Back in the days Taemin used to date a lot of girls that were easy - easy to impress, easy to have and easy to manipulate.
They were infatuated with him, blatantly oblivious to his real character, solely obsessed with his idol persona.
He would toy with them, but none of them had what it took for him to fall in love.
Heâd use them as he pleased.
Used them from the back, front, upside down, standing, sitting, in public or behind closed doors but it was always him asserting dominance, remaining in control.
Until you showed up.
Blowjobs were a risky thing for him, giving up control and letting you lead was terrifying to him.
Terrifyingly sexy.
âBaby, why are you on your knees?â
He was pushed against the wall, nowhere left to go. Taemin looked down and watched you, sat on your knees looking up to him, batting your lashes at him.
âIs that a problem, Tae Tae?â, you purred seductively.
He shook his head and watched your fingers glide over his legs - starting with the shins and going up to his thighs.
His heart started beating faster, suddenly he was hyper aware of the roomâs hotness.
Taemin placed his hands on your head, guiding you, trying to regain some control but you hissed at him instantly.
âArms up, Taeminâ, you commanded sternly.
He obliged, putting his arms up as if he had been caught by the police.
âGood boyâ, you praised him proudly.
Your fingers traced further north, playing with the buttons on his pants. They were silver and cold to the touch.
You looked up at him again and asked innocently: âMay I?â
God, how could he deny you?
Your beautiful eyes were glistening with desire, full of longing for him. He watched you lick your lips in anticipation, ready to devour him.
Taemin nodded silently, still pressed to the wall. He watched you unzip his pants and pull them down, admiring the impressive bulge that had formed underneath his boxers.
His heart was beating like a drum, his ears were ringing, he could hardly hear anything anymore.
Swiftly, you pulled down his boxers and were taken aback by his cock - massively throbbing for you.
âFuck Taemin, itâs a shame you rarely let me give you head. Your cock is screaming for me, look at this.â, you mused.
In this moment he had to agree, giving up control more often may not be that bad after all.
You gave him one final look, batting your doll eyes at him before you took him all in, instantly moaning in pleasure.
Taeminâs eyes rolled back, surrendering to this sensation.
You had trouble fitting all of him in your mouth but luckily you had hands to help, giving him a mixture of the wetness of your mouth and the force of your hands.
âFuckâ, he moaned under his breath.
You wanted this so badly, wanted to let him know how much you desired him.
His chest was heaving heavier, as he was already close.
âI want to touch you, y/nâ, he whispered as he watched you from above.
You met his gaze and ignited an even bigger fire within him, seeing you sucking on his dick did a number on his ego.
Taemin lovingly placed his hands around your face, cupping you as you sucked harder.
You were good at this, oh absolutely, but it was not the touch of your plush lips around his cock or your tongue swirling around his glans or the poking against your throat, no, it were your eyes that drove him over the edge.
Your beautiful eyes that were filled with desire, longing and love for only him. Those eyes that never lied, always declaring the truth were the ones that made him cum in your mouth.
Taemin tasted heavenly, the perfect mixture of salty and sweet.
You sucked him off, garnering the last drop before you let go of him happily.
Before you could stand up he got down on his knees and crashed his lips onto yours, forcefully tasting himself on you.
âThank you, babyâ, he huffed out as he pressed his forehead against yours.
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Chapter 2
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Chapter 1
Itâs a bit unusual to Minho to be asked to grab something from the main office, but with everyone so busy with the new comeback and with him being the only one whoâs finished filming his parts, it made sense to send him.
Essentially, heâs free, so he canât complain, and it gives him purpose to do acts of service for those around him.
So, he makes sure to write down everything thatâs needed from the SM headquarters in his phone. Some documents that have yet to be signed, a black notebook containing some plans for the shooting, and a few other items.
Apparently, thereâs only an intern working today, which is why no one could come bring the needed things, but theyâve been notified someone is coming to pick them up, so everything should be alright.
Thatâs how it usually is during summer months, on Fridays; everyone is away on holiday.
Minho briefly wonders why their superiors insisted on filming this music video during the middle of July, when barely any staff is available, but it is what it is.
He waves everyone goodbye and goes to his car, driving slowly towards the SM building with his AC turned on to the max. Itâs so hot and miserable outside, he could die, and the fact that heâs danced for the better part of the last 4 hours doesnât help too much either, as he still feels sweat droplets rolling down his back and forehead.
Once he gets to the building, he makes his way to the elevator and presses on the 2nd floor, where the main office is located. The elevator moves slowly, he notices for the millionth time.
He shouldâve taken the stairs; it wouldâve definitely been quicker.
