he said and motioned to himself. Sehun made a face and looked the other over.

“Uh no. You need a shower. You didn’t take one last night after practice like the rest of us.” Sehun said and shook his head. “I don’t suck sweaty cocks.”

“Oh, but you’ll suck cocks that were up other people’s asses?” Kai asked, a bit hurt by Sehun’s comment.

“Well duh.” Sehun said and rolled his eyes. “Silly hyung, it's like a buffet that way. I get more flavors.” he said.

“That is so gross Sehun.” Kai made a face, shaking his head.

“Don’t knock it until you try it.” Sehun said and grabbed his shower gel and started washing himself. He was rinsed off before Kai could even attempt to bring up the subject of ‘fun’ to the other. “Well, have fun washing.” he said and passed the bottle to Kai before getting out and grabbing his towel. He left the shocked tan male, door closing behind him as he made his way back to their room so he could start dressing.

His plan was going to be finding a member cornering them. That’s all he could do right now. Sehun was above begging. He would never in a million years beg to have cock, that was for sure. Pulling on a pair of sweats, he grabbed his black tank and threw it over his shoulder as he stepped out of his room. Nothing like being a little sexy to add to his appeal. He moved into the kitchen and smiled as he spotted Baekhyun at the counter, making himself a bowl of cereal. And he was the only one there….perfect.

With a smirk, he walked over to the elder male and pressed up against him. “What are you doing hyung?” he asked, grinning when Baekhyun stilled for a moment before relaxing.

“Making breakfast, what does it look like?” the shorter male said as he poured the milk into the bowl, coating the sugary substance thoroughly. “Do you want me to make you a bowl?” he asked.

“Mmm, no I’m fine.” Sehun said, mouth lowering over Baekhyun’s neck, licking and sucking on the flesh teasingly. “Mmm, hyung tastes good this morning.” he purred, his hands moving to rest on Baekhyun’s hips.

Grunting, Baekhyun elbowed Sehun in the gut and turned from him, shaking his finger at him. “Not today Sehunnie.” he said and grabbed his bowl, leaving a stunned Sehun in silence. Seriously?! What the fuck? Why were the members doing this to him? Sehun lifted his arms and sniffed. Nope he didn’t smell bad. Hell, he just took a shower. And he hadn’t farted, so why were the members running from him? He just didn’t understand it.

He turned when he heard footsteps and smiled. “Xiumin hyung~!” he called out.

“Forget it Sehun.” Xiumin said as he poured himself a cup of coffee and left the kitchen in less than five minutes. Sehun sighed and kicked the chair near him, which was a big mistake. He growled as he hopped around, holding the toe he stubbed.

“What are you doing?” Kai asked as he walked into the kitchen, watching the maknae hop around.

“I stubbed my toe when I kicked the chair.” Sehun hissed out and leaned back against the counter, rubbing the pain from his toe.

“And why did you kick the chair? What did it do to you?” Kai asked.

“Nothing! I’m just pissed! Baekhyun hyung and Xiumin hyung turned me down!” Sehun pouted. Kai rolled his eyes as he moved to the pantry and pulled out a box of cereal and went to the dish strainer and grabbed a bowl.

“Are you still on that? I’m telling you Sehun, if you want some fun I’m right here.” Kai said. “What do I have to do, line up a runway with flashing lights?” he asked.

“Can’t you see it’s not about you?” Sehun asked and stared at his best friend. “These hyungs are suddenly ignoring me, pushing me away and I have to find out why!” he said and stormed out of the room, never noticing the hurt and sadness that crossed Kai’s face.

~*~Noon~*~

Sehun peeked into the practice room and smirked to himself. Good, there was his prey. Even though Lay had gassed him out of his bedroom earlier that morning, Lay was the best target to get to the bottom of things. The hyung was so laid back and chill that he would do almost anything you told him to and he usually didn’t ask questions. Glancing over his shoulder, he made sure no one was around before slipping into the room.

“Lay hyung.” he greeted, startling the other from his thoughts.

“Hunnie.” Lay greeted and stared at him a bit blankly. “Aren’t you practicing with Kai?” he asked.

“Oh I was.” Sehun said as he walked over and grabbed a chair. Pulling it up, he sat in front of the other and smiled at him sweetly. “But I thought I would come see what my favorite hyung was doing,” he said.

“F-Favorite?” Lay asked. “I’m your favorite?”

“Of course!” Sehun said, though it was a lie. If he honestly had to pick his favorite hyung it would be Xiumin. The other was really the coolest hyung. No matter what was thrown at him, Xiumin always came out on top and let’s face it, he was a good player too. He ‘stole’ Luhan from him while secretly being with Lay.  But he wasn’t going to let Lay know that. He needed the other to believe he was the favorite.

“Awesome. So what can your favorite hyung do for you?” he asked.

“Oh, well you know. A little of this and a little of that.” Sehun said. The confused look that Lay gave him didn’t surprise him. He stood and moved closer, taking the guitar from the other’s hands and laying it carefully on the floor. He lowered himself into Lay’s lap, one leg on each side and stared into the other’s eyes. “This morning has just been horrible, hyung.” he said.

“Yeah?” Lay asked, arms wrapping around Sehun’s waist, holding him carefully. “What happened?” he asked.

