Here We Go

lowkey wish i ended it when i still had the courage.

I’ll always hate what I see in the mirror.

I'm so lonely but im scared of you seeing more of who I really am.

Call me erectile by the way I dysfunction

I can’t heal my inner child because she died a long time ago.

I’m slowly realizing that you never really needed me the way I needed you.

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

when im having a breakdown i suffer in silence because the thought of annoying someone with my hardships makes me feel sick

I want to be understood, but I’m not sure If I even understand myself

I’m not sure if I ever will understand I feel like a body full of hidden feelings and secrets

For my next trick, I'm going to sleep for 12 hours straight to escape a mental breakdown

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

sometimes i wonder who i’d be if i didn’t spend so much energy just trying to stay alive

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

we're so back (not eating, not sleeping, the days are starting to blur again)