Once in front of the door to the main office, he knocks twice, but thereâs no response.
He decides to open the door anyway and sees that the small office is empty, so he takes his time to look through it. Although heâs been with this company for the past two decades, heâs never had to come here.
The office is small, it has 6 desks clamped together in a U shape, an old coffee machine, 6 worn out chairs, 4 old computers and 2 laptops, one of which is open.
This is where the intern sits. Minho notes, making his way over to admire their desk. Itâs tidier than the others, although some things look misplaced, but itâs only natural when youâre actively working.
The laptop is open on a Twitter tab that Minho initially decides to ignore. Itâs not like heâd want to invade anyoneâs privacy.
He quickly changes his mind when he notices that the profile picture of that account is a picture of him at Waterbomb, his torso naked and a cocky grin on his lips.
It makes him raise an eyebrow. Maybe the intern is doing a⌠market research of some sort. Surely, itâs nothing.
Itâs nothing.
Still, itâs been years since heâs last googled his name or read anything his fans say about him, and heâs curious, so he decides to take a quick peak and see what this profileâs on about.
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NSFW as fuckkk but just the thought of Minho ramming me from behind makes my knees weak
and the fact that heâd just have to say it and iâd be there on my knees
ugh im a slut for him
Posted 2 hours ago by justanotherminhoesimp
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Minhoâs eyes grow big instantly.
Who the fuck posts something like that on the internet for the whole world to see?
He knows some fans are a bit⌠delusional, but heâs never expected something so explicit.
However, curiosity gets the better of him, and he clicks on the post to see if this personâs got any replies.
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girllll, ikr?! thinking about it makes me sickkkk
Posted 2 hours ago by shineesfive
whoever heâs fucking is one lucky bitch
Posted 2 hours ago by blingblingisjonghyunnnn
could never be me because if Iâd ever see him irl Iâd turn around and walk in the opposite direction đ¤Ł
Posted 45 minutes ago by justanotherminhoesimp
and yet you post the most deranged stuff about him 𤣠𤣠đ¤Ł
Posted 25 minutes ago by shineesfive
real me and internet me are different people đ¤Ł
Posted 15 minutes ago by justanotherminhoesimp
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Minho chuckls slightly at this small interaction. Although he finds it very weird that this justanotherminhoesimp person wrote such sexual things about him, he also finds it somewhat amusing.
Would they really not want to meet him at all if given the chance?
When you fantasise about something, shouldnât you want it to happen with all your heart and soul? At least thatâs how heâs always been about his life. He fantasised about becoming a successful idol, and heâs done it. He fantasised about achieving a beautifully sculpted body, and heâs done it. When heâs fantasised about a girl, he took her on dates, he didnât hide from her.
Shouldnât it be the same with⌠whatever this wild fantasy was? Hypothetically, if this person had the chance to meet him, shouldnât they want it?
He clicks back on the Twitter profile and was about to scroll further down to check what other things they couldâve said about him, but steps on the hallway make him instantly click on the power button in panic.
He certainly doesnât want to be caught scrolling on someone elseâs laptop.
The door opens and a young girl walks confidently through, her eyes glued to her phone and an amused smile playing on her lips.
âHello.â Minho says as soon as he sees her, and her eyes shoot up from the phone to his face, her smile immediately dropping. âI came to pick up a few items⌠you mustâve been notified?â
âOh, hello.â She replies instantly, bowing respectfully, before raising her gaze again, not looking at him. Instead, her eyes trail over all the way to her laptop screen, which is black, and Minho can almost see her let out a breath of relief. âYes, of course. Just a moment.â
She replies with the same urgency, and the air feels thick. She seems uncomfortable as she approaches Minho to reach her desk and bends down to pick up a bag from the floor.
âHere you go.â She forces a smile on her lips and prays to God heâd just leave already.
âThank you. Do you mind if I check that everythingâs in here?â
âNot at all.â She points towards her desk but makes sure to close the laptop screen. She doesnât remember whether sheâs closed her browser, and if she didnât, it would be a disaster if it somehow opened and revealed her secret Twitter profile.
She's a Minho stan through and through. She loves everything this man does and enjoys fantasising about him. She doesn't remember when she started doing it, but it was a funny activity during stressful school days, and she enjoyed creating the âperfectâ man in her head and using Minho's face as a representation. Eventually, she started putting her thoughts on paper and sharing her work with the world, and it was even funnier to see that so many people shared the sentiment and enjoyed reading her stories.
Of course, she's completely aware that it's just a wild fantasy that would never come to life, nor would she want it to. Sheâs completely aware that the Minho she writes about and the real Minho are different through and through. She hadn't even thought about Minho when she applied and got hired to work at SM.