“Luhan hyung! He cockblocked me from getting some of Kris.” Sehun pouted. “And then Tao was already fucking Suho hyung and Kyungsoo hyung tried to eat me.” he said and sighed softly. He rested his head on Lay’s shoulder gently, breathing gently through his mouth, letting the hot air run across the sensitive neck of the Chinese member.

“S-Sehun.” Lay whispered and cleared his throat, his grip on Sehun’s waist tightening. “That sounds horrible. But uh...what can I do to help?” he asked. Sehun smirked at the question, his hips slowly rocking down, meeting those very flexible ones.

“I think you know hyung.” Sehun whispered, his lips moving in and brushing against the flesh. Lay let out a strangled moan, his head moving to the side slowly.  “Come on hyung. I’ve been denied pleasure all morning. I need something.” he said and grinded down harder. Lay bit his lip, his own hips bucking up to meet the maknae’s. Sehun smirked to himself. He had the other right where he wanted him. Now all he had to do was get them naked and his hard work was going to pay off.

“Make my day better, hyung.” Sehun whispered. “Fuck me.” he purred. He was ready for Lay, ready to feel the other’s lips against his, those nimble fingers working his clothes off and touching his body. What he was not ready for was being pushed so rudely off of the other’s lap and landing hard on his back.

“What the fuck Yixing?!” Sehun shouted and glared up at the pale man that stood, backing away.

“Ugh...I uh...have to go!” Lay said and rushed from the room so fast that Sehun could barely comprehend what had happened. Did Lay really just reject him? What the fuck was that about? Honestly, was he wearing some sort of hyung repellant? Why was everyone just pushing him away?

Groaning, Sehun flopped on his back and stared up at the bright lights of the ceiling. Something had to have happened. Why were they suddenly all telling him no. It’s not like they had a problem with it the other day. What was so different? What the hell was going? Closing his eyes, he let out a heavy sigh and let his muscles relax. He was content to just lay there and pout for a few hours. That would make his hyungs feel bad! Shame on them! Such bad hyungs!

Sehun grunted as he sat up suddenly and glared hard at the practice room door. Instead of waiting, he was going to go and confront them! He wanted answers and he was going to get them right then and there! Climbing to his feet, he left the practice room and stormed down the hall, searching the different practice rooms for the others. He was pretty sure they were having individual practice right now, yet the rooms were empty.

Sehun walked to the main practice room and grabbed the handle of the door and as he pulled the door open, he heard his name falling from his hyung’s lips. He held the door slightly ajar, moving his head around until he could see the group of eleven men gathered around the couch.

“It’s alright Lay.” Xiumin said and patted Lay’s shoulder gently.

“It was so hard to push him. You have no idea.” Lay whispered and ran a hand through his hair. “He just came at me. I didn’t think not giving the maknae what he wanted would create such a...a…”

“Horny monster.” Baekhyun said and snorted. “He cornered me in the kitchen this morning.” he said and shook his head.

“He walked in on me and Suho.” Tao added.

“He helped me wake Kris.” Luhan said and sighed, rubbing the side of his face. “And then he didn’t want to leave. He threw a hissy fit.”

“He kicked the kitchen chair because Baekhyun hyung and Xiumin hyung ‘denied’ him.” Kai said from his spot against the wall. The members fell silent and stared at the young male with a strange look, one Sehun hadn’t really seen them give before. He couldn’t explain it, but it gave him this overwhelming sense of guilt for some reason.

“It’ll be alright Kai.” Suho said. “He’s just stubborn is all.”

Stubborn? Well yeah, Sehun was stubborn, he would have agreed with them to that. But what were they talking about? What was going to be alright for Kai? Did he do something? Did he pull a muscle in his waist? Oh that would be bad. Kai’s waist was already injured, not that anyone could tell when he danced.

“Yeah I know.” Kai said and closed his eyes, head resting back on the wall.

“You know we’re doing this for you Kai.” Kris said. “It’s all for you. So no matter how difficult this becomes, we’re not going to give up.” he assured the dancer, but it didn’t seem like Kai really believed in them. He pushed off the wall and shook his head.

“Suho hyung, it’s alright if I go hang with Taemin for a few hours right?” Kai asked.

“Ah...yeah, just be back by four.” Suho said with a nod of his head. Kai nodded and started for the door. Sehun scrambled away quickly and ran into another room, his door closing just as Kai came out. He heard the footsteps moving down the hall, away from him and he sighed softly. What the hell was going on? This was just getting weirder and weirder. But there was one thing that Sehun knew, it was that the members were hiding something from him. They were doing this on purpose, keeping him away. And it had something to do with Kai, but for the life of Sehun he couldn’t figure out what.

Maybe...maybe the answer lied with Kai. Yeah! He should go talk to the other and ask him what the other hyungs are planning. Opening the door, he peeked out and saw the hall clear. He tiptoed out and headed down the hall and to the elevator. Kai was going to meet up with Taemin, maybe he could get the SHINee maknae to help him as well.

~*~2:00 PM~*~

It was like pulling teeth, trying to figure out where Kai and Taemin went. Sehun had just missed the other when he ran out of the SM building and of course there were fans there waiting. He didn’t feel comfortable going out on his own, so he went back in and decided to call his sunbaes and find out where Taemin was going with Kai.

It took almost an hour before Minho finally got back to Sehun, letting the other know that Kai and Taemin went to a park near their dorm, by the Han River. Armed with his information, Sehun snuck out through the back of the building and headed for the park that the members liked to frequent often. By the time he was there, it was nearly 2:30 and he was tired and hungry. But he was on a mission and he was going to find the answer to his questions.

