*chella*

Might be dumb. We’ll see.

Today i had a really fun time. Like a lot of it was kinda shitty or at least long and boring but afterschool i got to hang out with some of my friends and eat junk and it was really fun and i felt happy and loved and it was great. Nobody really cares but i just wanted to say something in case i forget.

I probably should figure out better ways to deal with things than what i do, but at the same time i dont know a better way to process my emotions and I’m scared to look at myself in a harsh enough light to do anything about it.

happieness is fleeting. grades are forever. if one of my friends felt like this id be horrified, id have a million reasons why they weren’t true and id believe every one of them. but i just cant do that for myself.

Maybe I’m unstable but at least I can mic people semi-efficiently