Fantasies are meant to stay fantasies. They're just fun to think about.
And the most important thing about them, is that no one should know you have them, especially not the person you've written about.
She doesnât normally write or read smut at work, much less about someone important who works at the same company that hired her, but with everyone away and not much to do, she took the liberty to do it today.
And today, out of all days, she had to encounter the one person that occupies most of her thoughts when it comes to sexual fantasies.
Sure, Minhoâs about a decade older than her, but who cares?
Itâs not real, and itâd never be real, but fuck, he looks so good, and his smell is intoxicating.
She tries to appear busy and do anything else but watch him sort through the things in the paper bag while heâs sat at her desk, so she ends up starting to rearrange the pens from her coworkersâ desks.
She even considers excusing herself and walking out just to make sure she doesnât have to see him, because fuck, heâs so attractive that itâs hard to breathe. He looks even better in person than he does in pictures.
As soon as heâs done, he stands up from her chair and smiles.
âEverythingâs here. Thank you.â
She smiles back and nods and wishes heâd just get out quicker.
âIâm Minho, by the way.â He offers his hand for a shake, and she fights all her urges to grimace.
âMira.â She barely manages to let out and shakes his hand, then averts her eyes.
âBeautiful name. Thanks again. See you around?â
âSure.â She nods and watches him leave and hopes sheâs never going to have to see him again.
Sheâs been working at SM for about a year and never had to interact with any celebrities, so why he came around today is a complete mystery, something that she hopes wonât ever occur again in the future.
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His hand felt nice in hers. Itâs way bigger than the pictures, and his hold was strong. If you can tell something about a person from a handshake, what she got from Minhoâs hold was that he is a very confident person, sure of himself.
She could feel hardened skin on his palm, most likely from all the time he spends in the gym daily. If she had any time to observe his hand, she wouldâve certainly seen healed calluses and rough patches of skin.
She canât stop thinking about it, so she does what sheâs been doing for the past years, an unhealthy hobby of taking her dirtiest thoughts directly to Twitter.
After all, what better way to spend your Saturday night than writing stupid shit on the internet and reading smut?
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letâs talk about Minhoâs hands
donât yâall think theyâre probably not too soft since he lifts weight so often? he must have healed callouses all over
also, obligatory NSFW: his rough hands around my neck would be the perfect Saturday night activity
choke the hell out of me, Minho
Posted 35 minutes ago by justanotherminhoesimp
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Minho couldnât stop thinking about the dirty post heâs read on Miraâs computer, and although heâd been way too busy Friday night to investigate, he has a completely empty Saturday night.
Opening his laptop, he logs into a burner Twitter account and accesses justanotherminhoesimpâs profile. Heâs grateful for his good memory to remember the name and finds it relatively quickly, and to his delight, this personâs profile is public.
He wonders if it could really be that innocent looking girl that could barely look at him yesterday afternoon, but he doubts it.
He notices sheâs just posted half an hour ago, and reading the post, he lets out a chuckle before turning his right-hand palm up. Sheâs spot on with the healed callouses.
He lets out another laugh as he gets further down in the post and reads the last line.
choke the hell out of me, Minho
This is so creepy, but somehow also pretty entertaining.
There are no replies under this post, so he goes back to her profile and scrolls down, finally having the liberty to stalk without the risk of getting caught.
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Minho looks that absolutely wrecked me (a thread)
Posted 5 days ago by justanotherminhoesimp
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Minho looks at all the close-up pictures of his abs and arms, his side-profile, even his neck and hand veins.
Is this what people are into? He wonders and tilts his head, deciding he needs to grab a beer (or a few) to see what else this person has in store for him.
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Imagine you were working at a company and Minho was your coworker, and heâd strike up a conversation with you, and youâd become friends who drink together and fuck occasionally just to let off some steam, but you actually fall in love eventually.
And now stop imagining.
My new fic âOffice Romanceâ is out now. Read on my AO3: # justanotherminhoesimp
Posted 1 month ago by justanotherminhoesimp
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AO3? What the fuck is that? Minho frowns, not recognising whatever this is supposed to be.
He clicks on the link and gets redirect to a webside, Archive of Our Own, something heâs never heard of before.
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Choi Minho/Reader, Alternate Universe - Not K-Pop Idols, smutshinee, fluff, Shameless Smut, Deepthroating, Daddy Kink, Multiple Orgasms, Dom/Sub, Orgasm, Getting to Know Each Other, Strangers to Lovers, Strangers to Friends to Lovers, Blow Jobs, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Moaning, Wet Dream, First Kiss, I am delusional and I know it, Coworkers AU
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As Minho reads through these, he gets more confused than ever.