The park was pretty empty, but it was a weekday. Kids were still in school, most of the adults were at work. Only a very small group of people would be out right now, such as idols and university students. So the time was perfect to be out on their own. And if the fans didn’t see them leave and follow then there was going to be a lot of peace and quiet around for the idols to enjoy the outdoors.

But because it was so bare out, it took Sehun a while to find Kai and Taemin. They were near the back of the park, near the river and were under a tree, just chatting. Sehun was making his way over with determination etched on his face. At least until he caught sight of what they were really doing. They were kissing, full on kissing! In public! Okay, so it was deserted back there, still!

Sehun felt a pang in his chest suddenly and the longer he watched, the more that pang twisted inside of him. His chest felt so tight, it hurt; almost like it might explode. But he didn’t understand why he had these feelings. It was confusing him. What was wrong with him? He wasn’t sure, but he knew he couldn’t stand there and watch those two any longer. He turned and ran off, hoping that he hadn’t been seen by anyone.

But he wasn’t that lucky. Because if Sehun had bothered to turn back and look one last time, he would have seen Taemin and Kai standing, their eyes on him, and he would have seen the shame and guilt written all over Kai’s face.

~*~4:00PM~*~

Kai arrived back to the practice studio right on time. The other members were there, but there was no Sehun, and that worried him. “Where’s the maknae?” he asked.

“Oh, he went home half an hour ago. He said he wasn’t feeling good.” Suho said. “How was your time with Taemin?” he asked.

“Did he say why he wasn’t feeling good?” Kai questioned.

“No. Just that he wasn’t feeling well.” Suho said and frowned. “Is something wrong Kai?” Kai sighed and ran a hand through his hair then.

“Sehun...followed us to the park and...he saw me kissing Taemin.”

“What? You were kissing Taemin?! What the hell? I thought you loved Sehun! We’re beating the boy off with a stick for you!” Luhan growled. “What the hell Kai?”

“It’s not like that!” Kai said quickly. “I do love Sehun. I was...I’ve never kissed anyone. Taemin hyung has and I wanted him to...teach me.” he said and looked away. “I think I just fucked things up.”

“Well, now wait a minute. How can you fuck things up when he doesn’t even know you like him like that?” Chanyeol asked and stared at Kai. “Come on, it’ll be fine.” he said and wrapped his arms around Kai’s shoulders, hugging him. “He probably went home to pout. You were getting some, the rest of us are getting some and he’s not. He’s an unhappy maknae is all.” he said  softly.

Kai let out a deep sigh as he leaned against the other, arms wrapping around his waist, holding him tighter. “I hope so,” he whispered. An unhappy maknae he could deal with. But a hurt or heartbroken maknae he could not deal with. Even if Sehun deserved it for always pushing him to the side and going after the other hyungs, Kai never wanted to hurt the other. He loved him too much.

“Come on, let’s go home, clean up and order food. We’ll sit down and talk to Sehun and just tell him what we’ve been doing and why.” Suho said. “With all the misunderstandings out of the way, there’s no way he could stay mad at you Kai, trust me alright?” Suho asked. Kai lifted his head and nodded.

“Good, let’s go.” Suho said and ushered the group from the room. They headed downstairs and piled into their separate vans and headed back home. Kai sat between Chanyeol and Baekhyun, the two hyungs rubbing his back and arms, trying to make him feel better. But Kai wouldn’t feel better until he could talk to Sehun, tell him what he saw was just a misunderstanding and confess his feelings for the other.

~*~6:00PM~*~

Sehun was laid out on his bed, face first in his bed. He was so upset and he didn’t know why. It wasn’t like he was with Kai or anything. He shouldn’t feel this sort of sadness. But he did and it was confusing. Why should he care if Kai was kissing Taemin? Those two were best friends after all. So let them be together. But his heart...his heart didn’t want that. His heart wanted Kai. It was confusing.

Was he...was he in love with Kai? But when did that happen? Sehun never had time to fall in love. In between pleasing the members and going to schedules there just wasn’t time. At least he didn’t think so. Maybe there was. Maybe it just happened because he was close with Kai and they spent a lot of time together. That could be the reason.

Sehun grunted as he rolled over and stared up at the ceiling. He was in love with Kai. And that’s the reason why he was so upset. He wanted Kai for himself. He didn’t want Taemin to have him! Realization suddenly hit Sehun and he let out a long groan. Fuck! All day Kai was trying to get him to sleep with him. All day his hyung was offering his body and all day Sehun was pushing him away. What if he drove Kai away? What if he was the reason the two had been kissing.

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

Sehun closed his eyes and let out a small sob. This was it. His chance of happiness was gone. He pushed Kai away and the hyungs were pushing him away. He was alone and it was all his fault. Tears slowly slipped from his closed eyes and rolled down his cheeks as he silently cried himself to sleep.

~*~8:00PM~*~

Sehun groaned as he felt someone shift besides him, waking him from his sleep.  He had been in a dreamless sleep, his body just floating in darkness. But now that he was somewhat conscious, the pain of his realization was slowly hitting him once more. And he wanted nothing more but to curl up and go back into the darkness, to forget about all his pain. Because at least there, he wasn’t going to be hurt.

