✿Cherry✿

Why can't I fall asleep like a normalne person? I either asleep all Day and night or I don't asleep at all. It's exhausting...

I need rest and a long hug...lots of hugs...

Leave my fucking thoughts alone. I need to study not cry and contemplate about what I did in the past and what will happen in the future and how everything could be perfect if not my stupid lack of thinking and self control.

I say I want to be healed already as I slit my skin open...

I don't want it to be like that. I want to be healed already.

I'm tired, I just wanna lay in someones arms and rest...

I really need that right now...

It would all be so different if not those stupid bpd traits and my lack of self control...

I wish I was different.

I need someone to talk with, to vent, to be supported by them and support them too...

I will do anything to be with her again, for everything to fall back into its place.

I just want it all to be as it was, so calm and safe...

I need to feel needed.

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

I HATE IT ALL.

I don't feel very well. I need help and rest...

Thank you for making me feel alive at least for that split second...

I need someone to talk to but I'm scared to ask...

Too much, I need rest...