What the fuck is a smut?
He shakes his head and considers not reading whatever the fuck this is supposed to be.
Based on the descriptions, it seems like this will just be porn.
He shakes his head again and drinks another beer, and changes his mind, so he scrolls down to start the story.
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Y/N wakes up, excited for the first time in months.
Today, she is starting a new job as an editor for a big publishing company.
She gets dressed, feeling as butterflies fly around in her stomach. The butterflies only get more restless as she leaves home early to make sure sheâs not going to be late on her first day.
She even takes a taxi, something she wouldnât usually do due to how expensive life in the city is, but she doesnât want to take any chances today.
Today is going to be perfect. Sheâs going to do everything right: get to work, show everyone her skills, maybe even make friends with a few people if sheâs lucky enough to have nice coworkers, and then come back home and take a long bath and wash the day off her skin.
Just as planned, she arrives 20 minutes early, leaving her enough time to pick her badge up from security.
She makes her way through the gates and presses on the elevator button, waiting for ages until it reaches the ground floor.
Once inside, she presses on the 2nd floor where she'd apparently have a shared office with a few other people and waits for the doors to close.
Just before they are fully closed, a large hand gets between them, forcing them to open again.
âSorry.â the man says with an apologetic smile.
âNo issues.â Y/N smiles back politely.
âOh, youâre also going to the 2nd floor?â
âYes.â
âYou must be our new editor then!â The man replies gleefully. âIâm Minho. Choi Minho. Weâve emailed a few times.â
âOh!â Y/N bows immediately. âItâs a pleasure to meet you! Iâm Y/N.â
âItâs good indeed to finally put a face to the name.â
âThis elevator is quite slow, isnât it?â Y/N chuckles. It feels like theyâve spoken for ages, but theyâve barely reached the 1st floor.
âYeah. I donât know whatâs up with it. We complained many times to management, but so far, theyâve refused to do anything to fix it.â
âCanât be helped, then.â Y/N shrugs.
âOh, weâre here! Finally!â Minho laughs brightly as he lets Y/N get out before him like a true gentleman. He then guides her towards the main office and to her new desk, right in front of the window. The view from it is beautiful, she notices.
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As Minho reads, he canât help but notice a few similarities between this story and the SM building and Main Office.
Maybe justanotherminhoesimp is Mira for real. He shudders at the thought of someone working at SM and idolising him enough to write about him.
Still, he keeps reading and the similarities only get more uncanny. The office layout is the same as the place she works at, and she even sits in front of a window.
Although entirely creeped out, he canât stop. He reads and reads thousands of words about how Y/N and Minho get closer and closer, until one night, they go out drinking.
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âYou said you canât drink much.â Minho chuckles as he sees Y/N drink her 5th glass of Soju.
âThis is nothing, dear.â She brushes him off with a flick of her hair and an intoxicating chuckle.
âReally?â He leans towards her, his face mere inches apart. Close enough to feel his breath on her cheek.
âYes, really.â She turns around and looks right into his eyes as he gently touches the back of her head with his right hand.
Y/N is grateful that the place theyâre sat at is empty, otherwise she wouldâve gotten very embarrassed by how direct Minho is being.
He presses a confident kiss against her lips, and as soon as she responds, he doesnât hesitate to deepen it and touch her tongue with his.
âThis is too publicâŚâ Y/N says after a little while, her breaths shallow.
âWanna come over?â Minho asks, the same directness and confidence lacing his tone. He wants her and doesnât hesitate to let her know.
Y/N nods sheepishly, and the taxi ride to Minhoâs apartment seems way too long for how impatient sheâs being, her arousal pooling in her panties.
As soon as they get there, Minhoâs demeanour changes completely. Heâs a dom through and through, and he doesnât falter to command Y/N to take her clothes off to let him admire her body.
âYouâre so beautiful.â He breaths out, unbuttoning his shirt as he watches her strip.
Left in only her underwear, Minho makes his way on top of her, marking his way into her skin with soft bites, listening to every whine and moan that comes out of her mouth.
When he reaches her lips, he kisses her over and over, driving her crazy, making her desperate for more.
âMinhoâŚâ
âWhat is it, hm?â He asks in a sultry voice.
âI need you.â
âOh, yeah?â He asks, almost mockingly.
âMhm.â
âWhat do you want me to do, hm?â
âUhm⌠justâŚâ
âWhat, huh?â He teases her. âI wonât do anything until you tell me what you want.â He smirks and makes his way down her body again, stopping in front of her covered core.