“Sehun-ah.” The voice was so soft, so soothing. It was gentle and coaxing, reminding Sehun of his mother’s voice, only his mother’s voice wasn’t that deep and manly sounding. “Come on Sehun, let’s get up.” he said.

“No.” Sehun whined and pulled the blanket up and over his body. When had he pulled the blankets up? He didn’t remember waking up to pull them up. “Sleepy,” he whispered.

“Sehun, you missed dinner. Come on, get up and eat something and you can go back to sleep alright?” Sehun felt hands touching him and rolling him over. Sighing softly, Sehun opened his eyes and stared up at his leader. “Sehun, are you alright?” Suho asked softly.

“I’m fine. Just tired.” Sehun whispered. He stared at him for a few moments before slowly sitting up. “Alright, I’m up.” he said softly.

Suho smiled and stood and helped Sehun out of his bed. “Come on, we saved you some dinner.” he said and led the maknae out of his room, down the hall and into the living room where the other members were gathered spending ‘family’ time as Suho loved to call. Sehun sat down in an empty chair, and watched as Suho disappeared into the kitchen. From the small noises the other was creating, Sehun knew his food was being warmed up and he smiled at that. Suho was always so nice and kind, taking good care of them all. He was the best leader they had.

Taking a moment, Sehun looked around the living room. Most of the members were watching the TV, laughing at whatever stupid show that was on. A few of them were talking silently amongst themselves, or on their phones. When his eyes landed on Kai, all the pain of his previous thoughts came rushing back and he looked away quickly. He curled himself up in the chair, trying to make himself as small as possible. He ruined everything between him and Kai and now he was going to be reminded of that for the rest of his life, or at least for the rest of the time he was in EXO.

“Here.” Sehun jumped at the voice and looked up.

“Thanks.” Sehun took the offered plate and sighed. Picking up his chopsticks, he started eating, a smile spreading over his face. It wasn’t take out, it was home cooked and he loved their home cooked meals the most. Absorbed in eating and savoring every bite he took, he didn’t realize that the TV was turned off or that the members were watching him closely.

“Sehun.” Sehun looked up, eyes moving to Chanyeol.

“What?” Sehun asked, mouth full.

“We need to talk.” Chanyeol said.

“Okay.”

“All of us.” Chanyeol said and motioned to all the males in the room for clarification. Sehun looked around before lowering his plate and swallowing his food.

“Okay.” he said slowly. “Did I do something?” he asked.

“No, it’s just….” Chanyeol trailed off.

“We want to talk to you about what’s been going on today.” Suho said and looked down at Sehun. Sehun frowned and shook his head, sighing.

“What’s there to talk about?” he asked and started eating once more.

“Sehun, you need to understand we’re not-”

“Understand what?!” Sehun snapped and looked up at Suho, glaring. “That you don’t like me? That I’m not needed?! I got that message loud and clear today. So just save it.”

“Sehun, that's not true. We do like you and we do need you.” Luhan said.

“Bull shit.” Sehun growled and stood, plate falling to the floor.

“Sehun!” Suho wrapped his arms around Sehun before the other could escape back to his room. “Stop it please!” he pleaded. “We’re not lying to you. Please, you just need to listen for a moment.” he said. Sehun stilled in the other’s arms, eyes closing slowly.

“Sehun we love you, you’re our maknae and a precious member of our group. We never want to hurt you.”

“Yeah? I still don’t believe you.” Sehun whispered. He felt so tired now, so weak. He knew another breakdown was on its way, and he didn’t want to have it in front of his members. He wished Suho would just hurry up with his little speech so he could retreat back to his room and cry in peace.

“Sehun, we're doing this for you!” Suho said and pulled back and stared at him. “So you can be happy!”

“Happy?! How is this making me happy! Everyone was pushing me away!” Sehun shouted.

“We’re doing it because someone loves you! Do you think it’s fair that he has to watch as you crawl into our beds every day, while he sits there and waits for you to notice him and his feelings?!”

“Who?! Who sits and waits?! I please everyone! And if I’m not doing a good job why doesn’t he have the balls to tell me himself?!” Sehun growled. He was angry now; tears were slowly pricking at the corners of his eyes.

“Me.” Sehun turned and stared at Kai as the other stood.

“Kai?” Sehun asked before frowning. “What are you doing? Do you think this is funny? You love me?”

“Yes.” Kai said softly.

“I would expect this from someone like Chen,”

“Hey!”

“But not you Kai.” Sehun whispered. “Why would you want to hurt me like this? Tell me you love me when I know you don’t.”

“Sehun-”

“I saw you with Taemin!” Sehun interrupted. “What are you trying to do, cheat on him with me? I’m not going to be the ‘other woman’.” he growled.

“Well I mean you kind of are.” Baekhyun said softly.

“Shut up!” Sehun snapped at the other and even though the informal language angered Baekhyun, he kept quiet.

“Sehun you got it all wrong.” Kai said.

“How could I get it wrong when I saw you with my own eyes kissing Taemin?!” Sehun asked. He glared hard at his friend, watching the way his face contorted. He wasn’t sure what emotions ran through Kai, they went by so quickly that he didn’t have time to even count how many he went through before the other was stalking towards. Sehun was a little scared of what the other might do to him, but he stood his ground. His pain, his anger overshadowed his fear of the other.

