Cloudmistdweller

PREGNANT THOUGHTS . . . . .

"I read your recent post about the woman who feels free to explore more without her husband. I feel so connected to this. . . . . We, myself and my mentor are part of a small group of like minded men and women. Even though I share my body with my mentor and a family member of his, I also share my body with members of our collective. Recently it was suggested I get pregnant. Since then it seems they are trying their best to accomplish that. I am wet just writing this. One by one they climbed between my legs stretched wide. They stretch me and I relish the sensation of them flooding me with their seed. But it pales to the excitement as each of them whispering in my ear they are fucking a baby into my belly. The level of anticipation and excitement is nothing like I have ever experienced knowing I a may carry a child that is not my husband's. But reality has a way of inserting itself. None of my partners resemble my husband in any way. There is a little part of me desiring to see my husband's expression seeing the baby and realizing it's not his. After all, he is part and parcel to his own cuckold fantasy. I have offered this up in prayer seeking clarity and wisdom in this situation. My mentor has offered an alternative if that is what I desire. An online acquaintance introduced me to your writings and I have read a few from older times. You are experienced in ways and your wisdom is revered. I could use a little of that wisdom now."

A serious query put to me by a follower which touches on an issue often on the minds of women, especially wives, and if one goes online and reads the very serious input posted and shared there one will quickly see that almost all wives and women think about much less have thought about getting pregnant by another man. While a great deal is written about pregnancy fetishes and breeding fetishes, the overal arousal and interest has nothing to do with these classifications though there are those who would apply those labels. Wives in general, it would appear, all have thought about and continue to think about (and are aroused by) thoughts of getting pregnant by another or other men. It's a fact, not a thought or a desire. Yes, it is wicked, depraved and understandable considering even if a wife would never do it, she has thought about it, fantasized about, been aroused by and often is surprised and even afraid that she thinks about. Elle, the sender of the above, shares the excitement that she experiences when the topic is part of any lovemaking or when it comes to mind. Let's be honest . . . . the truth is doing so would be deliciously wicked.

So, it's normal for a woman in a committed relationship to think about not just sex with another man . . . We women often think about what it would be like to get pregnant by another man, The thought is prevalent even if the woman is on birth control . . . there is the excitement that underlies the intensity of the arousal . . . I have more than once listened as a Catholic wife and mom has laughed about doing so, influenced by that church's teachings concerning birth control.

There is an emerging focus where women are encouraged to take the risk . . . especially within the ever-expanding mantra where a wife is told she needs to breed black in order to be totally fulfilled. Another facet if this portrait of sorts is every wife should be free not just to frequently fuck, she needs to be free to satisfy her desire to be 'bred", a term which is cold, animalistic and often shared in that immensely arousing way. Elle is simply revealing something all women think about. It is a topic wedded to things perverse, deliciously (that word again) evil, and women engage the issue in their mind all the time especiallly since casual sex is part of the woof and weave of television and other media.

Much more can be shared. However the focus of this article is to assure that when one ponders, etc, the topic, doing so is normal even if wicked because doing so is a form of freedom to consider and engage in what we wish and will even if it is in our mind. I will mention that the increasing interest in bareback sex is, in my opinion, part and parcel of this unspoken "interest" along with women's increased enjoyment of porn and sensual sexual subjects. I congratulate Elle who is willing to share as she has. I encourage her on her journey as she experiences her "real me." That she is seeking guidance from the Dark Lord is a plus . . . More than that, often husbands also find themselves deeply aroused and conflicted especially when they are in the lifestyle.

"OF COURSE I THINK ABOUT FUCKING OTHER GUYS. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE ENCOURAGING ME TO DO IT !"

The lace teddy hugs my curves, a soft whisper of anticipation against my skin as I smile, become aroused and find myself responding openly. She responds with a sexy wicked grin affirming she has heard my outburst, followed by a quiet phrase, "then do it. " It’s a simple choice, really, but it feels like a declaration. I stand here, in the quiet of the morning, the sunlight filtering through the window, casting a warm glow on the black lace. It’s not just about the fabric; it’s about the promise it holds, the secret it keeps. And as I adjust the straps, I can’t help but think about the possibilities, the thrill of the unknown.

Embracing the Unknown

My response, ‘OF COURSE I THINK ABOUT FUCKING OTHER GUYS. I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE YOU'RE ENCOURAGING ME TO DO IT,’ echoes in my mind. It’s a confession, a truth laid bare. I’m not just thinking about it; I’m living it, in these moments of solitude, where the world outside fades, and it’s just me and my desires. The lace is a shield, a secret, a silent invitation to a world of possibilities.

What Does It Mean to Be Encouraged?

Encouraged. It’s a word that carries weight, a nudge towards a path less traveled. It’s not just about the act; it’s about the journey, the exploration of boundaries, the dance of power and pleasure. And as I stand here, in my lace underwear, I wonder, what does it mean to be encouraged? Is it a push, a pull, a gentle nudge, or a firm hand guiding me towards the unknown? The answer, I realize, lies in the lace, in the whisper of anticipation, in the promise of a new day, a new adventure. The kitchen cabinets in the background, the partial view of a table, they’re just props in this scene, silent witnesses to my thoughts, my choices. The sofa, a place of comfort, of rest, of reflection, sits quietly, waiting for the next chapter. And as I take a deep breath, the lace against my skin, I know, this is just the beginning. The beginning of a journey, a revelation, a truth uncovered in the soft glow of the morning light."

Not just think about it but do it.

" . . . I am able to fully explore and engage in all kinds of sexual activities only when I am not with my husband . . . " (an excerpt from a much longer message)

An admission shared by a wife who indulges in casual sex where she shares a truth often not grasped by husbands or significant others . . . It is easier to take the leap and engage in and experiment in new and varied sexual experiences and challenges when a wife is not with her husband simply because of the nature of the intimacy in marital and significant committed relationships . . . even if the couple are into the lifestyle. Why?

There isn't the freedom that comes from indulging because of the commitments, agreements, limits, etc. expected, etc, when couples are involved as a couple with others. While a wife may be wicked, there is a profound difference when she is not with her spouse. She is free to indulge her fantasies and desires "on her own" so to speak, often "taking a leap" in ways small and large where, if her spouse was involved, that freedom would "feel" limited for any number of personal reasons and concerns. I admit that more than one wife in the lifestyle admits she doesn't feel totally free to explore her sensual fantasies, etc because of her significant other even when it appears she shares she has full freedom to engage in frequent sex if she wishes. I am reminded of the couple into moresomes where she shares that her husband shares her with a friend yet when she is just with the friend without the spouse, the dynamics are different . . . the friend shares her with his friends (plural) . . . the situation is very different.

I share this simple truth because it is what it is. Wives fantasize all the time (and with thier spouses). Full freedom to experience her "real me" demands she be able to do so in ways she is able to fully experience the sensual pleasure, etc, she seeks or confronts. This is one of those small truths that demand one