He takes her panties off with ease and spreads her legs open, but the only thing Y/N wants to do is close them shut, as she feels embarrassed.
Minho tuts instantly, keeping her legs in place as he presses a chaste kiss against her pussy.
âI still havenât heard you.â He says again, biting her thigh.
âI want⌠I want youâŚâ
âTo do what?â
âYour tongueâŚâ
âHmm⌠where? Here?â He asks as he licks a strip in-between her folds, forcing a desperate moan out of her.
âYes.â
âYou have to beg me first.â
âWh-what?â
âYou heard me.â He kisses her thigh again, and the pressure between her legs gets unbearable. She needs him to fuck her with his tongue, to bring her the sweet bless of an orgasm.
âP-please.â She says, almost in a whisper.
âDidnât hear you.â He smirks again.
âPlease!â Y/N says, this time louder.
âNow, thatâs a good girl. Daddy will take care of you well, hm?â Minho says in a low voice, sending shivers all over her body as he leans back in and connects his mouth with her pussy once more, making sure to pay attention to every sound she lets out to see what makes her feel good.
It doesnât take her long to let go on his tongue, and satisfied, he gets back on top of her to give her time to recover and buries his head in the crook of her neck, sucking her skin and leaving purple marks all over, to show everyone sheâs his and his only.
âDaddy, please⌠more.â
âWhat was that?â Minho smirks against her collarbone.
âI need more. PleaseâŚâ
âPlease what, baby?â
âPlease fuck me.â
âDo you want daddy to fuck you hard? Is that it?â
âYes, daddy. Please.â
âSuch a good girl.â He praises. âGet on all fours.â
She follows his command and sits up, getting confused when Minho grabs a fistful of her hair and guides her head towards his crotch.
âOpen up.â He says, and she opens his mouth, feeling him shove all his length down her throat.
While gentle at first, Minho eventually sets up a consistent rhythm, keeping a steady hold on Y/N as he fucks her throat roughly.
âYour throat feels so good.â He compliments, caressing her hair while seeing her eyes swell up with tears.
Feeling close to his climax, Minho pulls out and makes her turn around, positioning his dick against her entrance. He pushes in slowly, letting her get used to his cock as she lets out a loud moan.
âYou feel so good, baby.â Minho rolls his head back, gripping her hips with his hands.
Y/N becomes a moaning mess as soon as Minho bottoms out and continues fucking himself into her, bringing her to a second orgasm as he releases himself inside of her.
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What the fuck did I just read? Minhoâs eyes open wide, but even with how weird the whole thing was, he couldnât ignore the raging boner in his pants, now a bit too uncomfortably tight.
The writing was not the best, but it somehow got to him, since it's the first time he's ever read something like this.
It was certainly weird to read porn about himself, but as heâs always been a quite imaginative person, it was way too easy to fall into the trap of visualising everything heâs read about.
He is, of course, himself, and Y/N is⌠that girl from the main office.
Closing his eyes and rolling his head back, he takes his cock out of his pants and gives it a couple strokes, thinking of Mira begging him to touch her, fucking her from behind while smacking her ass.
It doesnât take him long to let go and release himself in his hand while hearing Miraâs soft moans in his mind.
Pairing: Taemin (SHINee) x OC (Story is written in 2nd person)
Genre: Explicit, angst
Word Count: 3.2k words
You can also find this story on: AO3
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Summary:
Taemin's been so busy with his comebacks and you're annoyed at Taemin for accidentally locking Ddaeng in the bathroom all day. He doesn't take your annoyance well, but he makes up for it in the morning.
Basically, smut with a little plot.
I'm back with a one shot, finally! It's been a while since I've posted anything but here we are~.
I do not own Taemin or his cats and this is just fiction.
I've got some stories in the making that are coming along well, so I hope everyone looks forward to themđ¸
I'd like to thank @skzhocomments for being my beta reader (she's got really good stories).
Please enjoy!
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Lovesickness
Taeminâs been working so hard for his next comeback and so hard it seems as if heâs forgotten about you. You watch him as he comes back every day and chucks himself into bed and then you watch him leave in the morning after having a shower. As much as you love him, you hate being forgotten but you donât want to get in between him and his work. Itâs always been like that. And you would lose against his work anyway. Itâs his life. You once asked him if he lives to work or works to live and he did not say the latter. The balance is unhealthy and his work is his priority at the moment so you just have to wait and try not to get pissed off. But you feel neglected in every way possible. You still remember his last solo comeback and the stress from it, Never Gonna Dance Again : Act 2 and then he went to the military. You were so excited for him to come back home and spend time with you. You missed him so much that it felt like hell. But SM got more of him than you have in years because then there was Hard and now there's Guilty. And you feel guilty for wanting him to stop working on it and just come and smother you in affection.