“I kissed Taemin so I could do this.” Kai said as he grabbed Sehun’s face and pulled him into a searing kiss. Sehun’s eyes widened, staring at Kai’s face. The other was staring right back into his eyes and Sehun got so lost in them. There were so many feelings running through those dark orbs, most of them mirrors of his own feelings. Pulling back, they stared at each other, silent except for their heavy breathing.

“Kai.” Sehun whispered.

“I love you Hunnie.” Kai looked him over before sighing. “Honestly, I thought maybe you would have figured it out by now, especially with all the offers I gave you today. But you kept pushing me away.”

“I-I’m sorry.” Sehun apologized. He was stupid, so stupid. And he realized just how stupid he was. He looked down, afraid now. What was going to happen? Was Kai just going to leave him then? Pretend the kiss didn’t happen? Was it a parting kiss? Sehun didn’t want to think that.

Fingers slid under his chin and lifted his head up. He met Kai’s eyes once more and blushed as Kai leaned in and kissed him once more. It was a gentle kiss this time but it still had Sehun going weak in the knees. Reaching up, he gripped the front of Kai’s shirt, holding him tightly as he leaned into the kiss. Kai wrapped his arms around Sehun’s waist, pulling him closer against him as he deepened the kiss, tongue licking gently at Sehun’s lips. Sehun parted his lips and a moan left him as the tongue slipped into his mouth, filling it more than he ever thought. Kai’s tongue filled his mouth more than any cock he’s ever sucked and it amazed Sehun.

A throat was cleared and the two pulled apart, a small flush on their cheeks as they looked back at the other members who were watching. “So, if you’re going to continue, please do so in your room.” Kris said. “Unless you're willing to share him.” He grunted when he was smacked and looked at Luhan. “What? Oh we’re still on that? Come on, you know the maknae has great cock sucking skills.” Kris said and grunted as he was smacked again. “What?!” he whined.

Sehun laughed as Kris was smacked repeatedly by Luhan. It was finally clicking in his head, why the members had pushed him away, taking care of things on their own. It was so he and Kai could be together. And he was thankful for that. But that still wasn’t going to stop him from playing with the other members. Only now he had someone else to help him, or watch him...both were turn ons in Sehun’s book.

“How about you show me just how good of a cocksucker you are.” Kai whispered, turning his attention back to the other. Sehun thought for a moment and nodded, smirking.

“Let’s go then.” Taking Kai’s hand, he led the other down the hall and to their room, closing the door behind them.

“Right...so who has the earplugs?” Chanyeol asked.

“Why would we need those? I want to hear.” Chen said and grinned, licking his lips.

“Ugh, you would.” Kyungsoo said and rolled his eyes, but was already up and following after Chen, the two sneaking down to listen.

“You know...they don’t have such a bad idea.” Kris said and stood.

“Are we seriously going to do this?” Suho asked.

“Of course!” Tao said happily, following the other bodies.

~*~10:00PM~*~

Sehun pushed Kai down on the bed once they were safely in their bedroom. Their lips met in a hungry kiss as hands grabbed at different pieces of clothing as they tried to rip the articles of clothing off. Skin was pinched in the process and they pulled apart.  “That’s not smart.” Sehun said and rubbed his side. Kai chuckled and shifted on the bed, leaning over and kissing the spot gently.

“Sorry.” he said and Sehun shook his head.

“It’s fine.” Sehun looked Kai over and smiled, hands moving to touch the exposed chest. He had seen the other naked many times before, this wasn’t the first time. But it was the first time that this was going to mean something more between them. And that alone made Sehun nervous. Kai gripped his wrist and Sehun stared, watching the way his hand shook as the other lifted it and kissed it.

“You’re shaking.” Kai whispered and stared up at him. “What’s wrong Hunnie?” Sehun blinked and shook his head, giving a small, forced laugh.

“I don’t know. I guess…” he trailed off and looked away. “It’s different now. It’s not just sex.”

“Why isn’t it?” Kai asked, confused by the maknae’s words. It was sex. Or at least, it was going to be sex if they could get to it.

“It’s not. It means more.” Sehun said and looked back at Kai. “You mean more to me now than before and I’m just….nervous,” he said. Kai let out a chuckle and released Sehun’s wrist. His arms wrapped around the male’s waist, pulling Sehun closer, the other’s ass resting firmly on his lap.

“There’s nothing to be worried about. How many times have we already fucked? I know what you’re like, you know what I’m like. It’s fine.” Kai tried to reassure the other, but one look at Sehun’s face, he knew he hadn’t actually succeeded.

“You love me though.” Sehun whispered.

“And you love me, don’t you?” Kai asked. Sehun bit his lip lightly and nodded his head gently. “So then there is nothing to worry about,” he said. He reached up and stroked Sehun’s cheek gently, letting his fingers guide over the smooth, nearly flawless skin. He pulled Sehun down into another kiss; gentle and soft. As their lips molded together, the passion between them intensified. A moan left Sehun as Kai forced his tongue between his soft lips, licking at his tongue playfully. Kai gave a small buck and Sehun groaned deeply. Sehun wrapped his arms around Kai’s neck, holding him close as he flicked his tongue against the dancer’s, teasing it as he rolled his hips over Kai’s. He could feel Kai’s hard cock pressing against his ass and it sent sparks of pleasure coursing through them. Lifting himself up, Sehun opened his pants and wiggled out of them quickly, kicking off his boxers as well.

