Smo Queed

Where is she at tho

Growing up in an abusive household is a fucking trip dude……If you’ve never had someone angrily wash a dish at you or fold a sock in your direction then how are you gonna understand why I get nervous when you quietly do the laundry, or why I ask “are you mad at me?” when you set the bag of groceries down too hard? It’s a totally different way of living and it impacts you long after you’ve left the situation.

I really seldom reblog posts like this, but this one resonated SO fucking hard with me. 

Concept: My significant other and me, sharing a comfy chair by a fire in our backyard. The weather is cold, but we have a blanket and the heat from our bodies warms us. Cats and dogs freely roam our property. We discuss stars and things like love and science.

Important reminder

I am sorry what

I hope it was all very gay

proof the olympics is a greek invention

the greeks would be so proud

You deserve someone who loves you with all their heart, someone who will think about you everytime, someone who will be wondering every minute of the day what you’re doing, where you’re at, who you are with, and how you are. You need someone who helps you make your dreams come true, and make your fears go away. You need someone that treats you with respect, who loves you like no one no matter your flaws. You should be with someone that knows how to make you happy, really happy.

ok i decided not to be so emotional and overreacting

failed 

i will never pass up this post

Two and a half years since I posted this. Over five since this heart break happened. It’s long in my past, and I’ve experienced a heart break or two since then, but this was by and far the worst. It’s been.... 8-9 years since I cut myself. It’s been a decade since I tried to hurt myself enough to actually die. I still have the same career, but my job is even better now. I own a nice car, I’m able to travel when I desire.  Thank you. Thank you so much for continuing on through this pain. More will come, possibly worse than this pain, but oh so much happiness will be there between. So much more happiness than sadness. I am so thankful for you pushing through it. We made it buddy, we made it.