You feel stupid for not having noticed it earlier, for being so close-minded that you had observed the life of being with an idol only superficially. If you had known, then you doubt you would have rejected Taeminâs advances or his proposal anyway, but you wish you knew what you were getting yourself into from the get-go. He had a way to charm; he was cheeky and cute and his smile had this boyish charm to it. Now heâs like a brick wall, unsociable, and everything you say to him only receives one word answers. You never know if heâs actually listening to you and it frustrates you to no end.
The look Kkong gives you and the nudge of her head tells you to get out of your head and feed her. Because you may as well be the catsitter, the amount of communication you get from Taemin. So you do. You get up, grab the cat's food bowls and walk into the kitchen. As you open the cupboard, you let out a long sigh, grabbing the wet food and emptying it into the bowls. Kkong is already at your feet so you bend down and let her eat as you run your hand along her body. Ddaeng is nowhere to be seen so you call out for him and when he doesnât come, you worry. You put the food bowl down on the side and start walking around the apartment, calling his name frantically like a lunatic. When you get to the bedroom, you hear a muffled meow from the bathroom so you open it quickly. Ddaeng is sat there looking up at you and you swear youâre going to kill Taemin. You left before him today because you had extra work to catch up on. So that means Ddaengâs been stuck in the bathroom all day. You bend down to pick up your baby and talk to him, telling him itâs okay and then walk to the kitchen with him in your arms, popping him down on the counter and letting him eat on there. He deserves it after the day he had.
You sit back down on the sofa and turn on the TV, staring at it completely immersed in thought and you just canât believe Taemin had locked Ddaeng in the bathroom. You stew on it and get angrier and angrier, minutes of stewing turn into hours and during that time, Kkong and Ddaeng come and busy themselves in your lap. The sound of the door pin being inserted and the door opening catches your attention. Taemin comes in silence and ignores you, walking straight to the bedroom after he changed his shoes to slippers.
You turn off the TV and grab both cats, one under each arm, earning a squeak from Kkong, which you are quick to apologise for. Taemin is already face planted on the bed, clothes unchanged: messy hair, which is now brown and long, one slipper hanging on for its dear life, a white wrinkled t-shirt with sweat stains from dancing, and grey joggersâjoggers that left nothing to the imaginationâand you just couldnât help but stare and then tell yourself off for thinking things that were so not appropriate for your mood.
Blinking in disbelief, you walk over to the bed and sit down, letting the babies free as they prance over to Taemin. You canât help but call them traitors in your head.
âTaemin?â you say, trying to take the edge off your voice.
He lifts his head only slightly before making a grunt and lazily stretching his hand out to pet the cat. You smile, hoping the lingering side-eye you give him warns of best behaviour. âDdaeng was stuck in the bathroom all day.â You tell him, trying to swallow down the venom that is coating your tongue.
âWhy?â
Inexplicable fury blooms in your chest. "YOUâ" You need to calm down if you want this conversion to go anywhere. âYou trapped him in there. I know you donât care about me, but you could at least care about the cats!â
He sighs. âHeâs fine, though.â Taemin's apathetic behaviour irritates you and a scream is threatening to come out, clawing its way up your throat. You hold it in and put your head in your hands at witâs ends.
"Still, you need to be responsible. Heâs a cat, not a human. If heâs stuck, he canât get out, and he could have hurt himself trying.â You say reproachfully, stuck on the fact that he wonât just say sorry and that he wonât do it again.
Taemin sits up suddenly and shoots you a glare, brat, and he walks off to the bathroom. You hear him turn on the water and brush his teeth and you canât get over the fact that he just walked off and glared at you. Taemin has always been like this; he always sulks when being told off and never takes responsibility for his actions. At first, you thought it was cute. Heâd pout and pout and wrinkle his nose until you let it go without an apology. But you got sick of it soon because he wouldnât let it go if it was the other way around. Whatever, you also need to brush your teeth, so you follow, and when you get in the bathroom, you open your mouth to tell him to give your tooth brush, but he cuts you off, starting harshly, âStop going on about it. I just want to go to sleep. Just-ease up.â ending tiredly.
So you say nothing and somehow your heart clenches and you feel it throbbing. through your body resonating in your chest and you think you heard it crack. No, it is just the toothpaste lid. Taeminâs gotten your tooth brush and put a pea of toothpaste on it. He shoves it into your hand and you start brushing your teeth mechanically, like a robot. But, even after brushing your teeth, you still have a bitter taste lingering in your mouth.