“God you’re so hard baby.” Kai whispered. He reached out and wrapped his hands around Sehun’s cock and stroked him quickly, pulling heated moans from the maknae as he bucked into his hand.

“Kai...please.” Sehun panted and grunted. Kai gave a squeeze before releasing him.

“Come on babe. I thought you were going to show me your cocksucking skills.” he said and smirked. Sehun glared and shifted off of Kai’s lap.

“Yeah, yeah. Pushy.” he said and chuckled. He reached down and pulled down Kai’s sweatpants, smirking as his cock sprang free quickly. Kai never was one to wear underwear if he didn’t have to. Kai kicked off his pants and settled back on the bed, legs spread and inviting. Licking his lips, Sehun lowered himself and licked over the fat head slowly.

“Fuck.” Kai breathed out and Sehun smirked. He ran his tongue over the head again, dipping teasingly into the slit. The cock twitched under his touch and he chuckled. “Damn it Sehun, suck it.” he groaned.

“Make me.” Sehun said as he looked up at him. Kai growled and tangled his fingers into Sehun’s hair and forced the other’s head down. The head of his cock pushed past Sehun’s more than willing lips and he hissed out at how hot and wet his mouth was. The suction started almost immediately and Kai bucked up.

“Fuck baby. That’s it. Just like that.” he panted. Sehun’s mouth worked over his throbbing length, licking at the underside while sucking quickly. Sehun took more and more of the hard flesh into his mouth, cheeks hollowing out. The suction became so tight that it had Kai crying out, bucking up quickly into the other’s mouth. “Oh shit! Yes! Fuck you’re gonna make me cum!”

Sehun gave one last suck before pulling up and chuckled. “Not yet hyung.” he whispered. Shifting, he crawled up Kai’s body and kissed him deeply, hips rolling quickly, their cocks rubbing together in heated friction. Sehun could feel his cock twitch against Kai’s as the pleasure coursed through him. He was so hard and so horny. He had been denied all day any sort of pleasure from the others and now, he finally had the one person who always made him feel wonderful; the one person who always understood him. “Jongin….please.”

Kai smiled, hands guiding Sehun's hips up and closer. "What do you want, Sehun?" He asked softly. "Tell me so I can give it to you." Sehun's face flushed deeply and smiled, leaning in for a quick kiss.

"Take me." He whispered over his lips. Kai pressed against Sehun’s lips once more, moaning softly as Sehun moved over him, the head of his cock sliding between the maknae’s cheeks. “I need you.” Sehun whispered as he pulled back, staring down at the other.

“I need you too.” Kai answered, hands moving to grip Sehun’s ass, parting his cheeks as he rubbed the tip of his cock against his hole. He could feel it twitching against his head, a small moan leaving him. He wanted to be inside the other so much. Sehun groaned and lowered himself down on Kai’s cock, a deep moan leaving him as the pleasure spiked through him quickly.

“Shit. Kai.” Sehun whispered. He licked his lips and slowly moved over him, bucking harder and faster, clenching tightly around him. Kai hissed out and bucked up, burying himself deep into Sehun.

“So tight. Fuck.” Kai panted. He stared up at Sehun and smirked, pulling the other down into a deep kiss. Sehun let out a small whine and lifted himself up and slowly lowered himself back down. His hips worked quickly, rolling as he drove Kai deep inside him. He loved the way the other’s cock felt inside him, stroking his walls. It was setting his nerves on fire and he wanted more, so much more.

Tan fingers gripped tightly at Sehun’s hips as Kai slammed up harder and fast. Sehun cried out, his head falling back as Kai’s cock pressed in deep. “Yes! Oh fuck harder!” Sehun shouted in pleasure. Shifting over his lap, Sehun braced himself on Kai’s shoulders and lifted himself before dropping back down. A deep groan left the maknae as Kai’s cock pressed deep inside of him, nudging his prostate.

“That’s it. Bounce baby.” Kai panted. He ran his hands over Sehun’s back, just feeling the other as he rode his cock. The way his muscles flexed and moved, it only turned Kai on even more. Sehun leaned forward and captured Kai’s lips in a deep kiss, tongues colliding together as they explored each other’s mouths. Kai shifted his hips, pressing into Sehun’s prostate head on and the male pulled back, crying out loudly.

“Oh right there! Yes Kai! Fuck!” Sehun panted heavily as he bounced quickly on the other’s cock. Between his bouncing and Kai’s thrusting, Sehun felt like he was on cloud nine. The heat inside him was building so quickly and he knew he was reaching his peak fast. It was the first time in a long time he felt he could cum this quickly. But there was just something about having Kai to himself and knowing the other loved him just fueled his pleasure.

“Ah~!” Sehun cried out as Kai wrapped his hand around his throbbing member, stroking it quickly. Sehun groaned and pleaded as he bounced faster. The double stimulation was just too much, and the moment Kai swiped his thumb over the slit of his cock, he jerked and came hard. His walls tightened around Kai, the other crying out in pleasure.

“Shit! Sehun!” Kai gasped and gripped Sehun’s hips tightly, thrusting up hard into the other. Cries fell from Sehun’s lips as Kai thrusted into him more, helping the other ride out his orgasm. He gave one last hard thrust, pushing himself deep into Sehun and he came hard.

Sehun panted and groaned, slouching forward, arms wrapping around Kai’s neck. “Shit that was good,” he muttered. Kai let out a small chuckle as he wrapped his arms around Sehun’s waist. He fell back on the bed and sighed, shifting around trying to get comfortable.

