Hello, my name is Atlas.
I am trans masc. I go by He/Him/They.
I just turned 28.
I am currently living alone for the first time in my life ( I lost my mother three years ago, then lived with roommates before that went bad.) Now I am on my own in an rv that I fully own, on SSI and trying to get back on my feet. So, technically I am homeless, but it’s not as bad as when I lived in my car in 2021.
I have (C)PTSD, Agoraphobia, Bipolar, Panic Disorder/Anxiety, Autism, OSDD and possible BPD ( Doctors can’t agree on this one 🤷🏻)
So this makes things challenging… but I’ve been doing my best and have come soo far in the past few years!
I’m also working on coming out to the world and transitioning medically.
I have been approved for testosterone gel, but have been hesitant to start it.
Mainly because I’m not out yet to my family and friends offline and I’m scared. If I start this right now there’s no going back, how do I just suddenly tell everyone why I’m changing?
It kills me to be in a body that’s not mine but I’m so afraid of losing my loved ones who might judge or hate me. I’m hoping this blog will help me work through my fears so I can finally be myself..
So again, hello.
My name is Atlas, and I am a self-made boy.