When youâre both done, neither of you speak and you both get into bed, turning away from each other like a brick wall has been put up. It fucking hurts. It hurts more to cry. More, because Taemin knows. He can hear each breath as it's hiccuped out of your chest, and if you tried to hold it, heâd listen to your silence instead, and in the end, maybe you would explode all over him. You canât hold this in forever. You canât feel neglected forever and never say anything; maybe youâre just being dramatic. But still, it hurts.
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In the morning, youâre woken up by lazy, clumsy kisses peppered all over your face. You barely open your eyes, squinting at the light coming through the bedroom window. You squirm and try to turn over, still upset over last night but Taeminâs hand on your waist stops you and pulls a squeak out of your mouth and youâre slammed back on your back after not getting very far out at all. He pushes himself up against your side, flush against you, and you can feel him.
His peppered kisses turn into sloppy, wet, open-mouthed ones, trailing down your neck as his hand carefully pulls up your top and trails his hand over your stomach, humming into your neck in delight. Your body is flushing hot with arousal; you have missed Taemin. Every part of himâhis virility, his soft lips, and his dick. It has been so long; you felt like a nun living in celibacy.
He nibbles lightly on the skin of your collarbone before licking a stripe up your neck and nibbling on your ear. His hand travels down to your heat and he chuckles and takes his hand out of the equation. âWet already? Did you dream of me.â Smug and confident, he whispered it in your ear. And you canât speak completely under his spell, heart pounding, with no coherent sentences ready to be formed.
When he finally detaches from your neck, heâs on his next conquest, mouthing all around your breasts, sucking, and biting, and you find it hard to stay still. You squirm and writhe but he holds you still, hands on your hips so brusingly tight. He looks up, lust and hunger in his gaze and smirks. He finds it so funny. Taemin loves teasing you; he treats it like a sport when he can. He gets back to work and lays his tongue flat on your nipple, licking a line and then twirling his tongue around it, his teeth barely nipping. And you whine, jutting your hips up, wanting some release for your coreâsomething to fill you up hot and heavy.
Taemin bathes in the sounds you make; he loves hearing them so he rewards you with a kiss so soft compared to the grip he has on you and you want more; you need to feel that connection. You wonder if youâre the only one whos been sexually frustrated because somehow Taemin is fine apart from his throbbing boner, hot and hard on the side of your thigh, a type of self-control that is inexplicable. You cry out, wanting more of his lips on yours so you reach for his long hair and yank it slightly, unsure if heâd like it. However, youâre pleasantly surprised when he lets out a low growl and his pupils expand. You marvel in amazement.
âSo needy,â Taemin tutted and bent down, nipping on your bottom lip and dipping the tip of his tongue between your lips and you relish in his mouth, nibbling and sucking on his top lip and letting out a deep, content breath out of your nose. Your fingers slide in deeper, tangling in his soft, messy hair, surrounding them in his hair and jerking lightly, making the erection between his legs throb against your thigh. You feel like you are in a daze, eyes closed, lips moving lazily against Taeminâs.
Taemin moves away from the kiss and slides his hand into your pyjama shorts and he slowly circles around your clit, sending white heat all over. You move your hands from his hair and grab Taemin's shirt; you know not to interrupt his teasing, your hands twisted up and twisting up further in the white cloth as he uses his other hand to fill your mouth with his fingers, making you moan and your eyes roll back. Taemin loves watching you; he loves voyeurism; he gets off on it; he loves videoing, making sex tapes only to watch them over and over on tour, getting lost in your sounds, face, and body. He once told you that youâre face was perfect for porn. You were offended at first but he explained that you look ethereal while heâs ploughing you in.
Taemin dips his fingers down and teases your hole, dipping in and out of it as you nibble on his finger, wanting him to speed up. But he didn't; instead, he pushed his fingers deeper into your mouth, pressing on the back of your tongue, making you gag, and pulling a deep breathy chuckle from Taeminâs lips. âCalm down,â he demands, with a smile playing on his lips. He is so cruel, but you canât lie and say it doesnât get you off. He slips his finger into your hole, finding that spongy flesh and fingering in and out, hitting the right spot over and over as his thumb rubs circles around your clit. Then another finger inside you, in and out.
âPlease,â you beg, pulling Taeminâs top over his head and losing him for a second. He smirks at you and pulls his boxers off.
Before you knew what was going on, Taemin had pulled his fingers out, pulled your shorts off, and grabbed your hips as he bent your legs and as he settled down into you, a string of curses and a deep grunt fell out of his mouth as he closed his eyes for a second, letting the feeling take over his body. The feeling was almost too intense, electricity sprialing from your feet to your head, your thoughts clouded, and your pussy desperately begging for some movement as you clenched around him. Taemin seemed to know what you wanted, his hips rolling in one swift motion, thighs pressing against your arse, and his short fingernails lightly scratching over your skin as his fingers dug in.