“Damn it, stop.” Sehun pouted as he slipped off of Kai and laid next to  him. He rested his head on Kai’s chest, kicking his feet under the blankets to keep them warm as they snuggled. “Better.”

Kai smiled and reached up, stroking his head gently. “I love you Hunnie.” he whispered. Sehun glanced up at the other and smiled.

“I love you too hyung. Next time, just tell me. Don’t involve the other hyungs.” Sehun muttered, sighing contently as Kai pulled the blankets up and over their spent bodies.

“There won’t be a next time. You’re mine now.” Kai said and pressed a gentle kiss to Sehun’s forehead.

“Damn right I am. Which means no more kissing Taemin.” Sehun huffed. Kai laughed and shook his head.

“Then no more having sex with the other members.” Kai countered. Sehun raised a brow at that and shook his head.

“That I can not do. It’s a maknae’s job to fuck all his members.” Sehun said.

“Your job?” Kai asked.

“Yeah, it’s written in the Maknae Rulebook.” Sehun said with a firm nod. Kai let out a deep laugh and shook his head.

“Well fuck me.” he said.

“Sure.” Sehun said with a grin and Kai rolled his eyes. “How about we work together, tag team them?”

“Well.” Kai said and thought for a moment. “I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have Kris’s cock inside me.” he said. Sehun grinned and hugged him tightly, kissing him deeply.

“Have I told you how much I love you?” Sehun asked.

“No, but now you have.” Kai said and chuckled. “I love you too Sehun.” he said. Sehun smiled and kissed Kai once more before settling back down on his chest.

“Let’s sleep.” Sehun muttered. Fingers ran through Sehun’s hair slowly, lulling him to sleep.

“Okay. Night Hunnie.” Kai whispered, his eyes already drooping.

He had taken a few selfies after his shower, but didn’t have the energy to post them on instagram. The thought of watching a movie or something crossed his mind, but that required getting up to get his laptop, which is something he honestly didn’t want to do at the moment. He was very comfy, sprawled out on the bed in nothing but his boxers, hair still slightly damp from his shower, towel draped over his shoulders. 

So he stuck with his phone. He was going back and forth between instagram, thumbing through pictures and YouTube, watching different random videos. It was one of his favorite ways to unwind after a busy day. He had just clicked on a Girl’s Day video to watch one of the previous performances when the notification dropped down from the top of his phone. A quick scan showed that it was from Chanyeol and it was a photo attachment.

Pausing the video, he exited out of the app and scrolled over to his messages and opened them. Clicking on Chanyeol’s name, he watched as the message popped up and he stared at the photo in front of him.

It was, what he assumed was Chanyeol laying in bed with the blankets wrapped around his legs and his hand pressed down, fingers curled slightly around his very hard and erect cock that was still in his shorts. He had to cock his head, eyes glued to the image for a moment before he shook his head. It was a daring image and he wasn’t sure why Chanyeol took it, but he just shrugged it away. He didn’t bother to send a reply back, figuring either it was some weird prank or had misclicked who he wanted to send it too. 

Exiting out of his messages, he opened back up the YouTube app and continued to watch his video. He was bobbing his head along, singing to the song happily. His eyes moved around on the screen, watching each woman as she danced. He had to admit, he did like watching the girls dance in the outfits the stylists had picked out for them. Tummy flashes and long legs. Oh the long legs. He loved a girl with long legs. 

He couldn’t help but laugh loudly when one of the girls fell. He covered his mouth and giggled and watched till the end before looking for another video. Mess ups were always funny to watch, as long as he wasn’t the one who made the mess up. He decided to go with a boy group this time and up10tion was getting a lot of attention, so he decided to watch these rookies. The video had just started when another picture came in from Chanyeol. Baekhyun could only shake his head and guess what Chanyeol could want to show him this time. Hopefully not another dick covered pic. 

Baekhyun could hope all he wanted, but the moment he pulled up Chanyeol’s message, his hopes were dashed as his eyes widened to an impossibly large size. Right before him was a picture he never thought he would get from Chanyeol. The other had his pants down around his thighs...those milky white thighs. His hand was wrapped around his erect cock and lord was it big. It was certainly bigger than Baekhyun had thought it would be. Bigger than he thought it should be. It was…..huge.

Baekhyun couldn’t help but lick his lips, and with slender fingers, he enlarged the picture and looked at it closer. He was uncircumcised and Baekhyun was surprisingly okay this. Baekhyun was surprisingly okay with all of this. From seeing his friend’s penis to actually liking the look and shape of it. And wanting to...taste it.

Reaching up, Baekhyun slapped himself a few times on the cheek. “Snap out of it Byun.” he muttered. He couldn’t like this. He couldn’t like seeing his friends dick. He couldn’t like seeing a dick period. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t natural. But yet something inside him was telling him that this...this dick was the one he had always wanted. Not that he knew he wanted a dick. But this dick was the one. 

“Oh my god I’m going crazy.” he muttered. He closed the picture out, fingers pressing the chat box as he sent a quick reply back to the younger male 

Chanyeollie~

‘Yah! Why are you sending me pictures of your dick?!’

Closing out the application once more, he pulled YouTube back up and started the video again, trying to keep his mind off of the pictures he received while he waited for a reply back. He was barely another 30 seconds into the video when the message came through and Baekhyun quickly opened it.