âI missed you,â Taemin groaned lowly as you gaze at his dick, appearing and disappearing inside of you again and again, the view being the most pleasurable thing you have seen in a while. You have spent so much time watching porn in the past few months that you feel overwhelmed to see a real dick going in and out of you, toes curling into the sheets as you try to not cum straight away.
âYou too,â you manage to mumble in a half moan, voice trembling, hands clawing Taeminâs back as you want him deeper inside you. Taemin tries not to let you have your way, but seeing you move so sensually, lifting your hips to try and get him in deeper, your bottom lip stuck between your teeth, eyes hazy and glazed, and strands of hair falling into your face and sticking slightly as small beads of sweat have started forming at your hairline. It makes it hard for him to keep the pace slow.
You have to admit that the sight of Taemin is very appealingâthe best view you ever had the honour of seeing. His back feels very soft and taut beneath your palms, making you want to continue touching him, explore the lines of muscles and relearn his body all over again.
âYou said I donât care about you. Do you feel cared for now?â Taemin teases as he takes his dick out of you and before you can whine, he pushes his dick back into your entrance and snaps his hips into you suddenly making you breathless and sending prickles of heat through your body. You run your tongue over your body lip, feeling dry from marvelling up at Taemin because he looks so good right nowâgolden skin droplets of sweat falling down his face, beautifully catching at his philtrum, making you want to lick it. Such a strong carnal urge takes over you as you grab the back of his head and pull him down into a kiss, not wanting to listen to him talk any more.
Taemin lifts your legs up to his shoulders, making an amazing deepness hitting that spot over and over again. The angle is nearly too much for you, as Taemin leans from the kiss and starts playing with your clit, making you clench around him and earning a groan, sending you off a cliff. You can feel Taeminâs weight inside you; his thrusts are getting more intense and sharp, building up, pushing you down into the mattress; the pressure inside you is building up and the muscles in your abdomen are contracting. Your brain is not functioning fully under the influence of arousal and Taemin. You can feel your orgasm about to come crashing, heart pounding insanely in your chest, feeling like it was about to crack a rib.
Your head lolling back, eyes closed so you donât have to see how erotic Taemin looks, and your spine arching, welcoming Taemin in deeper as the pressure builds up, coiling, and youâre so close, heavily panting, your nails scratching at his back as you try and take the pounding.
Taeminâs groans and teasing words rolling like waves straight to your core, as he speeds up faster chasing his own orgasm, you take your hands and grab the sheets as heâs pounding you up the bed and white stars flashed behind your eyes as you came undone. Taeminâs relentless pounding didnât stop; instead, he groans as you tighten and spasm under him, letting out helpless cries and he rides you out on your orgasm. âLook at me,â he instructs, his voice so gruff and demanding that you canât help but oblige. He whispers dirty, sweet nothings, and then his orgasm hits him hard as his body tenses up, mouth parted open, moans falling out, and his forehead creases, making him look so beautiful and fucked out as sweat drips down his golden chest and his slightly pink face glows in the sun that is cascading through the window.
He clings to you, laboured breaths hitting your lips, his forehead pressed against yours and his eyes so glassy as he looks into your eyes lovingly. âI love you,â he laughs lowly and pulls you towards him, his tongue slowly licking along your bottom lip and then giving you a proper kiss. The kiss is sweet. Taemin places his hand on your cheek as he pulls himself out, sending shivers down your spine and pulling staggered moans from him.
He lays down next to you and pulls your head to play on his chest as you listen to his heart pounding. You look up at him. âI love you too, but what was that for?â you ask cheekily.
âIâm sorry for being a dick; you know what I get like during a comeback but it doesnât mean you should get used to it. Iâll try and get better, more tolerable, and treat you better. Also, where is your engagement ring?â He apologises and stokes strands of hair out of your face.
âYour maid took it off while cleaning,â You tell him, insinuating that you are his maid, which, he doesnât find funny. He pouts so you press up on one of your hands to get closer to his face and press a soft kiss to his lips as you say, âI hope you do. What time is it, by the way?â
He stretches his arm out and grabs his phone, checking the time: âfive-forty-five.â
Your eyes pop out of your head as you moan, âI could have been sleeping; whyâd you get me up so early?"
âYou werenât moaning about the time ten minutes ago," he tells you and you can't help but laugh at him and snuggle into his chest as he strokes your hair.
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