Chanyeollie~

‘Sorry man, must have clicked your name by mistake. ‘

Baekhyun couldn’t believe what he was reading. Chanyeol had actually meant to send these pictures to someone else? Who could he be sending such naughty pictures to? And why? That was the most important question. Actually the most important question was how come Baekhyun didn’t know Chanyeol had someone he wanted to send nude pictures too? He was in shock and not really sure how to reply to this. It took him a good five minutes before he could finally formulate a reply that didn’t either sound dumb, sounded mean, or sounded like he wanted to see more.

Chanyeollie~

‘You could get in trouble if these pictures go to the wrong person. 

Why are you taking them anyway?’

That seemed like a good enough response. It wasn’t too harsh, and he didn’t sound too curious like he might want more. He sounded just right. Instead of going back to his video, this time he just kept his messages opened and waited. And waited. And waited some more. It honestly felt like forever before he got the message back, but in reality it had barely been a minute.

Chanyeollie~

‘Your right. Good thing it was you. I just wanted to

see what it would look like if I took a picture of my cock.

Do you like it? Big right? I think I’m the biggest in the

group now.’

Baekhyun smacked his head. Leave it to Chanyeol to want to try something that was so dangerous and scandalous like that. The other was just crazy, that’s all there was to it. But did he like it? If he was being honest with himself, yes he did like it. He liked it a lot. 

Chanyeollie~ 

‘Why would you ask me if I liked it? Chanyeol

you're crazy. Stop taking pictures of your dick.’

Baekhyun honestly wasn't sure what else to say this other than that. He wasn't going to tell his best friend he liked the picture of his dick. And he wasn't going to admit to himself that he liked the picture of his best friend’s dick. Even if he already knew he did. He'd rather lie to himself than to admit it.

Chanyeollie~

‘Aw you’re no fun Baek. Come over here and

help me take more pictures.’

Baekhyun groaned and sighed and rubbed his forehead. This man. He couldn’t believe it. He wanted him to help take dick pictures? How could he even help? Other than hold the camera? He certainly wasn’t going to be holding Chanyeol’s dick. At all.

Chanyeollie~

‘There is no way I’m helping you. Forget it’

Baekhyun expected a reply from Chanyeol, complaining that Baekhyun wasn’t being fair, but when nothing came, Baekhyun almost felt a little disappointed. Not that he couldn’t just text Chanyeol again. Or even get up and walk down the hall and go see the other in his room.  He could do any of those. And yet he sat there and pouted. He pouted like a upset teenage girl who didn’t get her way. And for no real good reason.

After about holding his phone for ten minutes, he threw it down on his bed. He wasn’t in the mood anymore to watch videos or anything. Laying down on his bed, he stared up at the ceiling, thinking about what he should or shouldn’t do. After a while though, his mind went to other things, like all the little popcorn like things that lined his ceiling. What was it? Why was it there? Had it always been there?

They were deep thought provoking questions that had him so wrapped up that when his phone went off, he jumped on his bed slightly and panted. Reaching over, he grabbed and stared at the notification that Chanyeol had sent him another message. Raising a brow, he unlocked his phone and pulled up his messages and stared at the little clip link of a video. He wasn’t liking what he saw, but he hit play anyway.

“Baekhyun-ah~” Chanyeol’s breathy moan came through the phone. Baekhyun’s eyes widened as he watched as the camera was tilted down, revealing Chanyeol’s hand wrapped around his hard cock, stroking it. Baekhyun watched the way the skin moved over the head, covering it on every upstroke before being removed on the down stroke. Thead was so smooth and pink in color. It looks so delicious. He gave the head a squeeze, his thumb swiping over it and he moaned out louder.

“Fuck, Baekhyun.”

Baekhyun groaned and licked his lips. The way his name left Chanyeol’s lips sent a shiver up his spine and made his cock.twitch. “Fuck.”  He watched as Chanyeol got a closeup of his cock, watching the way the other stroked himself. Chanyeol moved his fingers and used his thumb to press down on his cock, pushing it downwards before letting it go. Baekhyun let out a groan as the cock bobbed back and forth a few times before stopping.

He would be lying if he said he wasn’t eager to see more. He was falling deeper and deeper into a state of lust that he didn’t want to admit he could be in, but it was happening.

The camera moved and turned, showing Chanyeol’s face and the smile that graced his face, cheeks slightly flushed. “You could be in here helping me Baekhyun. But instead you want to keep denying your attraction for me.”  he spoke deeply and chuckled. “That’s okay. Enjoy this video and know one day, you’ll get the real thing. Until then...baby.” He turned the camera again and pointed it at his cock. His other hand wrapped around the hard flesh and stroked himself quickly. Deep grunts left him, hips slightly moving before they stilled.

“Baekhyun!” Baekhyun gasped as he watched the milky fluid shoot from Chanyeol’s cock, landing on his hand and abdomen as he stroked himself through his orgams. The video ended and Baekhyun was left there to stare in shock and awe. It wasn’t until his cock gave a painful twitch, did he realize he was hard, horny and desperate for Chanyeol’s cock. 

He fell back on the bed and panted softly as he reached down and gripped himself through his pants, giving his cock a squeeze. “God I fucking hate you, Park Chanyeol.” he grumbled to himself. Lifting his phone, he pressed play once more and watched the video while stroking his cock.